It goes a tumbling end over end over end
Thoughts twist and turn and strike like iron
Tears fall as our emotions and pain are laid bare
Inside boils, nerves rubbed raw just breathing
Lessons learned even if you don't need them
Tortured reminders it all feels like a scam
Is what you think you want reasonable or selfish?
Is what you know you need real or impossible?
Take what's lost and put it in its rightful place
Letting go just isn't an option
Oh how you wish it were