I've always kept journals. What began as a lifelong habit became an unexpected record of one of the most difficult chapters of my life.

I'm sharing those journals in chronological order, preserving them as they were written while documenting my healing journey, which led to divorce, and a trip through coercive control, financial abuse, dark web exposure, romance con, fraud ring passaround, survival, and now rebuilding. The story is STILL unfolding.

Your support helps me continue publishing the archive, preserve this record, and rebuild the creative life I'm working to reclaim.