"Tuesday, June 2, 2021"
Unprofessional Side Note:
Hello everyone. Looks like we're off to the races again.
I'm wearing so many hats these days, I never know which horse to bet on.
"BET ON ALL OF'EM! They're all you ya dope!"
Let me introduce the abrasive side of me that reigns in my senses like Samuel Jackson.
Only because I gave him that voice.
Its has been fun sharing this side of me for you. This hypothetical person I'm talking to that represents my audience (and the actual person I am talking to.)
BUT I am afraid our dalliance must end.
Maybe not.
The point I'm trying capture is me typing while I am arguing in my head. Sometimes you have to do this. Grit your teeth and finish your work despite the dramatic play the voices in your head are trying act out while I crank out what I promised I'd do on my Task Journal.
"If this is supposed to be about your creative process... what exactly do you share?"
All I can tell you is that I have a deadline journal that summons a pirate that reminds me: "they're more like guidelines"
#LifeofaMorallyFlexibleChristian
Which is ironic because, its a paradoxical dynamic, letting the words of An Omniscient & All Loving Entity into your mind. Essentially forcing your mind to find ways to justify fate/providence/coincidence according to the curious question: The eternal perspective of 'All things working together for good.'
Is it even an ending?
Or is it simply describing the clockwork of some "eternal machine of life, death, & the pursuit of happiness."
While I ponder this, please enjoy the transcription of the day.
By all means, let me know what you think!
TODAY'S FREEWRITE
#FWEEWRITE OF THE DAY! #6Cardsaday #MentalHealthJournaling
This one is going to be a little broken up…5 mins per card! Lets merge urgency w/ legibility! I demonstrate these practices to see if it will help me string together thoughts coherently IRL. So really, I do it to allay my anxieties that embolden the parts of me that promote the rhetoric of scarcity. If I’m being really honest. I do it for the same curiosity that floods your senses when you unlock “God Mode” in a videogame. Except this is reality with a book that reminds us “the ground is cursed for YOUR SAKE.”
I keep wondering about these phrases. Even more, I wonder about the faith of non-believers. What ideologies drive their actions & the difference between ideology & religion? Especially in a world where I exist. Therefore, born to INEVITABLY cultivate beliefs of my own to die with. Is it really too simple to place it all upon a book? If not this book, then who will have the audacity to write the book we all have to follow? Is that a responsibility to leave to humans? Prone to error? Maybe a Computer. Maybe a combination. Lets figure it out together.
5mins/card is definitely a unique experience. I hope people will notice how I immediately become self aware when I don’t like how something starts but the card is going AND so is the timer SO MAYBE I’ll just say “5mins/card is definitely a unique experience. I hope to use it again someday. The thing is “Methods come & go but PRINCIPLES, PATTERNS, and REPLICATABLE SYSTEMS MATTER MORE… TRADITION! *CUE THE FIDDLER ON THE ROOF OST. Maybe 5mins can be 10mins & we can see how well our session went.
Alright! 10mins/card. The point of the “art of talking to yourself” is rooted in my interpretation of the existence of interpretive dancers. Expression doesn’t make you crazy. NOT recording to refine is crazy. Still doesn’t change the fact that interpretations are all subjective to the viewer in question. So we give ourselves reasonable parameters to behave in. Society is the market indicator of behavior in this sense. Right now. What I feel is reasonable is #6cardsaday
Freewriting & filming sameday AS WELL as tying it together on camera to promote for doctrine, reproof, corrections & instruction in righteousness? Well its not just me. As the great philosopher SeeKay of Louis had ruminated. “WHAT YEAR IS IT?” For me, the Bible gives me the gentle reminder of time & how the time in our bodies are limited. “But look at how the bodies interact with what the people perceive as the greater good!
Maybe I should say “Look at the stories these bodies trapped in time make.” Or “Look at the thoughts these thought machines trapped in time can make! Look what happens when they interact with each other. Lets add the limitations of the flesh laced with the paradox of ‘inspiration through Providence.’ Place them in the parameters of a cursed ground they can learn from. Then imagine a Garden of Eden for all of them in the infinite real estate of their own Heaven/Imagination Kingdom.” Give them a Command: REASON TOGETHER!
Dunno why. I feel weird my freewriting is coming out like this. Thank you everyone for this opportunity to practice & see the changes.
You're talking to a guy that only learned the importance of reading AFTER college.
Also went from writing in print, cursive, and now FINALLY leveraging technology.
Gonna Miss you guys when I leave Thanksgiving Day 2030.
An Honor going into the Unknown with you :)
