I Want Out
I'm tired of it all.
Why am I even alive?
Does it ever end?
Lately, I've been running,
but I'm not moving.
Why does everything hurt?
My mind looks inside.
My eyes leave for space.
Who am I?
Meaningless loves of my life.
Why did you ever enter?
Caring is hating.
Meaningless breaths I take.
Born until I die alone.
Love is all fake.
I talk to God.
I beg Him to let me go.
I'm ready for loss.
Choose the fire below the water.
Every dream ends as you get smarter.
Pray for me?
That I may be lost in time.
Forgotten by everyone.
I'm tired of being conscious.
I hate to be everywhere.
Please, may it end?
Tears deform any angel's view,
and every smile is smiled in vain.
There might be one bright light,
but the black is still everywhere.
Does anybody have an empty space
of Forever Nothing left to spare?