I’m so many things, I honestly don’t ever want to classify myself.
I journeyed my spirituality by myself for most of my life, till I was 18. Then I started to meet drops of people who were spiritual, but we were all doing shadow work, alone. So. Yeah. 😐 Lack of moral support from TikTok during this time.
I did lots of things to tap in. I started with crystals, teas, then, fasting. When, I first started fasting, I was doing it to help a customer with their lifestyle! I fasted with water, juices, raw vegetables and fruit. Then I progressed to fasting with only green raw veggies, so I did like celery, snap beans etc. While, there are different versions of fasting, I felt this to be the safest to my body. However, this isn’t not medical advice, so, please do your due diligence in determining what’s right for your body using the responsible outlets.
The awakening I received during fasting was being able to see my feelings and vulnerabilities. I saw myself outside my body and that’s really how I ascended, at least a major time that I can remember and pinpoint.
All of this set me on a route to fitness and nutrition. I was excited about helping people who wanted to be helped. My sessions were all counselling sessions, so I started reciting affirmations throughout my client’s workout.
I went into bodybuilding. I had fun with it, I was really good. I had clients all compete and place. We did probably the quickest prep, I think my shortest was like 8 weeks. So, if you know anything about natural competing, you know, I’m a monster 😂 8 weeks, I did that, he walked off 1st place, too.
My zig zag with fitness was exhausting, so I retired training. I mean, I’d still take bodybuilding clients, but that’s per their review. It’s a lot of hustle, and I would like to work with the most dedicated clients.
Anyway, meeee. Then as I progressed into life, everything pulled me into my spiritual practice which mostly I kept on the low because humans are humans.
My shadow work because I did not know I was doing shadow work was the messiest shit ever done. But, it was all love, I knew I wanted to choose love my whole life. I just didn’t know how I would get there.
So, I’ll never lie and say that finding yourself spiritually is an easy task. I’ll always applaud your courage and bravery to truly seek the unknown and began the process of unravelling, to then, have to rebuild yourself brick by brick. This journey will take all the self-forgiveness and compassion that you can find. If you’re like me, you’ve never experienced kindness, so, compassion and forgiveness isn’t remotely anything you can picture.
The reason I’m even writing this, is because I want to see people start loving themselves while they’re imperfect and stop the self-abuse.
Right now, what I’m seeing is fear in doing spirituality wrong. There’s literally no wrong way to do things (however, be mindful of going into closed practices, and mind your business on why they’re closed. They are not for you is enough reason for you to find what is), but as you’re journeying into whatever you’re journeying into know that you’ll make mistakes, but Spirit will always hear your heart and you cannot block it to do some weird shit.
Your Spirituality is your connection to source, you’re connecting back to the righteous energy. Keep in mind I’m not saying anything about anyone’s religious beliefs, but what I am saying is that as your energy improves, so does your connection.
You can definitely go to church, honor nature, all, while understanding that you’re an energetic being that has emotions and when you need to help heal yourself, you research the Chakra. Your viewpoint on who is source is not up for argument in this journey.
This journey is about you aligning the best version of yourself with love, compassion and peacefulness.
You’ll get a variety of topics here, just based on my experience and experiences, if you see the title and read it, I hope you’ll give the whole blog a fair chance, because this new to me and I’m sensitive about my shit!
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