6 months ago I've started to do photography seriously and make money with this. Seams nice, right?
Firstly I thought so too, although my joy went away fastly. Apparently, I had clients and the business started to grow, but I felt something was wrong.
For a long time, I wasn't considering what happened, although I continued photo-shooting for tourists. Each time I wanted to do it less and less and finally it's got a bottom point.
Before the last session, I didn't want to go so much that I was thinking of canceling the event and giving a refund to a client...
I found strength... came crawling' back to the meeting point, waiting. Sitting and feeling like the most unhappy person in the world, almost crying. 10 minutes passed, and there was no client. I'm starting to be angry, not at the client, but at myself. At this time I strongly decided to pause my photo event at a service website, I concluded that it was my last photo shoot. On that day the photo session did not happen. TO BE CONTINUED