Being miserable takes work, but being happy is work too. Protecting your happiness is even harder.
I've been the miserable fuck, the one that was "depressed", the one who just hated absolutely everything.
I chose to change because being miserable takes a lot of work.
Constantly trying to find things to be upset about is exhausting.
In the end, it doesn't achieve anything.
You're still miserable.
You're probably even worse than you originally were from the start.
I feel bad for those that do not have the mental capacity to climb out of that dark hole.
It is dark and comfortable, and no one notices you except for when you act up. The real reason you are this way is that you fear being seen. Not for your vile behavior, but for the weaknesses you don't want people to see because secretly you don't like yourself.
It takes strength and determination to change into the being you want to be. It is far easier to continue doing the same thing even though you don't like it.
When I decided to change it wasn't overnight. It took me a couple of years to change into the person I wanted to be and I continue to change because I'm constantly wanting to do better.
However, since I've lived the life of a miserable fuck and the happy bitch I can tell you that people go after the happy bitch far more than the miserable fuck.
People get such a thrill out of tearing down people they feel are happier than they should be.
They will nitpick you to death, gaslight you, go on hate campaigns, and more.
It's sick, vile behavior.
I've never understood the insane amount of energy people put into being hateful. Why not use that energy to make yourself happy?
Now as a happy bitch, I refuse to entertain people that are just miserable fucks. I will block you, remove your comments, report you, and ignore all attempts of anyone trying to drag me down. Online and offline.
Your psychotic behavior is not welcome.
Keep your grotesque energy within you and keep pushing because I only want love, peace, happiness, and joy in my life ๐ฅฐ
So, if that makes me a villain...then so be it ๐
