Chapter 35 - I want to live

Loneliness is slowly eating away at my will. Despite having friends and family in my life I feel so alone. I want to just give up. Lay down and not get back up. At times I feel like I've been forgotten.like noone remembers me. It takes its toll on you. I'm free to go where I please when I please yet I feel isolated. Surrounded by people and noone for companionship. I want to be held. I want to be embraced. I want to be wanted. I'm tired of wondering what my place is in this world. I just want to exist. I just want a place to call my own. I'm tired of surviving. I want to live.