Deck: Healing with the Angels Oracles by Doreen Virtue
Related to my Messy Truth Self Reading.
Past:
• Healing
Healing as occurred. Which is true. Being able to share about what I've experienced and just speaking it. It does help, I've healed enough to start this next step of healing. To just speak about what happened. Being able to just talk and share about it, too.
Unfortunately, with certain content. I'll have to share it on my blogs, cause the genuine topics are and can be triggering. A lot of platforms get deleted or flips a red flag for bot system to help monitor certain platforms. I've dealt with a reddit post get deleted cause it flipped the reddit bot for certain wording. My real life experiences are one big Trigger Warnings. Yes, I hold a lot of anger about my past experiences, cause it shouldn't have happened, but it did.
Can let it keep you in that anger, resentment and etc. Or work through it and be the person that one never had. Learn from it, so future boundaries would set more confidently and better than before.
I understand the phrase: Learn from it. Heal from it. But don't let it happen again.
Amount of kindness, when this is learned/understand, has an equal amount of not kind when something happens, again. Beyond anger, it eventually figures out how to express it more assertive.
Present:
• Friendship
New friendships to help with healing, things are changing. Being able to see what I've outgrown and to also make new friends, that share mutual interests and perspectives. Closer friendships with sharing what I can. Like ones that don't mind, don't mind. And be able to tell who does mind and not want hear about my stuff.
Example, I have actually noticed that 2 of my friends from elementary school, don't like it that I'm barely changing. Appearance wise. They both think about their weight, the problem is that I haven't gained weight. I thought they were friends, but from their behavior recently they just wanted to stick around and see if their thoughts would come true. Which isn't supportive friendship. I am sad with seeing the truth, cause it does hurts that the supportiveness wasn't mutual.
Future:
• Self-Acceptence
I guess next thing to work on, is self-acceptence. Being hard on myself isn't helping, it stunts personal growth. Overall insight of this card, is just being to able to love myself more. Paired with the Friendship card, I guess deleting and/or blocking unsupportive friends may help. Deleting and blocking depending on where they are at in life.
Self-acceptance, self-respect/dignity, confident, self-love, sense of self-worth, etc. Just clear out the stagnate friendships. Seeing clearly on that aspect of my life.
Bottom of the Deck Energy:
• Archangel Micheal
Rather simple insight. Don't be afraid to let go of the old friendships, to make space for the new friendships. Ill say it again-New friendships would help with healing, too. Funny how all the cards wrap together with their insights.
Deck: Healing with the Angels Oracles by Doreen Virtue