I have this thought pattern in my head about not doing enough to make money or get my accounts in order. I don’t want to be negative about my life. I want to see some kind of silver lining or hope regarding my situation. I don’t want to be all doom and gloom. It’s so hard though. Because I don’t know what I’m going to do. Logically the answer is to donate and do as many deliveries as possible because no one is buying my jewelry or readings. But at the same time, there’s the thought of, well do people know of your pieces or psychic abilities? Then the thoughts of “Well you’re not that talented anyway and there are so many people already in those spaces that are better than you”. There is room for me too though. Just because others are doing it, doesn’t detract from my skills, abilities, and chances. I have my own spotlight, as do they. It’s not all or nothing. We all have our own styles and decks, video formats, and editing choices. We all have our own tables at the fair.
Being seen isn’t a bad thing. Recognition is alright. The spotlight isn’t bad. And even if the following and support is a few hundred people that’s still a lot! As long as there’s consistency. The ideas, energy, words, thoughts, feelings, everything you have to share is needed by someone, potentially several someones. Your voice is different because it’s you. It’s not bad or good, it’s just you.
Let go of the “shoulds” and embrace the “why not” instead. Others did what was right for themselves. I can do what’s right for me, even if it’s different. Know that every day for life and opportunities to get better. Change the path from fear, doubt, and depression to curiosity, trust, and excitement. Things can change overnight. Trust in the miracles that can transpire in your favor. “How” is not something we question and wonder about anymore. We know things work out for us at every moment that it’s meant to. Every step taken is towards peace, happiness, joy, curiosity, wonder, appreciation, and gratitude. Love for what we have now, what we accomplished, and what will be gifted to us for eternity. Walking with strength and wisdom on the path throughout life.
We got this <3