Today was supposed to be a productive day. I sat down with ideas in my head, ready to write, create, and build something meaningful.
But when I tried to turn on my computer… it didn’t start.
me
At first, I thought it was something small. Maybe the charger. Maybe the outlet. Maybe just a temporary issue. I tried everything I could. I waited. I restarted it again and again.
Nothing.
For many people, a broken computer might just be an inconvenience. But for me, it’s much more than that. My computer isn’t just a device — it’s my workspace, my notebook, my studio, my connection to the world. It holds my drafts, my projects, my unfinished ideas, my hopes.
And right now, I feel stuck.
I’m a student trying to build something on my own. I create content because I genuinely love it. I love writing. I love sharing thoughts. I love connecting with people through ideas. But I’m also trying to become financially independent. I don’t want to depend on anyone.
The truth is, my family can’t really support me financially. And even if they could, I don’t want to be a burden. I’ve always tried to handle things by myself. But sometimes, doing everything alone becomes heavy.
Replacing or repairing my computer is not easy for me right now. It’s not a small expense in my situation. And asking for help isn’t easy either. It takes humility to say, “I need support.”
But here I am, being honest.
If you’ve ever enjoyed my writing, if something I created made you think or smile, and if you would like to support me, you can do it here:
👉 https://buymeacoffee.com/luna0
Even buying me one coffee would mean more than you can imagine. It’s not just about money — it’s about motivation, about feeling seen, about knowing I’m not building this alone.
If you can’t support financially, that’s completely okay. Reading this, sharing it, or simply wishing me well already means something.
Thank you for taking the time to read this.
It truly means a lot. 🤍