Whew! Taking action and sharing more content online has been a whirlwind.
So is the feeling of overwhelm.
Planning things in your head is so different that living it out in everyday life, but action is action.
So as I sit here, anxiously waiting for my mom's next phone call and wondering when I can fit in what I need to get done today...
I find myself turning to Human Design when I feel most lost.
To do lists never shorten so sometimes it feels good to be able to control something in your life, and being able to use Human Design as a tool to interpret how to navigate your emotions and actions is so helpful.
This public newsletter is basically a way to continue to practice writing; I'm thinking some weeks will be more profound than others.
And this week's just an observational week.
One where I'm... just wondering what exactly the future holds for me.
How will I get the things done that I need to get done?
When will the things hanging over my head get done?
Will I ever figure out a way to feel more energized later at night when I can more so get work done?
Things are supposed to be changing around here... I really hope so.
I'm ready to grow.
But in the meantime, Human Design has pointed out that I'm doing it again: I'm trying to figure out the end result of things and sending myself into a spiral trying to ask questions that have no answers at the moment.
In-between an identity change
Another thing I've been playing with in the coaching world is meeting myself in the middle when it comes to manifestation.
I refuse to come back to IG until I'm ready to be as intentional as possible when I use it.
So currently I'm working on how to really move through the stagnancy and same cycle of a mindset I've been struggling with for most of my life.
And I've found some ways to work on the subconscious mind from the middle that may be helpful.
I'll let you know how it goes once I play with it some more.
And boy, if my schedule frees up? I should be blasting through more powerful work.
Realistically for now though, I should be finding ways to feel able and fulfilled now.
We're fresh into April now. How are you feeling?
Leave a comment and let me know.