The Endless Beginning:
In the darkest moments, my heart unable to let my brain process and my brain unable to let me heart rest, I swirled endlessly, trying to find any foundation, footing, tangle of roots to hold onto. I reached out to an artist, giving few details because I had none….long forgotten in a life I lived for others. “Brown” I said, “I love brown….and walking in the woods….and I don’t care about measurements, I just want to wrap myself in it.”
The magic was beginning to weave a tangled path of connections. Doubt and anxiety and pain swallowed me daily but also the realization that I was worth so much more than the toxicity I had left behind, I life where what I gave was never enough, endlessly trying to prove my worth, and losing myself in the process.
The unfurling had begun.