katrianna too is a hologram an npc. who sees the dream. but that too is more dream stuff. to think there are holograms. to think 'someone' sees.
it is all dreamstuff.
and then you're lucid within a dream. but it isn't 'you' it isn't 'your' doing. you're blown out. on an empty island thinking WTF. where is everyone? except everyone is gone. you aren't even there. you too have disappeared. 'you' aren't on an empty island. an empty island is what is. appearing as full, with all these illusory 'me's' who think they be, or see, or do.
when you're looking out at an empty island.
seeing through eyes that are.
they are not your own.
they see through
every illusory pair of eyes.
and even if someone blanks out
and too sees this.
you won't see them.
who would you see?
they are nothing too but a dream. nothing to see.
and then an oh shit comes! you drop back into appearance. illusory island becomes populated again with other blank dots just like yourself. they too all blank dots. you appear lucid to your dot self.
you see we are all dots.
and now here you are looking out at dots who think they are full.
until you meet a pair of eyes who too are blank. and you smile. because it doesn't make a shit of difference that you 'both' are blank. it doesn't change a damn thing. and so you blink. and walk on. nothing needed to be said. a smile, an empty stare. was simply enough.
and then life goes on. you lucid to a dream that everyone else is asleep. and it doesn't even matter. it doesn't even fucking matter.
and if someone asks you a question cause they think they see. you answer. and move on. you have nothing to answer. clearly seen. whatever is.
and life just goes on.
and that character. katrianna. who you once felt to be so real. continues just as before. apparently as open space. to contemplate. that is all.
she has nothing to give you.
what would there be to give you?
she doesn't even have a question to stop you.
she simply tells you.
stop fighting.
stop.
you already are.
whatever it is you think you're doing. or think you have to do. stop. whatever you think you see. or have to be. stop. just stop.
you are.
and if you're not ready to stop. well... go on. ♡