All I ever learned in this world is that you are alone. Not you- specifically but we; as a supposed community, as a nation, as a living, breathing, embarrassing state of living where we are addicted to fiction, to blue light screens and empty conversations about feelings.
Feelings if we ever knew such a thing. Feelings are nothing that any of you have felt, you can shout and scream from within your screens writing cryptic notes to each and everyone one across the globe about how you feel at a certain moment in time but really is that a feeling from inside your heart? Or a feeling of wanting, no, NEEDING attention. Attention from those we THINK are in love with us, THINK that hate us, THINK WANT to know about us.
Hand on heart I’ve done the same. Hand on head I wish I could go back and unwrite words but words are all I have. Words are all I love and my companion into the unknown battlefield that is living everyday with wants of a better future than the one that I wake up to.