March 2024 I officially made the scariest decision of my adult life - I stepped away from the workforce in order to pursue a dream and a goal. No, the dream and the goal are not the same thing. So let's start with the dream.
Dream - To start and own my own small business in crochet. I've been crocheting over half my life and have a deep appreciation and love for all things crochet. I've always dreamed of being able to turn this love of creation into something more than just a hobby. I've dreamed of being able to create sustainable solutions to everyday items. I've dreamed of sharing my unique plushies and designs with the world.
Goal - To be able to raise my children and be able to be truly present with them while raising them. I believe that my children are a gift from God above, and with that gift come great responsibility (to quote Uncle Ben Parker). I would love to have enough sustainability from my crochet business that I would be able to step away from the corporate workforce but still be able to provide for my family. Being present and raising my children is the most important job I can ever fulfill. And, if I can do it while sneaking in naptime creativity and sustaining my small business - BONUS!
So, in March when I stepped away from working full time for the first time in my life since being 16, it was a huge and scary moment. Lots of questions and fears about the future. And honestly, there still is, even now as I'm building my brand and growing my business. It's a lot of hard work and hustle, but I love that it gives me the chance to be present with my kids at every moment I need to be instead of feeling pressed to decide between my job and my family.
So March 2024, I decided to make the best decision I've ever made - I stood before both my precious kiddos, gave them kisses, hugs, and made sure they both heard me say "I choose you".