Hi, I’m Ben - a survivor, writer, and advocate for truth.

I’ve just written and self-published my memoir God F**ked Me, a raw and brutally honest account of childhood abuse I endured at the hands of a religious figure, and the silence that followed from the institutions meant to protect me. After decades of being silenced and dismissed, I’ve finally found my voice — and I’m using it.

This isn’t just a book. It’s a mission.

I’ve never been able to live a “normal” life - not after what happened. The trauma affected my ability to work, my mental health, and my stability in everyday life. For years, I’ve lived with anxiety, PTSD, and financial hardship. I’ve fought every day just to keep going. Writing this book nearly broke me, but I knew it had to be done - not just for me, but for others still living in silence.

Your support helps me:

Cover ongoing daily expenses (I’ve been unable to work full-time for years)

Fund therapy and recovery resources

Promote the book and reach other survivors who need to hear this story

Keep speaking out, even when it’s hard!

If this message resonates with you, or if you believe in the power of truth, please consider buying me a coffee or making a small donation. Every bit helps more than you know.

Thank you for standing with me.

Ben G