Things have been tough on every aspect of life. I resigned a year back due to my mundane job giving me absolutely no joy in life. I knew I was capable of contributing more to the world I live in. After searching for meaning with negative bank balance for over a year I thought of making a channel for a creative outlet using the things I love most : games, writing and music.
Still broke and a loser but this channel has now given me the drive to live. The short-term success is a bonus but I am sure I would do this even if I had 0 views. But people are generous and they appreciate my work and I'm indebted to my artistic community.