I’m exhausted. I feel like I’m drownin tryna find a way back to a shore I cain’t even see anymore. I genuinely don’t know what else ta do. I’m tryna sell things, I’m tryna sell time, I’m tryna sell me just ta make ends meet—but nobody’s buyin.
I’m desperate, y’all. I don’t know what else ta do or where else ta go. I can only pull so much blood from a stone. So if there’s anythin I can hawk that somebody wants ta buy, please tell me. I haven’t had a full meal all week—I don’t know if I ain’t eatin coz I feel unwell or if I feel unwell coz I ain’t eatin. I’m anxious all the time. Between work and teachin, I feel like the rest a my time is spent in the car or in bed. I’m just at a loss. I need a light somewhere that says I can make this work, that I can provide for my family, I don’t care how.
So if anybody has advice or a lead or anythin, please let me know.