[T/N] I apologize for grammar mistakes and incoherencies
Chapter 0: It’s An Unexpected Love.
“What are you doing here, Korn?”
The familiar voice of a girl made me turn and look at her. The girl was sitting next to me, relaxing. She was wearing a student uniform with a tight A-line skirt that almost reached her slim legs, showing her confidence. But Yihwaa was really a girl with a great body, I have to admit. If I were to describe her, she was a girl with long hair that almost reached her waist, swept to the side. She looked ordinary, but not ordinary because her hair was light coloured almost white, contrasting with pink highlights throughout her head. She had a full face of makeup, looking like a strong woman who spoke directly and firmly about everything. Don’t hate her just yet, okay? She’s a ‘close friend’ of mine.
“Just sitting.” I replied shortly. Yihwaa opened the Seven-Eleven bag she was holding before handing me a Lay’s chip with a nonchalant face.
“Just sitting or waiting for Knock?”
The ‘Knock’ that Yihwaa mentioned is a friend that I have known since childhood and we have been close. Later on, when I became close with Dream and the gang of Knock’s friends, I started talking to him too. He is a tall guy, almost as tall as me, with a muscular body like any other man. He has a fair complexion and a handsome face, which makes him popular among girls. He used to study here, but had some problems, so he transferred to another school. I never asked why, but it seemed like he moved because of Pai, a friend in the group. Coincidentally, Pai started dating a younger girl named Naming a year ago.
Knock’s university is closed for the semester. Their university starts later compared to ours, so they have a different schedule. My university hasn’t adjusted their system yet, but it’s okay. After the final exams, I will have a six-month break, so I will be staying at home for sure!
Knock comes here almost every day because his girlfriend studies here. In the meantime, I often see him. We live in the same area. We hang out together and sometimes he comes to my condo to hang out, until now. I don’t know what I feel about him anymore. After a few weeks, strange things happened between me and him, and ‘Plernpleng’, a girlfriend with a sweet and sexy face, seemed to indirectly match with Knock, but she didn’t directly do anything bad, instead, she acted like a good person but suddenly dislike me. I don’t want to suspect women, but I just feel like she’s pretending to be innocent, yet allows Knock to go to her room even though her brother, Plengpop, sleeps in the next room.
Women these days, I am so bored!
“He didn’t come. He went with Pleng.”
“Is this what you are upset about?”
“You keep talking. What’s the big deal? He’s grown up. Let him go wherever he wants.” I said that while reaching for the Leys candy to eat, but Yihwaa turned her face away.
“Hey! Since when did you get mad, crazy girl?” I glared at her.
“I’m not mad. Then, what is your deal with Knock, huh? Everyone else might not know what’s hidden in you two, but I’m a close friend of you guys. I know!” Yihwaa used her beautiful staring eyes as if to find an answer on my face.
“I don’t know.” I shrugged.
“Well, yesterday, Pleng came to look for you at the faculty. Did you know?”
“Oh.”
“Why did she come?” He seemed like Yihwaa hated and was annoyed by Plernpleng so much and with all her heart. When I asked, she straightforwardly said that she didn’t like lesbians. I thought she was a bit strong, but whatever. I’m not messing with women’s complicated affairs anymore.
“Well, it just happened that on Tuesday, Knock was going to work in my room, but he didn’t come and he didn’t even call.”
I opened my mouth to tell the story and started putting the cigarette in my mouth before lighting it.
“Excuse me.” Yihwaa said. So I sent her one cigarette and she expertly lit a cigarette and asked after inhaling it into her lungs.
“Yesterday, Pleng came to apologize to me. She said Knock was with her, and he couldn’t leave.” I spoke in a calm voice before taking another deep breath of smoke, clearing my mind and releasing the hazy smoke into the air.
“What kind of foolish game do women have to sleep with a man all night?” Yihwaa smirked. “Seriously, disgusting...”
“Stop cursing. When people are in a relationship, it’s not wrong to have sex.” I spoke directly but somehow felt strange with this woman named ‘Plernpleng’.
“That’s right. You’ve also slept with Knock, right? So, are you another one of his lovers?”
“[cough-cough].” Yihwaa asked, making me choke on cigarette smoke. How did she know? I never told anyone. I just told her about the strange things that happened with Knock. I got drunk, woke up and found both of us wrapped in a sheet. I’m not hurt. I’m not hurt back there at all, I didn’t lie about it. But Knock insisted that he was not hurt back there either. He even walked normally, but on the bed, there were both traces of blood and love fluids. I think he’s lying, but if he wants the issue to be ignored. I don’t want to force him to accept something he wants to forget.
“You just choked…on cigarette! Just tell the truth.” Yihwaa raised an eyebrow.
“Where did you find out?”
“I have my senses, you know! After we went to Amphawa, Knock didn’t feel well, I went to get the camera he left with me and I saw that he had a fever. I asked him why he got a fever. He told me that he had swam in the water at Amphawa for a while. When he came up and dried off, his body temperature couldn’t adjust in time, so he got a fever.”
“And do you believe him??” I asked with a smile.
“Almost believe...” Yihwaa hesitated and then approached me, “If I hadn’t see bite marks on his chest, start!”
Yihwaa’s words made me hesitate, and I reached for my white-handed cigarette before grabbing the collar of my shirt.
“If you don’t want to die, tell me everything from the beginning until now. You and Knock. When did it start?!”
Chapter 1: Showering Together and Seeing Each Other Everywhere
Several weeks before the chaotic event.
‘Do you want to know? How often can funny things happen in our lives?
I don’t know, but if the unfortunate funny thing for me is waking up.
And finding myself lying next to a close friend!’
I feel like I’m jinxed.
KNOCK PART.
“Your shirt is blocking my feet, can you see?” The loud voice of Korn, who is my close friend since childhood but we just reunited in college and happened to end up in the same faculty again, said as he picked up his own shirt and put it on loosely without turning around so he couldn't see the ‘evidence’ that appeared all over his body.
My head is currently mess and my face probably looks exhausted because both of us just woke up. Not that we didn’t wake up together but we both woke up on the same bed. Most importantly, my clothes and the cum stains and bloodstains on the bed confirmed that something happened last night. Me and him probably did have sex already... No need to doubt!
“I am going to take a shower first.” I said in a tired voice, then I lay down on the pillow as if nothing happened. Korn himself couldn’t adjust to the situation either, so he went to shower first. I tried to close my eyes and fall asleep, but until Korn finished showering, I couldn’t sleep.
Creak!
The sound of the bathroom door opening, along with me sitting up just in time, after staring at each other for a while...
“Hol. You woke up so suddenly.” I spoke and smiled dryly when I saw Korn walking towards me from the bathroom.
“Hol my left foot, don’t talk like that! You know I don’t like it when you’re call me hol!” He then straightened up a bit and grabbed his wet hair to show his frustration.
“Why did I sleep naked on the same bed as you?” I asked again with no idea what was going on. I was bewildered.
“I don’t know! My butt is not hurting, so let’s consider that I survived!” Korn avoided answering the question.
“Korn-hol, I’m not hurt either.” I said.
“Hol, your left nut!” Korn scolded again.
Someone must be lying about this!
And the pain in my butt confirms that it was me who lied...
I’m the one who lied! Aaaaahhhh!!!
Will loosing your butt virginity to your best friend make you smile?!!!
“Go take a shower.” I said and stood up from the bed. Then I walked nonchalantly until Korn had to grab my arm and pull me to look at him.
“You’re really good.”
“Good at what?” I asked.
“After getting backshot-ed by me, you can still walk so smoothly. If I don’t admire you, should I insult you or what?” Korn stopped pouting.
“Hey, stop talking like that. What did I get hit with? Do you think too much? We didn’t have sex, come on...”
“...”
“Well, that’s it.” I hugged Korn when I saw him looking still, “At night, you might feel hot and I might feel hot as well. So I took off my pyjamas to let the heat out. Don’t think too much about it!”
“Hey, Knock, I’m not stupid, you know. Look closely at the stains on the bed before you speak.” Korn looked serious.
“Well, I admit that I had sex with you.” I finally admitted, quickly putting my index finger on my lips, “But keep it quiet.”
Korn laughed in my face. He started messing up my hair, making it even more disheveled than before!
“Hey, what the hell? Why? I am good looking, if someone finds out that I did it with you. What’s wrong with it?” Korn asked, with an eager look on his face.
“The problem is that I am the one who got backshot-ed, Korn. He will damage my image.” I smiled broadly and playfully tapped his nose.
“Damn it!” Korn replied, making me laugh.
“I am going to take a shower first.” I said, about to walk away, but Korn grabbed my collar just like last time. Because we are not much different. He is taller and bigger than me, but if we walk together, we are just two handsome men (of course. I have been the top my whole life. I would never give another person my butt virginity. I know I was forced by my friend to give it up). So I didn’t stagger much because we are not much different in strength.
“Why, what else do you want? I’m annoyed.” I exhaled and pulled his hand off my collar.
“Are you going to act like nothing happened for a long time, Knock?”
“Haha, you really take everything about getting my butt seriously. Geez... you went hard on me, you ass.” I said softly after lightly punching him.
“I didn’t mean it like that.” Korn also looked dejected, “Sorry, okay? I was drunk, I don’t remember. Should I have to take responsibility??” Korn asked. So I laughed.
“Hahaha.”
“= =“ >> Korn’s face.
“Take responsibility for what! I already have a girlfriend! She is beautiful and a girl, okay. If you mean well, don’t let anyone know about this.” I patted my forehead.
“Huh! Well, I’m proud to have your butt virginity, really. Dark is so dark. Haha. A dark dream is a nightmare.” Korn waved his hand back and forth, so I put a pillow on his face with full force, until his face wrinkled.
“You talk too much, huh? I have tan skin!” I grumbled at my fair-skinned friend.
“Dark.” Korn said.
But do I have to be shocked? I opened my shirt, showing my six-pack to him.
“The overall picture is that I am a sexy man with sexy skin! You are so white, girls don’t like you at all.” After saying that, I pulled down my shirt and walked into the bathroom coolly, but the sound of Korn shouting made me almost trip over my own shadow and fall on my head.
“Uh, so sexy that I got your butt virginity.”
“I told you to stop talking!!!!!” I shouted and slammed the door loudly!!!
Being alone makes me feel lonely immediately.
You had intentions on screwing me, fucking Korn. We are friend, you could have gone easy on me, you ass.
Freaking hurt!!!!
KNOCK PART END.
While waiting for Knock to take a shower, I sat and stared aimlessly. My empty hand couldn’t resist reaching for the cigarette pack on the headboard. Then I put it in my mouth and lit it with a cigarette lighter. There was a necessary reason that led to me and Knock being stuck together for a night. We are both natives, born in Amphawa. When I had a two-week break due to political unrest, plus Knock’s semester break, he invited me to go home. But before reaching home, we stopped by a resort to eat, travel, and drink. We visited the floating market, bought things, and wandered aimlessly. We even sat down to eat flower ice cream. He seems like ‘beer’ is something that neither Knock nor I can do without, so we bought both beer and liquor to bring back to the resort. We quietly drank until two more cans of beer were gone and we were drunk like dogs.
And then what about us, men? When we get drunk, it’s like our bodies have been set on fire, so hot that we need someone to vent on...
Who could it be one who proceed to vent our horniness on? Who else if it’s not the guy next to us!
The blurred images from yesterday floated into my mind immediately.
Knock turned off the lights in the room with his own hands. I and him slept next to each other on the bed. We were still conscious, but it can be said that it was very hazy, and all of a sudden I wanted to get up...
Knock didn’t notice anything. He snuggled in. In addition to that, he slept like me being his wife. Besides, he hugged me thinking I was his girlfriend.
“Pleng, turn on the air conditioner a bit. It’s cold...”
The honey-colored skin of the other person, which felt amazingly good, clashed with my body unintentionally. At that time, I and him took off our shirts, which was normal and not strange, but it seemed like that day something woke up in me. So, I secretly touched the other person’s slender arms, which had enough muscles. Knock wasn’t a skinny guy. Therefore, he had everything that a man has. He might be a few centimeters shorter and thicker built, but still he was a perfect man, handsome face, sharp eyes, prominent nose, and dragon’s tattoo on the left chest combined with a tan skin added more sexiness and bad boy vibes to him.
And now everything that makes him seem to be arousing me inappropriately.
“Hmmm.”
I slowly moved my hand down until it reached the edge of his boxer shorts, feeling his smooth skin. Combined with the storm of emotions, I couldn’t help but bend down and kiss him!
Look at how drunk Knock looks too, his hot and steamy breath quickly moistening my lips. His hand slid under my hairline and forcefully pulled me closer. In that moment, I didn’t care about anything anymore. I moved my hand down, past his toned stomach, until it reached the edge of his pants, and I pulled them down, revealing his beautiful package. While passionately kissing his fiery lips, the other side grew with excitement. Knock was not a weak chicken. He aggressively pushed me back, our tongues fiercely fighting each other.
Just think about two men like us who have high libido have to stay on the same bed? Would you wonder how hot the room will become.
I moved away from Knock’s lips and focused my attention on his neck. I gently nibbled, kissed, and sucked, leaving traces of sweat on his honey-colored skin, while my wet hair and passionate expression made Knock desirable and fuckable. I almost didn’t want to stop myself.
He doesn’t want to moan to please me at all.
Knock could only lie on the bed like that, gasping for breath. I moved my hot lips to playfully bite his beautiful collarbones until they hardened, leaving marks. I sucked heavily on the tips and Knock moaned so loudly that my body became hot. What the hell. Don’t say anything with such a desirable body size like this!!!
“Ah... “
When I gently massaged both sides of his soft and firm chest, resisting the temptation became impossible. I pressed my face against his toned abdomen, full of beautiful muscle contours. Knock moaned so forcefully that his stomach and chest tensed up, making me want to explore more. I sucked and licked the edges until his body was on the verge of burning. Damn it. No need to say anything when you look this sexy!!!
“Hmmmm...”
When I touched and explored his body with uncontrollable desire, I didn’t care about anything else.
“Ah! “
When I squeezed and caressed his firm chest on both sides until it hardened, his body shivered with pleasure. I pressed my face against his abdomen, filled with beautiful muscles, causing Knock to moan and his stomach and chest to tremble. I sucked and licked all over his abdomen, and moved down, reaching the middle of his body that was showing signs of arousal.
And with a strong desire. I didn’t care about anything else except wanting to touch and taste every part of the other person’s body!
“Ah!!”
Knock jerked when I used the edge of my lips to possess his shaft. As I moved my lips to control I eagerly swept my tongue, from the base to the tip, to engulf his shaft. Knock twisted his body with a thrilling pain. He grabbed my head, then entangled my hair until it became messy. His reaction made me accelerate at an incredibly fast pace. He gasped repeatedly and moaned softly with his shaft in my throat, releasing himself to fill my lips completely. Then, I spat it out before using that cum drenched saliva to stretch his back hole!
I smeared the salivary murky wetness all around the narrow entrance.
Okay. I’ve never had sex with a man, but the spirit of desire brought me up to this point so far ==.
I slowly and calmly eased the way. Knock seemed to regain consciousness, but the intoxication and unconsciousness prevented him from realizing that he should resist. However, he began to restlessly move and didn’t allow me to have total control over him.
“What are you doing?” He made a groaning sound.
“I want to fuck you.” I answered shortly and forcefully held his leg, and before Knock could resist, I immediately inserted my finger. Knock froze like he had never experienced that before (Really? He has probably never done it).
“Why are you tense? I can't push it!” I complained.
“Then what should I do?”
He asked weakly, looking like he was closing his eyes looking sleepy, but why did I feel more aroused when I saw that expression? My fingers slowly eased his pathway until it seemed like he was starting to accept the prodding. Then, I withdrew my finger before firmly gripping his leg and started to push my shaft into his body.
“Ohhh.” Knock groaned loudly like he lost a relative (?). He hugged my back tightly and quickly begged from the first time I hugged him until I kissed him, which was full of desires. But only the tip of my nose lightly touched his cheek. At this moment, my heart began to beat faster as if it was about to burst out of my chest.
Knock clenched his teeth tightly in pain, but it was his current pain-stained face that fascinated me the most.
Knock is a handsome guy, but his pain-mixed, provocative face made my heart throb and made me want to go deeper into his body, just deeper and deeper than ever before!
The hot and intense interior of the other party squeezed and sucked my shaft so tightly that I almost couldn’t move, because I had never experienced this feeling before.
“Ouch... Ouch... He hurts...” Knock frowned in extreme pain. I pitied him, so I slowly withdrew and gently pressed it back in. We didn’t have any lube, who would have thought I had to bring it. How would I know that I would want to use it?
Finally, I inserted myself completely until the feeling of overwhelming pleasure filled my chest. He made me want to move quickly, but I slowly moved my body in sync with Knock, who held my chest with his hand.
“Oh, don’t...don’t move...” The hoarse voice from below didn’t help me regain my consciousness much, so it wasn’t surprising that I continued to move, but then...
Punch!!
“Oy!” I cried out loud when I was smacked by Knock’s hand, hitting my head so hard!
“I told you not to move, you jerk! He hurts!” said Knock. So, I had to wait for his body to relax a bit. Then, I slowly moved in and out with a slow and narrow rhythm, squeezing my body according to the natural instincts. I held onto his legs and moved in and out with more force.
“Gently, Korn, gently! He hurts!” Knock groaned. He raised both hands to touch his face and forehead, then turned his face in pain. I had to quicken my pace to divert the pain into pleasure.
There’s no need to moan.
There’s no need to beg or say anything.
Just mutter loudly.
I was on the verge of exploding!
If Knock moan, I will definitely go crazy!
The sound of a rough collision echoed throughout the room. I thrust harder and harder, making the bed in the resort tremble. Knock’s shaft was rubbing with the muscles of my lower abdomen. He felt even more intense than just being pleasurable. It's more than my words can say, thrilling? Knock, kept getting hot and sexy. Even if it was in a manly man.
When I saw Knock twisting his body on the bed, I knew where his weak spot was. I didn’t hesitate to thrust my body onto that sensitive spot. Knock’s face twisted in excitement. He bit the edge of his lips with desire, and my stomach rubbed against the sensitive part of Knock until it became wet and ready to release. When a strong surge of pleasure came, Knock twitched and released himself onto my stomach. I quickly moved in and out to follow him, while still thrusting my pelvis in and out in the narrow and damp passage. I lowered my face close to Knock’s face and kissed him.
“Ughh.”
It wasn’t a deep kiss with the tongue, but I just closed my eyes and felt the soft and tender touch of the beautiful lips of the other party. I kissed it firmly for a while before caressing his hips two or three times and releasing myself inside him until his thighs were covered with the smooth white-colored liquid...
I slowly withdrew my lips while my pecker was still inside. Knock was exhausted. He was breathing heavily, while still not recovering from being drunk.
“Knock...” I called his name softly.
“Get off... I’m tired and want to sleep.” He replied shortly. I turned my head away and pulled my shaft out. Knock did as I said, lying on his side and falling asleep instantly. I looked at my sleeping friend with unreadable eyes.
I woke up this morning and I’m still confused. I don’t understand...
I don’t understand why just kissing him lightly, without any tongue, feels so good and warm... And where did Knock who said to go slow go? I don’t even know how it was on the bed and how one can possess someone while having, but I proved it yesterday. That Knock is a man with charm and super hot.
Even though he did not moan.
Cried it hurts.
And he even punched my head hard.
Didn't call my name in throes of passion...
But why can’t I stop thinking about it?...
Creek!
The bathroom door opens and Knock walked out with an angry face. Dark eyebrows furrowed, looking dissatisfied, he walked out wearing only a boxer, with water droplets all over his body, complaining while wrapping a white towel around himself.
“Why are you angry?” I asked as if nothing had happened.
“Why shouldn’t I be angry? What were you thinking? He was tough for me.” Knock complained.
“I was drunk at that time.” I said.
“Yeah right, it’s so annoying. But whatever, it was once and the last time.” He said while walking in front of the mirror and touching his chin, as if checking if his facial hair grew or not. Clean shaven or not, whatever.
Just once and last time.
So cold hearted, you tanned bastard!
“You said it well.” I acted as if I were a person with a broad and accurate mind, and showed no other emotions except indifference when it didn’t want to know. I will forget about last night. When I’m the one causing trouble, I should be glad that Knock isn’t that angry.
“It’s done.”
Knock replied, his face calm. Moreover, he dressed so handsomely.
“Are you going home or going to pick up the girl?” I asked directly because I’m currently so casually dressed, wearing a t-shirt, shorts, a cap, and stuffing useless things into a bag. We planned to have breakfast at the resort. Then we would take a boat to my house, which we could have gone yesterday, but we came from this resort because I wanted to drink and Knock was upset with someone from his home a little bit. So we stayed here first.
Actually, if I believed in myself and went home last night, nothing would have happened and I wouldn’t have done that to Knock.
Huh!
And look, how does the person who was punched feel? Calm and cool, only I’m worried like a heavily injured person in the morning!
“I always look handsome like this. But now let’s go have some food, I’m really hungry.” Knock said.
“Normally, you would eat late.” I said it out of habit when we walked out of the resort to have breakfast before coming back to sit and check out at noon.
“Yesterday, I used a lot of energy.” Knock said quietly.
“You shouldn’t feel ashamed, really.”
“Hey! I’m talking about how I walked around the floating market until two in the morning. It’s obvious that someone is not ashamed and only thinks about last night...what about you? You seem even more than that, Kornhol. Ha ha ha.” The way he dragged his voice and gestured as if he was mocking me, made me feel embarrassed instead. Is this guy taller than me or has a higher sense of dignity?
“You’re so embarrassing.”
“You know that I’m not a shy person. Besides, I’ve been with Pai before. I don’t really care about these things.” Knock said confidently, then turned to face me, “But I will revenge on you for the rest of your life for making my superior male history lose face = =“
“Hey, don’t talk about this anymore or are you the type of person who says ‘tell no one one’ and then proceed to talk about.” I teased him back.
“Being backshot-ed by you who is a man is not something to brag about. Believe me.”
Knock tapped my head twice and walked across the resort’s wooden bridge. He even had a cheeky smile on his face in the morning. I rolled my eyes but still followed him. After crossing this small bridge, it was the part of the resort where breakfast was served to guests. Knock didn’t wait long. He went to order two bowls of shrimp noodle soup with the staff, and then took the dishes and placed them on the table. He brewed two cups of coffee and placed them in front of me and himself responsibly, while we waited for the soup. I kept talking to him.
“How long are you going to stay?” I asked.
“About a week.”
“Aren’t you bored?” I asked directly because Knock seemed like someone who liked to be in colorful places. That guy was far from someone who would live in a quiet house by the river, at midnight there was nothing but the sound of boats passing by like this. A person like him would get bored, right? Even if it’s his hometown.
“I’m not bored. Because someone will come and make me not bored.” He raised his eyebrows twice. I couldn’t help but look puzzled.
“Who?”
“Hey, isnt it you? You are the one who asks all these questions?” Knock tilted his head and teasingly asked me. He even made a gesture like he was listening with his ear, playing with me.
“Uh, a gossip. I know, what’s it to you? Can I tell or not.” I accepted it with a hesitant face, and Knock smiled widely, making his handsome face look warmer and cute. I couldn’t resist smiling back at him.
“Plernpleng will come to see me.”
And then I had to smile automatically when I heard his girlfriend’s name. I have never met his girlfriend before, only heard of her, but believed, but to tell the truth. I don’t know what face to make when I meet her...
Because I just fucked her boyfriend until he drowned in my cum yesterday!
Chapter 2: Men Are Difficult to Read
After we finished breakfast, Knock went outside to make a phone call. I saw him talking, smoking, smiling little smiles, and big smiles. Damn, he was talking to his wife. Meanwhile, I had nothing to do. So I took out my own iPhone to play. I’m a guy who doesn’t have a girlfriend, right? And I just broke up with Dream (my best friend, but I’m thinking differently, not trustworthy and not doing anything else).
Creek.
My phone trembled a little because of the LINE message that came in and made me read it.
Yihwaa?
She’s my friend. We study together. Knock knows her too. At first, he thought that Yihwaa was my girlfriend, but Yihwaa made it clear that she didn’t like a low-class guy like me. She likes handsome, sharp-faced businessmen, which is far from me.
Where are you >> Yihwaa.
In your heart? >> Me.
You’re annoying >> Yihwaa.
555+ I’m in Amphawa >> Me.
Why are you there? >> Yihwaa.
Came to my home town, why do you think? >> Me.
Good news. I am coming to Amphawa. Are you happy? >> Yihwaa.
Why are you coming? >> Me.
Be happy now! Korn? >> Yihwaa ordered.
So I had to send a smiley sticker to her. I wonder if my friend has already found out that I am here on vacation with Knock. Yihwaa just wanted to come with us to squander money, but his okay since she is a friend and, for me, a friend comes before money matters.
“Who are you talking to with a smile that wide?” Knock walked back into the room and sat down next to me.
“Yihwaa.”
“What are you talking about?” He asked, looking like he wanted to know, “Do you like h?”er
“No, I don’t like her like that, can’t you see?” I said straightforwardly. “And what about you?”
I asked, already knowing, and Knock smiled immediately.
“Talking with Pleng. Well, I wanted to ask if you want to go back with me too. Because if Pleng comes, I’ll take Pleng to sleep at my house.” Knock’s words made me feel strange because I just had sex with him. Yesterday, and I’m not the kind of person who is unaware enough to say “um” about anything.
“Well, it depends on you. I’ll probably go back because Yihwaa is coming.”
“She’s coming to find you.”
“Oh, okay.” I replied casually.
“So, which room are you giving Yihwaa?” He asked again.
“She’ll sleep in my house, just like how Pleng will sleep at yours!” I emphasized and quickly got up and walked out the door.
“Oh, then where are you going?!” Knock asked with a puzzled look.
“I’m going to smoke a cigarette.” I replied calmly and quickly left the room without thinking about turning to look at the person sitting in front of me, confused and annoyed.
“Hey, why are you angry?”
Well, why am I angry?
After noon, Knock and I checked out from the resort and rented a boat to go back to my house. I had the boat dock by the house for Knock first, then I drove to the shore of my house. When he got off the boat, he still didn't look my way and started talking, "Tomorrow evening come out with me."
“Why do I have to go with you?” I replied with a cold face, my anger not subsiding. I have a possessive nature, once I think something is mine, I will hold onto it and not let anyone interfere.
And Knock is mine.
I'm possessive and unhappy when someone mess with him!
"Hey… Kornhol, are you trying to annoying me?" Knock raised an eyebrow as if suspicious.
“...” But I still didn't answer.
"Whether you come or not is up to you, as long as I see you coming to me, and wherever we go, I will be going on a trip. I'll just let you know and if you want to join, you can. We will go to Amphawa and won't visit the floating market, that's for sure, I can tell you" Knock smiled slightly, then walked into his house without caring to further inquire or question me.
“Oh....”
I held my breath when I thought he was much cooler than I had imagined.
After the boat parked in front of the house, I paid the boatman and finally, when I thought about Knock's inviting face earlier, I softened. After all, tomorrow I have to go pick up Yihwaa, where else will she wait if not at the floating market? So, I grabbed my phone and called Knock.
It didn't take long for him to answer the call.
(You're in a good mood now, right?) he asked.
"I feel good because you're~" I teased him.
(Oh, pretending now, just now you were acting cold and indifferent towards me, I was really annoyed)
“Because you’re so stupid.”
(Ergh?) He said with a confused tone, ( Are you insulting me again?)
“I’m going because I have to pick up Yihwaa who’s at the floating market. She might walk the wrong way.”
(...)
Knock fell silent.
“So, you’re quiet now?” I asked teasingly.
(I really want to know, do you like Yihwaa?) He asked, and his voice sounded more ordinary than I could catch the flow of his thoughts. I really wonder what it’s thinking.
“I don't like her like that. She’s pretty, yes, but as I said, I know Yihwaa too well. She’s not like other women. I don't like her like that.” I fell silent for a moment before raising my eyes slightly and asked Knock, “Why do you ask about it?”
(Hey, whether you like her or not, is it my business? It’s up to you to decide, right? Follow your own heart then. I’m just curious.) Knock spoke comfortably.
“And why do you want to know about me... are you jealous?” I asked directly.
(Hey!! What?.. No. I am not jealous. I’m not the kind of person who is jealous about friends.) He said, sounding surprised. He even hesitated for a moment and seemed to silently mumble to himself. I wondered if I had expected too much from him because he probably didn’t think that I was into Yihwaa.
“Well, that’s all. I’m going to take a shower.”
(Hold on, don’t put it down just yet. Can I come to your place to find you?)
“Why come?” I frowned.
(There’s something I need your help with.) Knock said cheerfully.
“How will you come find me? The bridge is quite far.” I asked, but I was actually worried. My house and Knock house are just across from each other, but there is a canal in between and the bridge to pass that canal is very far away. He would be very inconvenient to take a boat out. But Knock is not someone who gives up easily. It’s because our houses are by the river, so there are already boats available in this neighborhood. It’s common, but my house’s boat is broken.
(Wait a moment, I’ll come find you.)
Ting.
After finishing the conversation, he hung up without any concern, leaving me with a puzzled expression.
Tup.
It sounded like something fell into the water, causing me to open the window and look out. I saw Knock swimming across to my side of the house, and then he shouted loudly.
“Hey! Korn, help! I’m struggling!”
=-=;;;
Struggling = drowning!!
You think this is a playful time. You idiot!!!
I quickly opened the front door and without any hesitation, jumped into the water and swam towards him. There was a man struggling in the middle of the canal. I grabbed Knock’s collar.
“Are you okay?”
“You idiot, I was joking around and now you’re soaked like me.”
“Hey! You moron!” I scolded him. At first, I was angry, but when I saw him laughing, my anger quickly disappeared. Instead, I splashed water on his face and then Knock and I played in the water until six in the evening!
“Alright, that’s enough. I’m tired.” He said, and then he swam back to the shore of my house first. Then I followed him.
“You should mop the floor. The floor of my house is completely wet!” I shouted at him. Then, I took off my shirt and hung it on the small balcony first. When he saw me doing that, Knock took off his shirt and put it next to mine. Then he stood there smiling, asking for clothes to change. I looked away, but I had to give him my clothes first. Knock and I went into the bathroom together to change clothes. I didn’t want to look at him. Because he’s muscular, but Knock, he can grab things with his hands.
“I’m going to grab you in the bathroom later.” I pushed his shoulder against the wall, and Knock laughed out loud.
“Scared, are you? OK then, I’m scared, really scared. Hahaha.” He smiled until his eyes squinted, then at that moment, his sharp gaze seemed to have something pulling me closer, making my face lean down closer. The laughter gradually quieted down. As I slowly moved my face closer to his, our noses touched, and just as I was leaning in towards him, my phone rang loudly. So, I let go of him and he walked out of the bathroom casually...
I walked over to pick up the phone and pressed to look. When I saw that it was a strange number, I had to take a deep breath.
What does it matter what number it is? It’s still good that someone called, right? Because if no one called...
I would have kissed Knock for sure...
“Yes.” I answered the call with a calm tone.
(Yes, is this Korn’s number?) A sweet voice came through the line, making my eyebrows twitch.
“Yes, it is.” Hopefully she didn’t call to say ‘I got your number from a friend’ and then try to hit on me.. because I don’t think I’ll talk to a girl who calls to hit on me for sure.
(Actually, my name is Pleng and I’m Knock’s girlfriend. I called Knock ten times but he didn’t pick up, so I wanted to ask if Knock is with you.)
Huh...
“Where did you get my number?” I asked in a calm voice.
(I saw it from Knock’s contact list, just in case I need to contact you.)
“It’s your case, you are lucky. Knock is with me right now.” I paused the call and called Knock, “Knock, your wife is calling!”
“Is it Pleng?” He seemed like he hurriedly came over.
“Yes!” I answered abruptly. Knock then took the phone out of my hand and went to talk on the balcony. As for me, I had nothing to do, so I took my guitar and played it absentmindedly. Ten minutes passed and Knock walked back into the room.
“Oh, thank you.” He handed the phone back to me. I took it and casually threw it onto the bed before continuing to play the guitar. Knock sat down beside me.
“Do you play the guitar too?” He asked. I turned to look at him, observing his handsome face, but I couldn’t see any sign of interest in his eyes, not even a hint of the thing that just few minutes ago we were about to kiss. Knock was difficult to read. He was a man who was too difficult to read. And I believed it.
“Oh, it’s been a long time.”
“Not bragging.”
“No.”
“Then play something for me.” He smiled widely at me. I didn’t say anything, just played the guitar quietly. Before starting to strum the melody of a song, when I was about to sing, I sang it casually, but when I sang and sang it, it hurt... I don’t know why...
“Comparing him and me, we are on completely different levels. What can I do? How much can I do? He doesn’t matter how much I love you, it doesn’t matter how much I try, it will never be enough for you to be by my side. It’s probably just a dream. We are just ordinary people, ordinary. I don’t have the right to love you, Miss Fah...”
But Knock... He is not even close to being mentioned as Fah in the song... even a little bit.
=
I just finished playing the hook, before I turned to stare at his forehead pretending not to think about anything.
“Hey, cool huh? Teach me.” He smirked. And he even looked excited to the point that I felt embarrassed.
“Why do I have to teach you?” I raised an eyebrow.
“Hey, come on! Stop pretending Korn...” he said.
“Damn it!” I pushed his head away.
“Please teach me, I’ll use it to impress Pleng and win her heart.” He smiled shyly and brushed his hand.
“Do you need a guitar to impress Pleng?” I asked.
“Yes!” Knock replied promptly, but his eyes seemed uncertain, as if he wanted me to teach him.
“And what else do I need to impress you?” I didn’t know why I asked that, but I believed that Knock wasn’t as clueless as he seemed. He laughed widely with sarcasm.
“Hey, I’m not clueless, wanna challenge me? Haha.”
“Enough laughing,” I said calmly.
“Oh, I’m not embarrassed, and don’t pretend, teach me something. Which song should we start with?” He asked. I glanced at him irritably because I wasn’t pretending! But when I saw the smile hiding his foolishness (in my eyes), I handed him the guitar gently. Then, I slid my hand through his body and used my hand to hold the chords again.
“I will teach you how to hold the chords first.” I placed Knock’s fingers on each string before using my own finger to press down on his fingers.
“Hey, it hurts!”
!!!!
Just hearing Knock scream like that brought back the memory of last night, making me startled immediately...
Because last night he screamed like this...
I released my hand and quickly moved away from him as if his body was hot.
“Oh, you didn’t hold it properly, so I don’t know what to do.”
“Why... I couldn’t remember? The chords start here. Leave it to me, go back and go read the guitar book at the condominium, and I’ll teach you later.” I interrupted. Knock looked puzzled but reluctantly agreed.
“Okay.”
He placed the guitar next to me before lying down on the bed and pulling out my cartoon, reading it. Meanwhile, I was just sitting there...
I didn’t forget the chords, but I still couldn’t get close to him like that... I admit it. I’m not ready.
Chapter 3: Nursing The Sick
“You can go take a bath now. Don’t sleep on my bed and make it smelly.”
I turned around to tell Knock after looking at the clock and realizing that it was almost three o’clock in the morning, but my dear friend was sleeping soundly amidst scattered comic book. He can’t just leave his messiness at home.
“Knock!” I called out louder.
“My head hurts...” a weak voice murmured. That’s all. I walked over and gently tapped his forehead with the back of my hand, which Knock allowed me to do in order to check his condition, fortunately. I opened my eyes slightly when I saw that his body was warm.
“Have you eaten?” I asked him, but in my mind, I thought that he probably hadn’t eaten anything since leaving the resort, since I myself hadn’t eaten anything either.
“Not yet...” he replied softly in his throat.
“What should I do?” I mumbled, feeling a little worriedly because I hadn’t come home for a week. So, it wouldn’t be strange if there were only instant noodles at home, and Knock wasn’t feeling well. I wasn’t surprised. He was just yesterday that we had sex. At noon, we went swimming in the sun. He even played in the water for a long time. His body... He encountered something like this all of a sudden. If he wasn’t sick, he would be an incredibly tough guy.
“Wait, I’ll boil some instant noodles for you.”
“Oh.” He continued to make that sound in his throat. So, I went to make instant noodles for him. Then, I called Knock to come and eat. I saw how pitiful he looked as he ate, sweating profusely. He was spicy. He was hot. And on top of that, he was still sick.
“Seem serious because even thought you are black your face is still paler.” I teased.
“Ugh, my whole head hurts.” He said, making a calm sound, and then continued eating until he finished the bowl, like everyone else, before I handed him a glass of water to drink before giving him two paracetamol tablets.
“Thanks, you really care more about me than I thought.” He laughed before taking the medicine and drinking the water. I waited until he finished drinking before taking the glass and speaking with a calm face.
“You’re not feeling well because you had sec with me, right?”
“Why are you saying that? I’m really annoyed.” Knock said, his face turning red. I chuckled softly.
“Are you still hurting? I’m concerned.” I asked with genuine worry.
“Do you really want to know?” He pouted and smiled teasingly.
“Well, if you want.” I asked straightforwardly.
“Let me fuck you like you did to me.” He smiled widely. I patted his head forcefully until he fell down on my bed. Then I made a mock-displeased face and pulled the covers over him.
“Just sleep, will you? Can’t you stop talking for a moment? Act cool.”
“Haha, Kornhol, you are bullying me. I’m going to tell Yihwaa.” He laughed and snuggled into the blanket.
“Go ahead and tell her, what can that woman do to me?”
“I’m not going to say anything and neither are you. Just come lie down. I’ll stand over your head.” Knock replied and slapped the empty space beside him, “You said it yourself, I feel uncomfortable because of you. So you have to be my nurse tonight. Hahaha.” Knock laughed and I just smiled calmly.
Laugh all you want, but soon you won’t be able to stop laughing.
I climbed onto the bed next to Knock with a calm expression.
“Why didn’t you turn off the light!” He turned towards me and complained, and at that moment, I bent over him and went to turn off the light. Knock was a bit surprised because our faces were just inches apart, and the reason I didn’t turn it off earlier was because when it’s off, it feels more stimulating, right?
“You are very skillful, Korn.” Knock grabbed a pillow and hit my face, “If I were a girl, I would think you’re taking liberties with my body. You’re a jerk.” Knock laughed and I merely smiled calmly.
“There are many jerks in the world, Knock.” I mocked him and fell down next to the black, good-looking Knock, flipping over and lying down facing me.
“Ask whatever you want, Kornhol”
“Hol my left nut...”
“If nothing happened between us yesterday, would you act so flirty towards me?”
I immediately smiled when I heard the question. He probably already knew that I was slowly ‘attacking.’ That it was happening.
“I don’t know.” I answered directly. At first, I didn’t think much about Knock, but now I felt strange about it, and I had to find an answer as to why it happened.
“Tell me, I really want to know.” Knock shook my arm, “Why? Are you attracted to guys?”
Oh you bastard = =.
I didn’t answer, but instead turned to grab a smaller body about ten percent of my size and hugged it tightly, pressing his head against my chest. I spoke to Knock in a calm voice.
“You can sleep now.”
“Hey, don’t just assume, crazy! When did I promise you I would let you cuddle me?” Knock pushed up my chin, but I still held his body tightly, and because of the closeness in strength, we both struggled and tugged each other nonstop.
"Dark is dark, if someone as handsome as me comes to cuddle you, you should be proud." I couldn't say anything. Mr. Knock stopped immediately, then he sang and even danced to annoy the heck out of me.
“You’re dark, but it’s not the heart No matter what shape or appearance, it’s true love If you go to bed with someone, you won’t leave If you truly love each other, you will tell each other where you are.”
“I’m here.” I said in a calm voice, and then hugged his neck before pulling him closer until his nose touched my chest.
“Ouch! Korn! My real bones hurt! It’s really painful!”
“Come and see for yourself.” I squeezed his cheek with my hand, puckering his mouth, and then placed my face close to him until our noses touched. During that time, I felt the tension and the secrets hidden in Knock’s sharp, complex eyes. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t find even a glimpse of fear in them.
And then out of nowhere, he stuck his tongue out at me.
“What the heck = =“
“Aa-oo-u-ai-o!” (You are going to kiss me, aren't you?)
Hey!
I immediately slapped his head. Knock raised his hand to grab me, but I almost kicked him. “Ouch, Korn! I’m not feeling well!” He made a surprised face that made me want to kick him.
“Don’t play too much.” I squinted at him in a non-serious way, but still warned him that I didn’t know what he was thinking. I didn’t want him to play like this. Because now I admit that I am starting to feel strange about this black thing every time.
What do I care about him?
He is so tanned…
He is so tough muscled…
His protectiveness is zero, but my aggression is 100%. I want to tie him up completely.
What do you mean?
“Hmm, let’s see who gets to play first.”
Slap!
He hit my face with a pillow and raised his eyebrows, “You’re different, you hurt me.”
“I’m just being straightforward.” I said calmly. Knock looked at my face and his expression became serious immediately. He lay back and put his arm over his head, while I lay back and stared at the ceiling with the same empty feeling.
“This...you probably aren’t think about yesterday, did you?” He asked in a calm voice, and I knew he was not playing anymore.
“I don’t know.” I replied honestly.
“So what do you want me to do, huh? Compromise?” He complained nonchalantly. I turned to look at his face and saw that it was also looking at me.
“You also agree to find your own answers.”
“How?” Knock looked puzzled. So, I reached out and grabbed his arm and pulled his heavy body closer. He was almost like the fairytale where the protagonist pulls the heroine’s arm and her ethereal body floats in.
“Enough, I won’t do it and I’m tired.” I changed position to lie on my side and turned my face towards him instead. Knock also moved closer as if he was the one to concede first.
“If you’re going to pull me over like in a drama movie, I’ll say you are trying to annoy me.” He said and made a face.
“I already said no, I’m tired.” I said.
“Okay, how do you prove it then?” He asked. I reluctantly leaned down closer until Knock backed away.
“Prove it with a kiss...”
“...”
“My kiss, and then say you don’t feel anything. If you really don’t feel anything, I’ll believe you.” I winked, providing the ultimate proof that I had calculated, and whether he liked it or not. I believed it would make him like me and that shouldn’t be too difficult for me, but I wanted to get closer than this, to make his feelings clearer a little more. Let’s find out...
“Alright then.” Knock sighed. Then, there was no gradual leaning in. There was no romantic atmosphere. There was no sweet and thrilling gaze, only his heavy hand grabbing my neck and pulling me in to kiss, the impact between his mouth and mine making me instantly sore. Before it could deepen, we pulled away from each other.
“Ouch! My lips are cracked!” Knock complained and licked the corners of his mouth.
“You, how did Pleng kiss you?” I asked suspiciously as I wiped the blood from the corners of my mouth. It... He stung.
“This shouldn’t be called a kiss, call it a licking with your mouth against my lips.”
“Then what do you call a kiss?” Knock stopped frowning.
I grabbed his hand and held it with my hand before bringing my face down to gently touch my lips against the back of his hand, slowly, before looking into his eyes...
“Like this... this is called a kiss...”
Knock stared blankly before he could smile.
“Oh, Korn, you’re so sweet. If I were a girl, I would be infatuated with you!”
And finally, I had to look away from Knock’s words, he really didn’t understand.
I never knew what he was thinking under his wide smile or what he was about to do, or sometimes he really didn’t feel anything about what happened yesterday... I couldn’t do anything. Because Knock didn’t give me any clues to take responsibility, there was only emptiness, indifference, and usualness in his eyes. There was never a trembling word, I could only rely on myself. To be honest, Knock didn’t really need me at all...
He took care of everything and handled the situation around us by hiself. I slowly let go of his hand, and Knock couldn’t help but smile when he saw my sullen face.
“Are you jealous of me? No need to be, I have no reason to be jealous. There is nothing to be jealous of.”
Look at this asshole.
“Just go to sleep, talking to you is a waste of saliva.” I cut off the conversation and pulled the blanket over myself. I said to him, “One more thing. If you don’t hurry up and get better, you won’t be able to go to the market tomorrow and pick up your wife. I’ll make sure to tease you about it.”
“Someone like me never teases anyone. Just say it.” He smiled.
“And stop smiling like that.”
“I can’t stop smiling, because you’re cute. Haha.” He reached out and playfully touched the hair in the back of my neck, “You’re so straightforward in your jokes Young Master Phuttiphat, but unfortunately, I’m not Krongkaew. Haha.”
“Hey! You can stop now.” I pushed his hand away. Knock was completely clueless, no matter how tired he was, I never wanted to play rough with him. I held back my hand and took a step back...
And he would continue like this as long as my feelings remained the same.
“Can you go to sleep?” I asked, pulling the blanket to cover his shoulders.
“I can sleep, I’m tired.” As soon as he finished speaking, he closed his eyes immediately. He didn’t even take ten minutes for Knock to fall asleep because he was exhausted. How did I know he was completely asleep? I pulled his body closer to hug it. He still didn’t wake up... Knock, oh Knock, your black magic is truly fascinating.
Morning.
“Korn! Korn, wake up!” The voice called out as he shook my shoulder.
“What now?” I turned around to face Knock, who immediately pulled the blanket over his head. Damn it. I barely slept last night. No, I didn’t secretly kiss, hug, or touch it like the typical male protagonist in romance novels. I don’t believe it! The truth is, damn it. What kind of crazy person tosses and turns while sleeping, huh? Is it dancing or something? He even kicked me! Oh my, this madness might drive me crazy!
What is it about you that I like?!
“You can wake up now, Korn. Yihwaa called. She said she arrived at the market already! It’s almost noon, and Pleng has arrived too! You need to take a shower so we can leave together!” Knock used his full force to pull me off the bed. Of course, I held onto the blanket tightly as if it were my precious possession.
“Korn!” Knock shouted at me furiously.
Thump!
And in the end, he pulled me so hard that I fell off the bed.
Ouch! That hurt!
I can’t take it anymore!
Mo-ho!
I can’t sleep! I can’t kiss! And now your girlfriend is causing trouble again! Kiss now.
I stood up to my full height before I saw that Knock had taken a shower. He had a tall, muscular figure dressed in clean white t-shirts and dark jeans, complemented by a dark brown hat. He must be handsome. Because Knock is good-looking, but I feel irritated and extremely jealous. Because I know he will show off his wife!
“Come here!”
I pulled Knock’s arm with all my strength until he clashed with me, and I stumbled back a few steps because he wasn’t light at all.
“What?!” Knock looked confused, but I didn’t care anymore. I still held his collar tightly before pressing my lips against his slightly moist lips, pressing firmly before finally kissing him roughly for about ten seconds! But before I could push him away, I realized I was too late... Because I kept kissing him with all of my anger and unconsciousness, pouring out my frustration and intense desire onto his soft and hot lips before pulling away. Because I saw Knock surprised...
“What do you want?” He said with a long, incomprehensible tone. And he looked bewildered at me again!
I turned his head away before grabbing a towel and walking into the bathroom, slamming the door shut.
Bang!!!!
I heard the sound of a dumb person screaming softly in the room, making me feel amused.
“What’s wrong with you? I’m confused.”
How are you still confused about everything?! Stop being slow, or I’ll kiss you three times a day!!