[T/N] I apologize for grammar mistakes and incoherencies
Special Chapter 29: Syntax Error #15.
“Heh, heh...”
Jaeyoung continued to hold Sangwoo tightly, which made Sangwoo’s body tremble. Suddenly, he raised his face and moved down to find Sangwoo’s lips, his finger snaking through his hair, followed by his hand cupping his cheek. They were both out of breath, and had to exhale every two to three seconds, but their lips immediately connected.
Jaeyoung pressed his nose down until it touched and gently brushed his cheeks, nose, mouth, and other random spots. Sangwoo was able to express his feelings after the love making they had just experienced.
“When I traveled for work somewhere, you must have been hungry for it?”
His voice was hoarse for a moment, and the sound that came out lacked continuity.
“My love, you shouldn’t be able to say that sentence. Even if you don’t see my face you will still cum.”
Jaeyoung responded with a laugh, and the other’s hair stood up with sweat, his chest rising and falling heavily as if he had just run a long distance.
“Hot.”
Jaeyoung slowly pulled his body away from Sangwoo’s. Then, he sat down and began to unbutton, but after a few attempts, he struggled to remove it, wet like a taut t-shirt with a lack of patience. It seemed difficult for a shirt that clung tightly to the sweat-soaked body, and ultimately, the tearing sound became louder.
“I put on a fitted shirt, and this is how it turns out.”
Jaeyoung threw away a piece of fabric that was once a shirt, which looked good on the wall before he took off the sweat-stained and stained boxer briefs and kicked them far away.
‘It’s best not to wear anything at all.’
Sangwoo picked up a condom and put it on himself. As he sat on
Jaeyoung’s lap without hesitation and started kissing, the person being kissed tightly wrapped their arms around Sangwoo’s waist. Jaeyoung cock gently brushed against the inside of Sangwoo’s legs as he moved back and forth, if you didn’t see the whitish stains stuck under the condom you wouldn’t know if it has been released or not.
“Darling, shall we gamble this time?”
“Hmm? Gamble what?”
“Whoever cum first has to give the other person a blowjob fifty million times.”
“No, thanks.”
While Sangwoo changed to a new condom and applied lube on it, Jaeyoung continued to talk aimlessly as if he were at ease, like a group of celebrities. But as Sangwoo pulled him closer and swallowed that part of him with his love hole, the expression on Jaeyoung’s face changed.
“Hey... wait.”
Jaeyoung used his other hand to stroke Sangwoo’s shoulder and let out a low moan before lifting him up to lie down again with a lustful expression.
“It’s my turn now. Now you keep still.”
Sangwoo pushed his shoulder aside, hearing that, Jaeyoung smiled devilishly like a drunk person.
“What if I don’t?”
“Then I’ll tie your hands together, eye for an eye, tooth for a tooth.”
“You want me to beg for a real touch but only speak…”
Jaeyoung used both hands to hold Sangwoo’s buttocks and smiled teasingly. Then, Sangwoo pushed the chest of the man he cherished, causing him to collapse back onto the pillow instead of giving an answer.
***
“...until then, I still thought that he was just a planner, a bit straightforward, but on the last day when we were drinking together, he just couldn’t stop talking. I listened to him bragging about his daughter for two hours.”
“Does he have a daughter? When I talked to him on the phone, it seemed like he said he was still single.”
“Oh, well, he went back and forth and it seems that he has three daughters now. I also learned Danish with him, you know.”
Jaeyoung raised his finger to write words in the air, silently reciting the words that Sangwoo couldn’t hear.
“Offensive words.”
“How do you know?”
According to the resume, Jaeyoung can speak five languages, but if we count just the offensive words, he can curse in fourteen languages.
“Oh. And he said he would invite us to his wedding, so I accepted.”
“When can we meet to get the invitation?”
“One day...maybe.”
Sangwoo frowned, initially he was hesitant about the number of guests attending the wedding. It had already increased significantly from the number he initially planned. However, Jaeyoung insisted on adding two more guests before Choi Yoona, who had originally declined the invitation because it was too far, changed her mind and decided to come along. This caused the need to add one more person, creating a real headache.
“So...183 people?”
“I’m not satisfied with the number.”
The number Sangwoo initially set was a specific number. He believed that the special number 1 and himself, who could be divisible by it, were fitting for the ceremony that claimed to love only the couple. Therefore, he disliked the number 183, which was a composite number.
“It’s too many divisible numbers.”
“Then let’s add four more people, making it 187 people, to match my height.”
“Height is a number that changes with time. What does it even mean?”
“What? Are you saying that I will shrink when I get old?”
“...I didn’t mean it that way, the latest measurement of your height was 188, not 180 or something, the height is a variable number, that’s it.”
It might be because of my thick socks, or maybe it’s because of the shoe inserts, but either way, Jaeyoung firmly believes that he grew one centimeter taller.
“I was just joking about that.”
“...”
“Well then, let’s go with 189 people, it’s a prime number, right?”
“No, the numbers that can be divided evenly are 1, 3, 7, 9, 21, 27, 63, and
189. I strongly disagree with choosing numbers that have too many divisors.”
Hearing Sangwoo speak seriously, Jaeyoung burst into laughter as if he heard a joke.
“In that case, let’s set the date for the 4th day, April at 4 o’clock and 44 minutes. Let’s invite 44 people.”
“Are you still playing? Do you think that skepticism and the desire for everything to be perfect for me are the same?”
“No, it’s not the same. I don’t believe in those superstitions.”
Jaeyoung playfully leaned against Sangwoo’s back without hiding his laughter. Then he kissed his neck.
“Then how about 191? Is it a prime number?”
“Oh.”
“Let’s go with that one then, it’s like rate 19+[1] perfect.”
“Okay.”
Sangwoo sighed, the starting rate of the wedding guests was around 53% of the current number, but now it has increased so much that it’s difficult to call it a “small wedding.”
“It’s all because of you, 101 the guests would be all complete now.”
“No, I don’t really like it, it reminds me of Dalmatians.”
“...”
“Sangwooya.”
“What?”
“How many guests will there be? the important matter between the two of us is getting married.”
“It’s a joke. And not long ago, you were still saying that if the song Salut d’Amour played, you wouldn’t get married.”
“Ah... that song doesn’t really matter, you know.”
Sangwoo heard a loud yawn from behind, he pulled Jaeyoung’s arm and lightly tapped his head, while the hand that was hugging his waist tightened. At the same time, he felt something that he assumed to be Jaeyoung’s lips pressing against his neck before pulling away.
Although he enjoyed sleeping and talking like this, Sangwoo wondered how long he had to let himself stay in this state, because Jaeyoung, who was currently dozing off, had finished cummed but still seemed unwilling to let Sangwoo’s body rest.
“Darling, I want to take a shower.”
“Let’s stay like this for a little longer.”
“How long is ‘a little’?”
“Ten minutes.”
A large hand rested on his head and ruffled his hair. This conversation had happened three times before, but Jaeyoung still didn’t let go of Sangwoo’s waist. There was one time where he shifted his body and the disgusting and fearful thing almost slipped out, but he said, ‘Poor little child’, breathed, and shoved it back in.
After Jaeyoung promised not to do anything and left the other party alone like that, Sangwoo thought that if the other party tried to do anything even a little, he would get up immediately. But Jaeyoung hugged Sangwoo from behind and remained calm, playing with the back of Sangwoo’s body with pleasure, by brushing his shoulders and sliding his fingers along the spine.
Then he whispered sweet-nothings into his ear before blowing air into it.
The hand that had previously been rubbing the back for a moment climbed up along the spinal bones and came up to the point where there was a tattoo.
Jaeyoung kissed that spot gently.
“But my dear, why did you lose weight so much during the time we didn’t see each other?”
‘No, not really.’
After going through a period of growth, even though Sangwoo maintained the same weight, sometimes Jaeyoung would find him thin, weak, or sullen. During those times, when he brought up the topic of weight, the other party would often argue that their eyes and hands were more accurate, so it would be better to listen to what the other party wanted to understand.
“I wasn’t with you for six days. I was stressed and burned more energy, I think.”
“Really? Is that so?”
“Um, yes.”
“I thought I would find something delicious for you to eat since I went to the market.”
“...we are going on a vacation already. Why are we going to the market?” “Don’t complain.”
Jaeyoung hugged Sangwoo’s waist tighter than before.
‘You wanna go to the market today. Even though we’re going on a three-week vacation tomorrow. You’re really strange.’
According to Jaeyoung’s style, he probably bought several things according to his desires. Not only food to eat today, but of course everything would be frozen. The smart choice for a day like this would be to order delivery or go to a nearby restaurant.
‘And we still haven’t packed anything yet.’
He was worried since the other party had a work schedule outside before the vacation. So he scolded the other party to prepare in advance, but of course, Jaeyoung traveled to Denmark leaving his empty suitcase as before.
‘We will travel the day after tomorrow. Need to clean up.’
Since Jaeyoung wasn’t at home for six days, the house was surprisingly well maintained, but they still had to dust because they wouldn’t be at home for a long time and left the cat alone. Even though the neighbors would come to check on it twice a day, they only came to take care of the cat.
There were many things to do, but Jaeyoung still had an insatiable appetite and kept the parking card on the bed with the excuse that it was cold outside.
Sangwoo finished thinking and opened his mouth to speak.
“Now I should get up... There’s still a lot to do. First, let’s go take a shower and talk about dinner together, just showering. If you think about starting again, I will get really angry. Right now, I think ordering food is a better option than cooking, so let’s order food. And while we wait for the food to be delivered, I will dust off and tidy up.”
“...”
“Hey?”
He started feeling uneasy when he saw the hand that used to tightly hold his waist comfortably lie down on the bed and heard the constant sound of breathing from behind when he tried to listen closely. When he turned his face to look, he realized that Jaeyoung was sleeping.
“Hey, Jang Jaeyoung!”
Sangwoo shook the other person’s shoulder before he fell into a deep sleep, but it was useless. Even though he called his name near his ear, there was no movement, but rather, it seemed more like a coma.
Considering the time difference, the flight time, and Jaeyoung’s habit of watching movies on the plane without sleeping, it could be predicted that the other person had been awake for about twelve hours already, and if that was true, he wouldn’t wake up until tomorrow morning.
“You’ve done too much. Damnit.”
Sangwoo took a deep breath and got up from the bed. His legs were trembling, but he slowly crawled to collect the clothes that needed to be washed, including the scattered condoms, and made the bed. Then, he took a damp towel and wiped Jaeyoung’s body before dressing him in a fresh pair of underwear.
Before leaving, he had something to do. Sangwoo climbed onto the bed and tightly hugged the sleeping Jaeyoung. Then he whispered clearly into the other person’s ear.
“I want to marry Chu Sangwoo.”
Even though Jaeyoung happily accepted Sangwoo’s proposal five years ago, he now had thoughts of whether to get married or not. Jaeyoung firmly believed that even if there were no legal documents, he was content with his current life, and his life right now wasn’t any different from being married, so he didn’t know how it would be different. Sangwoo failed to persuade the other person with logic, and after that, he tried to brainwash Jaeyoung whenever he had the chance and when Jaeyoung was not conscious.
“I want to marry Chu Sangwoo.”
After repeating the same sentence five times, Jaeyoung’s lips twitched, revealing a hint of a smile. This was a sign of receiving some kind of idea or suggestion. Sangwoo moved closer, observing his every move. Jaeyoung blushed slightly and muttered.
“Chu Sangwoo...”
“Marry.”
“Me.”
“I want to marry Chu Sangwoo.”
“Sangwoo... cute...”
“I want to marry.”
“Have... sex.”
Sangwoo thought about whether to fluff the pillow on his boyfriend’s face before taking out the cloth to wipe.
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[1] Korean rating 19+ = Normal rating is 18+, the numbering discrepancy is due to the Korean age counting system including the years spent in the womb.
Special Chapter 30: Syntax Error #16.
Jang Jaeyoung had a nightmare.
He and Sangwoo were in a city of wickedness, facing complexities like a detective movie. They both had laser guns, standing back to back, dealing with enemies as if in a film. Then they kissed passionately with explosions in the background, until the climax of this story. It remained an exciting blockbuster [1] that made one’s hair stand on end, but in the meantime, Sangwoo disappeared, turning it into a horror movie.
In the dream, Jaeyoung kept looking for Sangwoo, who had gone missing, until his eyes swelled and his voice hoarse. Meanwhile, he felt a conflict in his heart when he saw a strange creature holding a bouquet, shouting, “I want to marry,” like a slogan without knowing why.
Ding! Ding! Ding!
Jaeyoung returned to the real world with a sound that made him feel upset.
As he reached out to hit the loud alarm clock, the sharp noise stopped.
“Well, it’s good that it is just a dream.”
He placed his hand on his forehead and sighed. It must be because Jaehong kept talking about getting married and dreaming strange dreams. He turned to tell the dream to Sangwoo, but the empty space next to him was empty.
“Well... I’ve told him many times to wake me up with a gentle kiss.”
On his day off, Chu Sangwoo set an alarm urging Jaeyoung to wake up at the desired time. Then he went to do his own work, because the ‘gentle kiss’ didn’t wake up Jaeyoung, and even if he did wake up, it was highly likely that they would spend so much time making love that the morning would pass. Although Jaeyoung liked to sleep naked and be lazy, it seemed that dreams like this only happened every two or three months.
Jaeyoung closed his eyes again and rolled over under the blankets, burying his face in Sangwoo’s pillow and breathing in his scent. But then the phone rang, and as expected, it was Sangwoo. Jaeyoung answered the call and put the communication device on his ear.
“What’s up, my love....”
[I’ll be down in a moment.]
After saying what needed to be said, Sangwoo hung up. Jaeyoung looked at the phone screen, which had turned black, feeling melancholy.
“Are you angry?”
Others often said that Sangwoo’s way of speaking was always the same, but they didn’t know anything. Although Sangwoo hardly raised his voice, his facial expressions and way of speaking showed when he was upset, and now he was dissatisfied.
“Why?”
Jaeyoung went into the bathroom to take a shower, reflecting on what had happened yesterday. He was disturbed by the sudden visit of Jaehong, who disrupted everything, and he thought he could destroy this relationship if he just focused on it. So he arranged for the two to meet by chance. Then he followed the two to see Sangwoo’s reaction, and after Sangwoo dealt with Jaehong, he went to pick up the pitiful younger brother at the hotel and brought him clothes from Jaehong’s house. Then he was made to be angry by Sangwoo until a glass was broken. When Sangwoo acted cute and charming, the anger gradually subsided, and it ended with great sex. After that, he couldn’t remember anything.
“... I wonder if I’ll just have dinner alone tonight.”
In addition to this, he still hadn’t tidied up his things. Yesterday was the day they were supposed to watch a movie together, but he fell asleep. And it is the day before the long weekend break. There must be many things that needed to be taken care of, but the other party probably did all the cleaning alone... There were a lot of things that made him angry.
Jaeyoung finished brushing his teeth and stood in front of the mirror, hoping to cool down Sangwoo’s mood even just a little. He went to a closet on one floor and put on a Hawaii shirt, board shorts, heart-shaped sunglasses, and clipped a surfboard keychain to his side, a perfect outfit for the lively tourist destination.
Sangwoo, who was locking his large travel bag, glanced at Jaeyoung. Then, he lowered his gaze and looked at the bag again with a blank face, ready to speak but turned his body to the side as if waiting.
“I guess there’s no confusion about where we’re going for a warm vacation, right?”
“....”
“Go change your clothes. While I’m still talking nicely.”
“Give me a kiss first.”
“No, let’s go eat breakfast.”
A gust of wind quickly blew by. Jaeyoung sat down at the table to eat his breakfast with a heavy heart and looked at the food Sangwoo had prepared. The large bowl was filled with sugar-free cereal and plant-based products that Sangwoo said contained complete and balanced nutrients, and it looked and tasted like cat food.
Jaeyoung took advantage of the moment when Sangwoo looked elsewhere and quickly scooped out half of the cereal before pouring milk into the bowl. Just as the cat jumped up on his lap and let out a satisfying meow, he swallowed the lump in his throat and began eating breakfast.
Sangwoo was busy going in and out of this room and that, then he brought two travel bags and placed them in front of the door. Jaeyoung quickly finished eating his food and took the bowl to rinse it with tap water in the kitchen. He then followed Sangwoo, even though he was treated like a stray human.
‘There’s nothing else to do, huh?’
Jaeyoung, who was flipping through the utility bill without any necessity, received a clue from the cat that was wandering around near his feet.
“Oh! Our VB must be hungry....”
“I’ve given it food.”
“Before going on a trip, at least you have to clean the dust....”
“I’ve done it.”
“It’s my responsibility....”
“I’ve collected it.”
“....”
“I choose clothes based on the frequency of wearing, while for other items I choose based on necessity.”
Sangwoo spoke immediately and quickly walked past Jaeyoung’s side. Although he might be photographed in mismatched outfits between the upper and lower parts during the hot break, he wasn’t in a position to complain. Jaeyoung spoke loudly to the other side.
“I’m sorry.”
“....Um.”
Sangwoo reminded him to pack a bag for the upcoming hot break before going to work abroad as if he already knew it. Jaeyoung felt uneasy when the line went off, thinking that he should have listened to those words.
“Did you have dinner alone yesterday?”
“Um.”
“What did you eat?”
“French fries and instant soup.”
Hesitantly, he thought of grilling ribeye beef and fresh shoots together served with authentic baked potatoes alongside. Jaeyoung couldn’t say anything, feeling like karma was teasing him.
Sangwoo took two snowboards and placed them at the front door, then picked up the phone.
[Hello, Ted, Brown, this is Chu Sangwoo, your neighbor. Me and Jae will go on a weekend break today. Did you know? Okay, I am calling to remind you about the agreement you made last month. Thank you again for taking care of Jae’s cat. If you feed this pet and not abuse it, we will take care of your dog with care when you go on a hot break. The position of the house key is the same as the last vacation break. If you forget any requests, please read them in the manual on the shoe rack. And also....]
The English language developed rapidly, but Sangwoo’s vocabulary and grammar were more extensive and accurate than those of the native speakers. However, there were limitations in terms of the naturalness of the conversation. Despite the peculiar way of speaking, Chu Sangwoo was wellliked by his neighbors.
While Sangwoo was talking on the phone with his neighbor, Jaeyoung picked up the cat and rubbed its nose against his forehead as a goodbye gesture.
“VB, from today onwards, your brother and I will go out together. You can stay at home, okay? Uncle Teddy will bring food for you and clean the bathroom. Play a lot and have fun. And don’t go outside, okay? If anyone comes to look for trouble, give them a scratch first. Understand?”
VB was a smart and intimidating cat. Jaeyoung was confident that this little one understood human speech, even if Sangwoo disagreed.
Jaeyoung tried to hold Sangwoo back to give him a kiss when he finished his phone call and walked by, but Sangwoo evaded him skillfully.
“We will leave in twelve minutes, so go change into your nice clothes... and I will be mad if you mess my hair.”
Sangwoo opened the front door and used both hands to pull out two travel bags. Jaeyoung picked up a backpack and held two snowboards.
As they opened the door and stepped outside, the warm sun shone down. They forgot their original intention of going to the car garage and stood there with their hands covering their foreheads, admiring the beautiful and radiant summer day.
While they stood there in awe, VB came out to see them. Two high-school students from the neighboring village cycled by and greeted them. Then Chu Sangwoo, who had gone into the house for a while, came out and joined them. Jaeyoung, with a smug smile, followed the other side to the car garage. Just like the game room that is tailored to Sangwoo’s taste, the garage is Jaeyoung’s kingdom. Jaeyoung, who is the king of this place, has the main responsibility for making decisions about interior design and cleaning. There is a graphic image with a black snake between the letters of the word “HOME”, which was just drawn last winter. It is overlaid with graffiti of a howling wolf that used to occupy the wall before.
Underneath, there are sprays, cans of paint, and paintbrushes that have not been picked up for half a year, lying scattered and cluttered. In one corner, there are bicycles, electric scooters, roller skates, knee pads, and helmets, each with two sets. There are also several stacked skateboards in a disorderly manner. Two clear plastic boxes are filled with sports equipment such as basketballs, soccer balls, bowling balls, gloves and baseball bats, tennis rackets, and frisbees. But Sangwoo never seemed to care about the condition of the garage.
Jaeyoung remembered parking a red sports car far away, a couple of blocks, “to trick Sangwoo.” But he realized that it had somehow returned to where it should be.
Jaeyoung opened the rear of the SUV parked in the middle of the three spaces. As he loaded his belongings into the car, Sangwoo stood in front of the door with a waist bag for traveling and was looking at his phone. On the other hand, it was a habit to check the rice cooker before traveling, every ten minutes.
Jaeyoung pretended to walk past Sangwoo to exit the garage before suddenly turning around and hugging the other person from behind.
“...What?”
He placed his chin on the other’s shoulder and tightened his arms to prevent the other from escaping. Sangwoo froze for a moment before lifting his phone back up to eye level. Jaeyoung read the first line out loud.
“Passport.”
“...It’s in the bag-A.”
“Mine, too?”
Sangwoo paused. Jaeyoung then kissed the other person’s cheek as a reward.
“Canadian dollars.”
“It’s in the bag-A.”
This time, Jaeyoung kissed the other cheek. Sangwoo didn’t flinch.
“International driver’s license.”
“In the bag-A.”
“Bring mine too.”
“Okay.”
As he pressed his lips against the familiar edge again, Sangwoo’s lips began to move slightly.
“Winter jacket.”
“In the bag-D.”
The fourth kiss, Sangwoo’s voice softened a bit, he continued listing items: ski suit, goggles, snowboard, gloves, sleeping bag, binoculars, camera... until he checked the emergency medicine box as the final item. Then, Sangwoo spoke up.
“Done.”
When he finished what he had to do, Jaeyoung was about to tell him to step back, but he hugged his shoulders even tighter.
“Travel itinerary.”
He whispered in Sangwoo’s ear, so he raised his index finger and pointed to his temple.
“In my mind.”
Jaeyoung pressed his lips against the crook of the man’s neck, thinking that was an unexpected and sharp response.
“Travel schedule.”
“In my mind.”
This time, he kissed the earlobe and nibbled it gently.
“Expectations.”
Sangwoo seemed to be pondering for a moment before pointing to his heart without saying anything. That was an excellent move, making Jaeyoung feel embraced by the man. Jaeyoung kissed the edge of the other’s lips before resting his chin on his shoulder and whispered.
“You are missing the most important thing... Sangwoo-ya.”
“Impossible.”
“My love for you, and did you bring it?”
“Of course it is, that, right there, it’s always here...”
It seems that the confident finger Sangwoo extended would cause confusion, pointing to the space between the heart and the legs. Then the pointing finger stops somewhere between those two points.
Jaeyoung grabbed Sangwoo, turned him around, and hugged him tightly, almost breaking him. It was an action done out of desire, like eating a meal, but it strangely made his heart warm. Even though he hugged someone in front of him countless times, his heart beat strongly as if a beautiful and graceful pet had jumped into the hug. Sangwoo was slightly surprised. “Hyung?”
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[1] Bomber movie = market movie, money-making movie.
Special Chapter 31: Syntax Error #17 ‘END’
“Hyung?”
Jaeyoung ignored the other’s call, he kissed his forehead, cheeks, and ears lightly, every touch felt sweet and fragrant, he wanted to extend his hand to touch everything, both the hand exposed to the sun’s light and the cheek that had shadows passing by.
‘Yesterday you did that and you’re still not satisfied... You are too much.’ Jaeyoung reflected on himself and stopped halfway, this world is beautiful, but it is filled with things he cannot understand, and the most amazing mystery is how people live in uncertainty.
“I know I’m being sensitive, but is it the right time?”
Even though Sangwoo said something strange like that, it couldn’t help him. Even if he lived a comfortable life without thinking much, there were still times when his mood inexplicably became overwhelming because he was proud of the unextinguished flame he had kept for more than six years, because he knew well who led the innocent person to this point, and because he knew well how much the other party had tried to maintain this relationship. Even if the person never boasted about it, besides that, there are many reasons why Jaeyoung tends to become ‘sensitive’.
“We have to leave now...”
“It’s called love, you know.”
Jaeyoung whispered in his ear, making sure that Sangwoo had no way of not hearing.
“Even though you, with your broad heart, call this overflowing love, and can’t express it as ‘sensitive,’ well, its love, you know.”
Those two tactics were Jaeyoung’s number one weapon, a magical spell that would instantly soften Sangwoo no matter what position he was in. Even the icy waters surrounding Sangwoo would melt. Then followed warm and profound kisses as natural as could be.
Sangwoo cast aside the urgent quest ‘Packed belongings neatly and we can depart for the destination within 12 minutes!’ and pulled Jaeyoung close, wrapping his arms around his neck.
Not everyone possesses the ability to possess a kiss like the ones in the movies, while being in attire that was rejected as unsuitable for the place they were visiting, that too in a crowded parking lot. Jaeyoung thought he was really lucky.
Furthermore, Jaeyoung was also very greedy. Initially, he had thought of creating a warm and cozy atmosphere and setting off for the airport, but as soon as their lips touched, other thoughts emerged. Jaeyoung lifted his eyes slightly and saw Sangwoo’s tongue emerging between their intertwined lips, a rough desire to have a quickie surged up like pouring oil.
‘Think of what is good, think of what is right, think of what is pure…’
Sangwoo, who was fully engrossed in the intense kiss and unaware of Jaeyoung’s feelings, caused him to lose consciousness. The other party pressed himself against Jaeyoung’s chest and licked his lips with care, as if licking something else. If this isn’t teasing, then what is it?
Jaeyoung backed away inch by inch to prevent the lower part of his body from being caught, until his head collided with the wall with a thud. Sangwoo paid no attention and changed the angle of Jaeyoung’s head before sweeping his tongue into his mouth.
‘Think of what is pure, think of what is clean, think of...shit. I don’t know anymore.’
Jaeyoung kissed Sangwoo’s cheek and swallowed the corner of his lip. He felt like he could swallow the other person whole. He grabbed Sangwoo’s waist and pulled him closer. Their lower bodies touched. Sangwoo pushed, but Jaeyoung held his head to prevent any complaints and deepened the kiss.
“Oops, sorry!”
Sangwoo sensed the unusual atmosphere alongside Jaeyoung’s hardening cock and tried to push Jaeyoung’s shoulder. When he saw it didn’t work, he used his elbow to hit him. If the other person hit back, he would be beaten. Jaeyoung pulled his lips away and quickly bent down, wrapping his arms around Sangwoo’s legs and lifting him up.
“We have to leave now! Have you gone crazy, hyung?”
He held the struggling man on his shoulder and smiled.
“Feels like I’ve kidnapped Chu Sangwoo from a noble family. I’m so excited.”
“Let go. You crazy guy!”
“Does this village only have such a handsome man? I want to keep this person in the mansion right now. Then all day and night I will...”
Jaeyoung received a hit from Sangwoo’s knee and had to close his mouth. When he decided that it would be too much to walk home in this condition, he put Sangwoo down on a plastic box. No, he tried to make Sangwoo sit on the plastic box, but they both accidentally rolled off onto the cold floor. Sangwoo tried to crawl towards the exit, but Jaeyoung grabbed his ankle.
“Hyung, there’s less than three hours left until the flight. We can’t do this.”
Even though his body was being dragged in, Sangwoo still tried to appease Jaeyoung with a tense face. But now, Jaeyoung didn’t want to go on a trip.
Instead he wanted to be with the person he loved, who he hadn’t spent much time with at the chaotic airport, he wanted to lie down together, have meaningless conversations, and eat a full meal. Jaeyoung just wanted to hug Sangwoo tightly. While Sangwoo tried to fight and escape with all his might, a fierce battle took a moment.
“Hey, why does love have to be so tiring? We should do it once right now and then go on a trip.”
“What are you talking about, hyung? Let’s talk about the average time we had sex before!”
“No way, I’m sure it will be quick and easy, just like last Christmas.”
“The conditions were different back then. I dressed differently.”
“Right now, I feel the same way as back then.”
“Shut up!”
“Just think about it. If we go out like this, we’ll end up having sex on the plane just like last time.”
Sangwoo sealed his mouth with a face dyed red. It was probably during their trip to Bogota. While they were fooling around at the airport security checkpoint, they sparked a spark. Then they boarded the plane without properly dealing with their desires. Sangwoo declared solemnly that he would maintain his social morality as a high-class animal with dignity, but when he encountered Jaeyoung’s irresistible charm, after seven hours of travel, he couldn’t resist any longer and had to secretly meet in the bathroom.
“It was really great back then.”
Sangwoo was so overwhelmed in that plane bathroom that tears kept streaming down. Jaeyoung had to cover his mouth from behind with his hand, but even so, it wasn’t difficult. However, the problem was that during that time, the plane shook, and the warning light for fastening seat belts lit up. Sangwoo tried to leave, of course, Jaeyoung had no intention of letting him go. That day, Sangwoo cried throughout their sexual encounter, but it seemed like it wasn’t because of unfastening the seat belt or turbulence.
“That was a mistake. Happiness and safety cannot substitute for each other.” “You’re right, it’s better to be safe on the ground than in the air.”
“...”
Jaeyoung managed to pin down Sangwoo with a marvelous technique before pulling up his shirt eagerly. Sangwoo looked displeased, but he raised his arms obediently. After his shirt came off his head, Jaeyoung immediately took off his own clothes.
They sat kissing each other for a long time on the cold floor until at one point Sangwoo pushed Jaeyoung away with a tense expression.
“Wait. We should probably stop messing around now. What do you think we should do?”
“Well, let’s just catch the next flight. We can leave tomorrow.”
“It’s a holiday period. There’s a high chance the tickets will be sold out.”
“Is that so? Then the schedule must be packed because of you.”
“Why is it because of me?”
“It’s because you’re too sexy. That’s why it turned out like this. In this situation, how can we go out without the neighbors noticing, they only see us as immoral people.”
Jaeyoung took Sangwoo’s hand and placed it between his legs. Sangwoo, who was lost in his thoughts, let his body go limp, as if it was about to explode, without paying attention to what was happening.
“We could also just drive there, even if it takes a long time.”
“That could work. We could set up camp together after a long time.”
“And then we can stargaze at night.”
“And have wild sex outdoors as well.”
“...I don’t want to be bitten by insects again like that other time.”
“Let’s do what we need to do first, and then decide together, okay?”
“Hmm.”
Sangwoo closed his eyes and naturally turned his face towards Jaeyoung as if he didn’t try to escape just now.
For more than six years, the other party had stepped into the world of emotions and desires countless times, a place where Jaeyoung resided. Although the plans made were often flawed, Sangwoo seemed to have learned not to care. Meanwhile, even if Jaeyoung escaped to the world of reason and calculations, it didn’t matter because at that moment, all Jaeyoung had to do was take a step towards where the other party was.
“I should let you know that this is a sex will cost us 852 dollars.”
“I don’t know, be quiet now.”
He didn’t want to waste time on negotiations, there are hot vacation days every year, and he can buy new plane tickets anytime, but this day, when he looked up at the sky, he found it so beautiful that it captivated his heart. Then, when he looked aside without thinking, he realized that there was something even more beautiful, the time when he fell in love with someone for the first time, or the time when he saw them living together, it was even more enjoyable to watch. Jaeyoung thought that this kind of radiant time cannot be valued in money.
Jaeyoung grabbed Sangwoo and sat him on his lap before lifting his lips to his hot neck, sucking the tender flesh under his chin and jawline before dragging his tongue down to the collarbone. When using his lips to clear the collarbone, Sangwoo twisted and pressed his upper body closer. Jaeyoung used his fingers to trace the curve of his waist to the buttocks.
While he was melting and dissolving Sangwoo completely, an orange tail passed by in front. Sangwoo frowned with irritation. So Jaeyoung pointed to the exit to resolve this conflict.
“VB, we humans are going to mate. Go into the house. Execute.” Meow.
“This quickie will take a while. No need to wait.”
Jaeyoung made sure that the cat had left the parking lot. Before pressing the remote control to close the door, the blue parking lot gate gradually moved down, slowly cutting them off from the outside world.
Jaeyoung lifted Sangwoo in his arms before placing him on the car’s trunk, the favorite car of them both, his black hair tangled and not in place. At the same time, the wonderful sunlight that came through the narrow window shone down on the face of the other person, dust danced in the air, and the black eyes reflected the image of Jaeyoung like a mirror, glowing with infatuation.
‘This picture is awesome.’
Jaeyoung closed off the many beautiful things in front of him with narrow eyes. In an instant, other senses rushed in, in a more exciting way.
“Sangwooya...”
Sometimes, when they hugged each other, Jaeyoung remembered the day he entered the apartment, about thirty square meters in size, for the first time, the day when Chu Sangwoo was still very young and locked him in the bathroom, making him angry.
Once, he had struggled to try sleeping with the other person just once, but that stubborn thought had long disappeared. This black mamba snake was a dangerous animal that only knew how to dig into the depths of Jaeyoung’s heart and stay in the room called “emotions,” unwilling to leave. It often devoured only the truth and discarded everything else.
“Sangwooya.”
“Hmm.”
The filtered vision called love made the whole body turn a fiery red. The white neck made Jaeyoung constantly want to kiss it, with the red marks of passion all over it. Both cheeks turned red, the warm tone of passion passed through the intertwined hands, and even the glass-like eyes flickered with a flame that never went out.
“Chu Sangwoo.”
Unbreakable trees even when the wind blows strong won’t fall, the dangerous second wheel of a single-wheeled bicycle.
The second he was sure that he had a deep spiritual connection with Sangwoo, Jaeyoung realized how deeply he loved the man in front of him. He became a better person because of this person, and he thought of good luck, happiness, life, moments, and even nirvana. However, he didn’t say anything, not even a word. He had explained these things many times before, but it was possible that Sangwoo only understood them at face value.
Originally, he and Sangwoo were two different types of people living in different colors and temperatures. Although they had many common points since they stepped into each other’s lives, they were still more different than they seemed. And that’s why Jaeyoung thought that this love was the only one in his world and could not be replaced by anything.
“Darling, it’s hot.”
“Really? The maximum temperature today is set...oops!”
The era in which the sharp-witted goddesses who possess the weapon of emotions held the position of Muse has been gone for a very long time [1]. If the Muse of artists in the 21st century were a dust-sucking robot that does not support functions like mind reading, what would be wrong?
Semantic Error, your logic is faulty.
Complete.
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[1] Muse, “Muses.” Inspirational goddesses for poets, singing enchanting songs, they are the daughters of Zeus and Mnemosyne. There are a total of 9 muses, namely Calliope, Urania, Melpomene, Thalia, Terpsichore, Erato, Polyhymnia, Euterpe, and Clio, each with their own distinct discipline.
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Although the novel has ended, I believe that Hyung Jaeyoung and Sangwoo must be happy together somewhere, because this error is a part of the operating system that has been fully integrated and will never be separated. :)
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