[T/N] I apologize for grammar mistakes and incoherencies
Chapter 54 <1000> #1.
- [Ru Jihye, French protagonist: Senior, I have urgent matters tomorrow, so I have to cancel our appointment in advance. Sorry about that._22:37.]
[Okay_23:49.]
After replying to the message, Sangwoo put down his mobile phone. Canceling the Friday evening appointment allowed him to arrive at the office on time. And another thing...
“I have to deal with this guy.”
He glanced at the two movie tickets on the table, worth 10,000 won (8 USD) each, which Jaeyoung had slipped through the door crack and given to him two months ago, about to expire this Sunday. Initially, he was going to give them to Jihye.
Even though Sangwoo lost his game console because he got drunk, it didn’t seem right to just repay a debt of 130,000 won (97 USD) with only one cup of tea, so he thought about giving the movie tickets to Jihye. But since the appointment was canceled, he missed the chance.
‘If that’s the case, I guess I’ll have to sell them.’
However, upon closer consideration, the only two people who would buy tickets on a Friday like this were Choi Yoona and Jang Jaeyoung. But instead of taking the ticket he got from Jaeyoung “while arguing with him”, he returned it to the owner and sold it to Yoona, which seemed like a better option.
At that moment, Jaeyoung’s words popped up in his mind, using the word ‘movie’ as a keyword to search for a database in Sangwoo’s head.
‘Do you like movies?’
‘Huh? Don’t you want to invite me to watch it together? Just buy a ticket for yourself.’
‘Let’s go watch a movie.’
‘Hey, kid. Are you so scared that you have to skip school just because I invited you to watch a movie?’
‘Are you from the Stone Age? I often go to the movies with male friends.’
Those words became memories on the day Jaeyoung carried a notebook without even a pen to an internet cafe, the day he had feelings for the other party for the first time, and the day that party stood cursing in front of the door before leaving.
“I guess he likes watching movies.”
Let’s think about it... Jaeyoung often talks about movies or sings songs from movie soundtracks. At that time, he figured out a way to deal with the movie tickets without having to resell them, after being infatuated for a while.
Sangwoo decided to use plan two.
When it was exactly midnight, Sangwoo checked his email and opened the file that-Jaeyoung sent. He wrote a feedback of two or three points about the disliked parts and sent an email back before shutting down the computer, turning off the lights, slipping under the blanket, and falling asleep.
return 0;
“Where did that person sitting there go?”
They greeted each other through eye contact. Then Jaeyoung turned his chair in a circle when he heard that question, wearing a T-shirt with overlapping hexagonal patterns that looked interesting. As his gaze moved up, he met a face that seemed indifferent to something.
“You didn’t think of greeting me first.”
“Looks like you are busy.”
If you see someone else busy, it’s not appropriate to ask meaningless questions, right?”
“Sorry. Please continue working, senior.”
Sangwoo was slightly surprised by the sudden interruption, but the reason the other party spoke was reasonable, so he reluctantly retreated. After organizing the notebook and mouse, Jaeyoung finally asked.
“Why are you looking for Choi Yoona?”
“I have something to talk about, but if she’s not here, it’s okay.”
“And what is the matter?”
“I have something to sell.”
“Sell it to me then.”
Sangwoo frowned and glanced at the other party. At times like this, Jaeyoung would bite and not let go until he got the desired answer. Sangwoo decided to be straightforward. It would probably be better than wasting time arguing in circles.
“The movie tickets that you left under the door slot earlier. They will expire this week.”
Jaeyoung’s smile twisted, as he didn’t want to tell the other party in this way. It would only make both of them feel uneasy. So, Sangwoo spoke before Jaeyoung could interrupt and say anything that couldn’t be controlled by emotions.
“Don’t you want to buy them?”
“Do you think what you said sounds convincing?”
“Well... how about we go to watch a movie together?”
Jaeyoung furrowed his brow, looking as if he didn’t understand what
Sangwoo was saying. Sangwoo continued, “If you don’t want to go, it’s okay.” Then he turned his body back to find his notebook. Soon after, he heard the loud sound of the chair wheels, “Crrrkk.” as Jaeyoung pushed himself away from the table.
“Just the two of us?”
Sangwoo nodded, feeling the gaze that stared at his side profile, causing a warm sensation on his cheeks. Jaeyoung kept staring like that for a while before speaking up.
“Is it not weird for two men to go watch a movie together?”
Sangwoo glanced at the computer screen. At that moment, he truly thought so. He hadn’t changed his mind now, but there was no excuse to say such things anymore.
“We’ve done more than that.”
“What will happen after we do it once? Will it continue?”
“What are you comparing it to... I already said that. If you don’t want to go, then don’t go. I’ll just sell it in the “Secondhand Kingdom.”
Jaeyoung remained silent while Sangwoo logged into the secondhand trading website and was typing a post. The other party spoke up again.
“I’ve reserved the tickets for the RYUNDONG concert. Tomorrow, let’s pick them up at the internet cafe at 4 PM.”
Sangwoo paused his hand that was entering the price. The other party only mentioned the time and place, but his heart started pounding as if he heard something profound.
‘It’s not something special.’
He just handed the movie ticket to Jang Jaeyoung according to plan two because Choi Yoona was not in the office, that’s all. Previously, the other party drew a picture on his arm, fed him a dumpling with one word, and all of that should be worth ten thousand won for the ticket.
The second-hand trading window was closed, appearing as the main page of the multiplex cinema website in the new interface.. Sangwoo kept clicking the mouse here, it was the first time he had done something like this since he had a girlfriend back in November four years ago.
“Choose, please. 1 <Superman Returns> 2, <The Spy Sister> 3, <Pew Pew and Kew Kew> 4, <Blazing Heat>.” “4 <Blazing Heat>.”
“Do you know why I chose this?”
Sangwoo looked at the still red movie poster before turning to Jaeyoung with satisfaction. The other person went back to his place without knowing when and shrugged without looking or pointing.
“I don’t know either, but it seems to be erotic film with an interesting title.”
“Let’s go with <Superman Returns> It’s ranked number one, after all.”
“Very well, whatever you say. I will go and find out.”
Select the time, select the number of seats, select the seat location, pay.
Sangwoo handled everything quickly before reporting to the other person.
Superman Returns.” Jeongryudong Cinema, 4:35 showtime, Theater 5, seats
L13, L14, reservation completed.”
“Thank you for letting me know, Siri.”
“...”
Therefore, besides kissing, Sangwoo also went to watch a movie with the man. return 0;.
After quitting his part-time job on Saturday, Sangwoo informed the store owner that wanted to work until only May to develop games and prepare for final exams. The other party felt very sorry and reluctantly suggested that he should continue working until ten minutes later than usual, which would make him leave work earlier next time. Sangwoo then stepped up the stairs and left the store.
As soon as he came out, encountered Jaeyoung’s car parked on the road, a hatchback designed to emphasize straight lines, a white box-like appearance that looked like a refrigerator, with a red roof and windows. The owner of the car was standing leaning against the car, talking on the phone.
Jaeyoung was wearing a white shirt and light gray pants that Sangwoo had just seen for the first time. He wasn’t wearing glasses or earrings, and his shirt sleeves were folded up, revealing a watch and a leather bracelet on his wrist. His hairstyle seemed to have a slight difference from the usual style, although it couldn’t be said exactly how it had changed. Sangwoo stopped for a moment before starting to walk again.
‘How do I look?’
It was the first time since he was born that he worried about his appearance. Sangwoo lowered his head and looked at his black sneakers, old jeans pulled up to his navy blue polka dot shirt, and his slow footsteps before picking up the pace again.
‘Just meeting Jang Jaeyoung, why do you care about these things?’
Sangwoo walked to the front of the car without much emotion. Jaeyoung raised his head and smiled at Sangwoo.
“What?”
“Sorry for being late.”
“It’s the first date, I’m excited.”
“Stop saying strange things. Let’s go together then.”
Jaeyoung ignored Sangwoo’s words, opened the driver’s door, and gestured for him to get in the car. Sangwoo hesitated for a moment, counting from ‘that day,’ this was the first time he sat in the other party’s car.
“Glasses?”
“I didn’t wear them.”
“Then let me drive.”
“No need.”
“I have a Class 1 driver’s license, see here.”
“I’ll drive myself.”
The other party walked quickly to the driver’s side and opened the door. Sangwoo looked at the other party and then checked the time on his digital wristwatch, which showed 22:12. The movie started at minute 35, it would take about ten minutes to get to the RYUNDONG theater, and he was still hesitant about being late. Sangwoo got up and sat next to the driver, closing the door without any other choice.
Once the seat belt was fastened... Jaeyoung reached out and grabbed Sangwoo’s neck pillow, then turned to look at the backseat while turning the steering wheel. The other party only reversed the car, but Sangwoo’s gaze inadvertently caught a glimpse of Jaeyoung’s exposed collar bone that escaped from the first two unbuttoned buttons, with a long scar running from the clavicle to the neck. Sangwoo involuntarily touched the side of the other party’s face with a bewildered expression. Then he caught another glimpse of Jaeyoung when he turned to change gears.
“Just a small scar like this, I didn’t know.”
Jaeyoung turned back and looked ahead again, pondering the words he heard but couldn’t understand. Sangwoo still felt a flutter in his heart. “I’m worried that I won’t drive well because I’m not wearing my glasses.” Jaeyoung spoke as if he could read minds. Sangwoo looked surprised.
“How much is your eye prescription?”
“Short 0.7, slightly tilted.”
“With this, you can easily read the signs.”
“Did you get insurance?”
“Even if an accident happens, I won’t make you pay for repairs.”
“Why aren’t you wearing glasses?”
Jaeyoung remained silent and didn’t answer while waiting, until the traffic light turned red, then he turned to look at the conversation between them.
“We must learn to endure small difficulties in order to achieve something greater.”
“How are they related?”
Jaeyoung simply replied that he didn’t need to know before turning to drive.
Although still uneasy, Sangwoo didn’t disturb the other party anymore.
Instead of parking in the mall parking lot, Jaeyoung chose to park in a paid parking lot outside. Sangwoo questioned the other party’s actions, but the person refused to answer directly. With eleven minutes left before the movie started, both of them walked briskly towards the cinema. When they arrived, Jaeyoung was still preoccupied with buying popcorn, making Sangwoo annoyed.
Although he didn’t expect watching a movie with this man to go smoothly, he didn’t expect it to be this chaotic. Sangwoo could now guess how Jang Jaeyoung usually lived, why he couldn’t meet deadlines for his work, and why he was always late for meetings.
“Superman Returns, please.”
The staff member spoke after Sangwoo showed the digital movie ticket that was still open on his phone. Even though the screening had already started. 3 minutes, but Mr.eyoung was still strolling around.
“The movie has started. Let’s hurry.”
“There’s another advertisement for ten minutes.”
“But it says it starts in thirty-five minutes. Look, it’s already thirty-eight.”
Jaeyoung handed a can of popcorn to Sangwoo and then picked up one popcorn kernel, stuffing it into his mouth. Despite being dissatisfied, Sangwoo chewed on what was in his mouth and swallowed it. Just as he was about to speak, Jaeyoung covered his mouth with the same method as before, and it continued like that until they reached the movie theater.
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[1] A hatchback is a car that resembles a sedan or what is commonly known as a compact car, but with a shorter rear section, also known as a truncated rear. There are both 3-door and 5-door models, counting from the left-right doors and counting the rear hatch as an additional door, for example, Toyota Yaris, Honda Jazz.
Chapter 55 <1000> #2.
“L13, L14.”
“That’s good.”[1]
Jaeyoung glanced at the movie ticket and walked into the dark theater, as it was the last show and late, there weren’t many people. Besides the elderly couple sitting at the end of the row with them, there was no one else.
The advertisements continued to play on the screen as. Jaeyoung said. Once they settled into their seats, Sangwoo took out his phone, turned it off, and put it back in his shirt pocket. As he leaned back in his seat, Sangwoo felt more relaxed, blinking slowly to drive away the restlessness.
Just as he started to feel thirsty, Jaeyoung handed him a bottle of soda as if reading his mind. It was unclear why there was only one straw when he intended to drink alone. Sangwoo, who was about to complain, had to close his mouth again.
‘Why think too much about such a simple matter? We’ve already kissed.’
Because he knew what the other party would say in response.
Sangwoo quietly sipped the soda. When he handed the glass to Jaeyoung again, the other party immediately turned to look and quickly sucked the black drink through the transparent straw.. Sangwoo wondered why the other party had to stare at someone else while drinking.
The flickering light inside the dimly lit venue caused one side of Jaeyoung’s face to change with the alternating brightness and darkness, the shadow of his nose bouncing on his cheek. Even though he had just taken a sip of soda, Sangwoo felt his mouth dry, and his eyes, which hadn’t blinked, began to sting.
Who would be the winner in this long-lasting staring contest? It might be Jaeyoung because when the light from the screen went out, Sangwoo closed his eyes and leaned closer to the other person’s lips.
Although he pulled away due to the sudden scream of “Help!” accompanied by the sudden brightening of the surroundings,. Sangwoo still felt embarrassed. At first, he thought the other party was asleep, then he claimed it happened because of being drunk. As for the other times, they happened with mutual consent and willingness. But this time, he did it without permission while the other party was still unaware, and while closing his eyes with embarrassment, he missed the first half of the movie.
‘It’s over.’
Sangwoo doesn’t like that at all. When he turned around to look for the root cause of his deception, he found that the other party was just staring at the screen with a blank expression, fingers resting on the armrest naturally like a spider. Sangwoo forced his body to turn back and look ahead.
Fortunately, the story’s content is simple enough to understand without any problems, even if you missed the beginning. The story involves extraterrestrial humans who can fly at the speed of light. They have skin that is resistant to all physical damage and harness solar energy as a power source. In brief, the story revolves around a superhuman from another planet who must thwart the plans of enemies who intend to use his weaknesses against him.
Sangwoo feels conflicted for two reasons. First, there are many aspects of the movie that he doesn’t understand. Second, Jaeyoung keeps moving his hand, appearing calm amidst the darkness, with a hand that reflects white light, never staying still. When. Sangwoo accidentally taps on the armrest, the other side extends his fingers as if stretching a string, sometimes flipping his hand up to reveal it. Sangwoo intentionally avoids looking at Jaeyoung’s face throughout the two and a half hours, so he doesn’t know if the muscles on his face move as well, but he only sees his hand, which makes him feel disconnected from his own body and self-awareness.
After the movie ends, they quietly walk out of the theater. Then they take the elevator down to the ground floor. When they step outside, their arms touch the warm air, the night sky is dark and serene, and the walkway is gray. Time passes unnoticed until it’s past one o’clock, and the bustling streets near Jongno-dong are empty.
“How was the movie?”
After nine minutes of silence, Jaeyoung speaks up, his right hand casually reaching into his pocket.
“Should we consider superhumans as animals or plants?”
“What are you talking about?”
“Well, he said they use air and sunlight as an energy source. Although their physical structure is complex like humans, when they live by photosynthesis, they should be classified more as plants than animals, shouldn’t they?”
“Um... I don’t know.”
“And in the movie, there’s a scene where he says he wants to shave his mustache. How does he shave? Even if it’s exposed to the explosion of a supernova, it wouldn’t burn, right? Ordinary razors made of steel probably wouldn’t work either.”
“Hmm...”
“It’s kind of pitiful that he lost to kryptonite.”
That was the only scene that Sangwoo watched and felt immersed in the movie. It was a scene where the superhuman, who was invincible, was defeated by a piece of jewelry from his home planet, simply by bringing the green gem close to his skin, which became as vulnerable as a regular human under the influence of uranium radiation. Sangwoo felt a warmth inside him, as if it were his own story.
“It’s the Death Ex-Mach of the superhero series.”
“What is that?”
“Simply put, it’s a cheating formula. If you’re too good, it’s not fun, so there has to be some crypton to make Superman vulnerable. Even though in the end he can easily win and seem useless.”
“Oh...”
“Most superhero movies are like this. People focus more on the action scenes than the storytelling that is already familiar. No one cares about the synthesis of light and beard shaving, what matters is that Superman is super handsome, super strong, on the side of humanity, and wears different tight suits.”
Jaeyoung waved his left hand, drawing a complex circular pattern in the air, and when he finished speaking, he grabbed the front of his shirt that he was wearing and fanned himself to cool off. Sangwoo looked at the side profile of the other person’s face, which seemed to have gained some special knowledge today.
“I didn’t know before that you are also smart like me.”
“What do you see me as?”
Human cancer, jigsaw puzzle, mental illness, sadness, garbage, but now many things have changed, and he himself is uncertain. Sangwoo shifted his gaze from Jaeyoung and looked straight ahead, seeing both sides of the road lined with tall trees.
“Where are we?”
“Jeongryun Park.”
“Why did we come this way?”
“Shortcut.”
Sangwoo frowned. If this is a shortcut, why didn’t we take this way earlier?
Otherwise, we wouldn’t have been late. While he was thinking about that, Jaeyoung reached out and flicked the brim of his hat. When he turned to look, his eyes met the brown eyes of the person in front of him, causing his vision to blur.
“So, is it fun not?”
“Is it fun?”
“Yes, after watching a movie, you must have some feelings, right?”
“Um... I don’t know. It’s a strange movie.”
Sangwoo wanted to know the other person’s opinion, he asked back, “And what about you, hyungnim?” Hearing that, Jaeyoung, who had been walking and looking straight ahead, turned to meet Sangwoo’s gaze and replied.
“I think it’s fun.”
“Which scene?”
“I don’t know.”
“How can you not know?”
“Because I’ve been staring at your face and haven’t watched the movie.”
Sangwoo was speechless and stopped in his tracks without knowing the reason. Jaeyoung walked ahead. Meanwhile, Sangwoo remained motionless, staring at the back of the person in front of him.
Duk-duk-duk.
His heart raced, feeling both uneasy and exhilarated at the same time. While Sangwoo was trying to calm his mind, the distance between them gradually widened, revealing a contradiction in the words of the other party. Sangwoo shifted his feet again and quickened his pace until they were walking side by side.
“It doesn’t make sense. You said you didn’t watch the movie, but you said it was fun. This means one of them is a lie.”
“That’s true for both of us.”
“How can you feel entertained if you didn’t watch the movie?”
“Try using your imagination, Samchun.”
As soon as he heard the somewhat vague answer, he immediately understood. Sangwoo’s futile attack had backfired, and he bowed his head and continued walking.
After leaving the park, they came across a long straight wall that was a famous landmark in Seoul. Sangwoo had been here before with his ex-girlfriend when they were still together, and he remembered how crowded it was, making him annoyed. But today was quiet and deserted, not even a single soul in sight, and that might be the reason why he felt excited and overwhelmed.
They continued walking without saying a word, only looking straight ahead. However, in the corner of his eyes, he could see Jaeyoung’s left hand, even though his right hand adjusted his coat, touched his neck, or slipped into his pocket. The left hand remained abandoned by his side, and it only twitched and jerked since they left the cinema one minute ago. Two minutes passed. Three minutes passed. Until Sangwoo felt uneasy. At that moment, he looked down at his watch and realized it was almost two o’clock.
‘Who said it was a shortcut?’
Although it had been two hours since he last slept, his mind remained clear. Moreover, he felt more awake than usual. Sangwoo prepared himself for any teasing from the other party, silently observing everything from their breathing patterns, hand movements, to the wrinkles on Jaeyoung’s pants.
“Jaeyoung Hyung.”
“What?”
It was somewhat embarrassing to ask if they could hold hands. Sangwoo didn’t know what to say.
“Is it still far until we reach the parking lot?”
“We’re here.”
It felt like waves of turmoil were surging in his chest, and the trapped beast was urging him to quickly hold hands. Otherwise, who knows what might happen. Sangwoo tightly closed his eyes, extended his hand forward without any choice.
The tips of the fingers naturally passed through Jaeyoung’s swinging hands. Without realizing it, both of them coordinated without knowing. Sangwoo secretly took a light breath, his hand holding on to the swinging hand, giving him a strange feeling as if an electric current was flowing throughout his body.
“Hyungnim.”
“What?”
“Nothing.”
But it didn’t end there. Even though they were holding hands with the other party, the beast within Sangwoo stirred and demanded something more. Even though he tried to say no, to help maintain appearances, it didn’t listen.
“Hyung.”
“What?”
“Just calling casually. There’s nothing.”
He endured the tormenting urge until they finally reached the parking lot, his hands soaked in sweat. If it could be wrung out like a wet cloth, it would probably fill a bucket. He had no idea how he had managed to live a life like a normal person for twenty-five years with such intense desires. Sangwoo just couldn’t understand.
“You’re funny. Normally, you can say whatever you want, right? So, what’s up today?”
At that moment, he looked up and saw Jaeyoung’s face, trying to avoid eye contact as he walked. Sangwoo lost his composure, the overwhelming desire tightly packed in his chest. Sangwoo felt that the hand they were holding had a detrimental effect on him, so he let go and blurted out his response.
“Today, I feel strange. Isn’t it true that at the movie theater you didn’t put anything like that in the cola, right?”
“I used to think you were a person without imagination. I guess I have to rethink that.”
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[1] “That’s good.” Korean cinemas have seating rows arranged from top to bottom, starting with the letter L and descending to A. Therefore, the row ‘Land’ is the best row.
Chapter 56 <1000> #3.
Sangwoo didn’t know how to stop this steeply rising graph. While his heart was pounding in his chest, they walked to the car. The distance that used to take ten minutes to run to the cinema took over thirty-five minutes to return.
Jaeyoung spoke with an unaffected expression.
“Finally here, huh?”
Now, in Sangwoo’s mind, he was constantly thinking about something else, so he didn’t bother about those words having any issues.
“Hyungnim.”
“Oh, come on.”
But it’s not easy at all, you know, it’s a complicated matter. Sangwoo startled himself and blurted out what had been lingering in his mouth, like uprooted weeds.
“How does it feel to sleep with a man?”
“Do you think it’s similar to being with a woman?”
“...”
“It’s just a matter of attraction between two people, nothing more.”
“Hyungnim.”
“Why again?”
“Nothing.”
Jaeyoung didn’t hesitate like before. He took out the car keys and unlocked the door quietly.
The atmosphere inside the car on the way back home was filled with tension. Jaeyoung kept looking straight ahead and drove without saying a word or making any meaningless remarks. Sangwoo didn’t dare to look at the other side and therefore didn’t know what expression the other person had on their face.
The car was running smoothly on an empty road, but deep inside, Sangwoo felt suffocated as if he couldn’t breathe. He couldn’t understand himself, whether he wanted to reach home quickly or wished for the walk to be slow so that he wouldn’t have to arrive home for sure.
However, no matter what Sangwoo desired, the car continued to run at a constant speed until it finally reached Sangwoo’s apartment complex. Jaeyoung parked the car neatly before turning off the engine. Then, silence prevailed, stretching out in an enduring feeling.
“Are you going to sleep here?”
Jaeyoung made a silent joke, but the atmosphere wasn’t suitable for laughter. Even Sangwoo’s own face was tense.
“I still can’t get out.”
“Why not?”
“There’s something I need to do.”
Sangwoo knew well that if he didn’t appease him, he wouldn’t be calm. When he turned to look to the left, his eyes met with a pair of eyes that seemed to have been looking at him first. Jaeyoung leaned over and rested his elbow on the armrest.
“Just do it.”
While staring at the other side, Sangwoo assumed a nonchalant posture, but his heart raced like a drumbeat. Sangwoo did what he had never done before; he knelt on the console and swung his leg over to the driver’s seat before settling himself on Jaeyoung’s lap and using both hands to hold onto the other party’s shoulders. In an instant, Jaeyoung’s eyes widened and collided with his forehead with a pillow.
“Why are you so surprised when you told me to do it?”
Sangwoo raised his right hand and gently caressed the face of the person in front of him before closing his eyelids and moving closer.
‘Stay calm.’
He pressed his lips softly against Jaeyoung’s lips, contrary to the tumultuous heartbeats and the sound of their breathing.
‘Take it slow.’
He kissed the other party’s lips as he had practiced before, touching the soft skin inside their lips and lightly running his hand along their neck.
‘Gentle.’
Jaeyoung remained still for a moment before responding. Sangwoo sucked on the other party’s lips and then let go. Then, he took Jaeyoung’s tongue into his mouth.
‘Breathe through your nose.’
Sangwoo tilted his head to facilitate the kiss and stimulated the root of Jaeyoung’s tongue, causing the other party to moan in their throat and their tongues to entwine. The person below reached their hand into the T-shirt, and the direct contact with the warm skin heightened the graph of sensations.
Jaeyoung traced his fingers along Sangwoo’s waist and back for a moment. Then he removed his cap and tossed it aside. He held onto Sangwoo’s hair and used his fingertips to explore the spots he had previously seen but only glanced, such as the ears, eyelids, and nose, which seemed strangely stiff. Sangwoo suddenly used his hand to mess up the hairstyle that Jaeyoung had neatly arranged, as it was not easy to have an opportunity to touch each other like this.
The intensity of the kiss grew stronger and showed no signs of diminishing. Sangwoo felt both joy and excitement. He didn’t know how many times they changed the angle of their kisses before he finally pulled his face away from Jaeyoung’s face. Sangwoo thought that if it was about this, they could continue doing it all the time, so he felt a tinge of regret, but he also looked deep into Jaeyoung’s eyes. This was the first time he saw Jaeyoung with such a flushed face.
“Hubaenim... Did you practice?”
“Yes.”
He discreetly glanced at the watch and realized that they had been kissing for more than nine minutes, which proved that the practice paid off. Jaeyoung gasped for breath and blushed.
“How was it? With... someone?”
“I won’t tell.”
“Did you not practice having sex with anyone else, right?”
“Yes.”
“Then let’s go.”
Jaeyoung looked at Sangwoo in his disheveled state. Sangwoo could feel a certain driving force in his eyes that resembled his own. From the beginning, Jang Jaeyoung never thought of suppressing his desires.
“I... I’ll go first.”
Sangwoo reached out to grab the car door, hoping to escape from the cramped situation he was sitting in on someone else’s lap. At that moment, Jaeyoung hugged Sangwoo tightly, followed by planting a kiss on his forehead.
“Stay like this for a while. I’m too excited to calm down.”
Jaeyoung held Sangwoo in a tight embrace, almost suffocating him.
Sangwoo closed his eyes and faced the intense desire that was trapped inside. It had always been like this, where he was often overwhelmed by overwhelming desires, and he had only managed to deal with it properly once.
“Hyung.”
Sangwoo didn’t intend to say anything, and it wasn’t a carefully chosen word. What drove him was an unspoken desire that never reached its destination.
Jaeyoung didn’t reply, just took deep breaths. And exhaled. Sangwoo spoke again.
“I want to do it. Having sex with you.”
Silence filled the air. At this moment, Sangwoo was strangely calm. Although his heart was pounding, it had been like this since he saw Jaeyoung leaning against the car. He had a clear goal and knew that the most effective way to alleviate the tension was.
“Will you consent?”
The voice that came out was steady. And his mind was clear. The hand resting on Sangwoo’s shoulder exerted more force, waiting for a moment.
Jaeyoung responded with a trembling voice.
“Shall we go inside together?”
“I need time to prepare first.”
“How long?”
“One hour.”
Jaeyoung raised his left arm to look at his watch.
“I will come up to see you at 3.32 am.”
“Okay. See you then.”
Sangwoo said that before getting out of the car.
return 0;. Knock, knock!
Jang Jaeyoung knocked on the door as the minute hand moved from 32 to 33. Just at that moment. Not even a second late or early, surprising even Sangwoo.
Sangwoo stared at the door for a moment before taking a deep breath and walking closer. He stopped a short distance from the door and reached out to unlock it. As the lock mechanism disaged, the sound ceased, and as soon as the door opened, he came face to face with Jaeyoung standing in the hallway, his posture intimidating enough to catch Sangwoo off guard.
The door hadn’t closed completely, and Jaeyoung’s shoes were nowhere to be seen. The birth control devices he held in his hands slipped and scattered on the floor like shooting stars, and his tall figure placed a wine bottle forcefully on a shelf, luckily without breaking it. After that, he lunged forward to find Sangwoo immediately.
For one hour, Sangwoo tried to control his emotions and help himself suppress desire, instead of getting too excited, even though he had prepared himself mentally. But when Jaeyoung approached closely and wrapped his arms around his waist, it made him excited. Only now did he realize that Jaeyoung had a much larger body than his own.
Jaeyoung pressed his lips against Sangwoo’s lower lip, then slowly moved across his upper lip, cheek, nose, forehead, and chin. Jaeyoung’s condition seems unstable, causing Sangwoo to worry, but the refreshing scent of toothpaste made him feel somewhat relaxed.
The edge of Jaeyoung’s lips nibbled on Sangwoo’s lower lip, then slid down his neck, leaving a moist trail, before flicking his tongue, creating a faint sound that made Sangwoo involuntarily stretch his neck. His hand, without realizing it, slipped into his shirt and had been caressing his back since who knows when, before finally reaching for his waist and pressing their lower bodies together. As soon as he realized something hard was in the middle of the other’s body, Sangwoo’s body stiffened. had practiced various scenarios and studied countless theories, but when it came down to it, he became excited and scared to the point where he couldn’t move a finger.
“You mean...”
“...”
“Have you... done this with a man before... for real?”
Jaeyoung licked Sangwoo’s throat without answering, just as the other party withdrew from his lips for a moment. The shirt, which he didn’t know when it had piled up above his chest, was easily taken off. While Sangwoo was surprised, now Jaeyoung became the one to close his mouth. Even though they had been kissing for nine minutes, it seemed like it wasn’t enough. Although he should have been accustomed to the kisses of the other party by now, in this situation, he didn’t know where to put his hands.
While they were kissing, Sangwoo felt that Jaeyoung was gradually pushing him back, step by step, one step, two steps, and suddenly there was a bed behind him. Even though he was lying down with closed eyes, Jaeyoung made it natural for Sangwoo to fall onto the bed, as if using judo techniques. His firm body leaned back, his head resting on the pillow. Then, a white ceiling appeared before his eyes.
‘Whatever happens, let it happen.’
The intense excitement made his body tense up completely. Sangwoo wanted to end whatever intimacy there was. As he lay naked on top, under the bright white light bulb, he felt a sense of embarrassment arise, but he couldn’t withdraw.
‘Just endure for another ten minutes, and it will probably be over.’
Sangwoo tightly closed his eyes and immersed himself in his thoughts. The hands that had touched his body disappeared. When he slightly opened his eyes and glanced at Jaeyoung, their eyes met, and those eyes looked intoxicated, as if they had been drinking together.
“Why are you still? You don’t seem like you did before.”
“...Because I’m excited.”
“Are you ready?”
“Don’t ask about tomorrow.”
“There’s no need to be nervous.”
“I’m ready. I’ve taken a bath and cleaned myself... Don’t worry. I’ve trimmed my nails. And I’ve douc-...”
Jaeyoung covered Sangwoo’s mouth with his hand.
“Shh. I didn’t ask for an explanation that big.”
“Uh, um,.”
“I understand... You don’t have to say anything.”
The other party removed his hand and replaced it with his lips. Sangwoo couldn’t think of anything except fear. The sound of the soft kisses disrupted the silence, Jaeyoung’s face hidden behind closed eyelids looked troubled, the touch of the hand sliding along his neck and waist, the weight pressing down on his legs, everything made Sangwoo tense up completely.
“What are you thinking?”
Jaeyoung withdrew his lips for a moment and asked. Sangwoo swallowed, unable to produce a sound. He didn’t know what to answer. In his mind, there were now steps for sexual intercourse, mechanisms of pleasure, tips he had read on the internet, safety guidelines and disease prevention, everything mixed together.
“Well, several things... .”
“Forget the theories, this here, it’s practical now.”
Jaeyoung finished speaking and kissed again, his fingers that had once grazed the earlobe slid down the neck, past the collarbone, down to the chest, the fingertips of the upper hand pressed lightly on an insignificant nodule on the man’s body before starting a gentle touch, rotating as if twisting. Then he gently squeezed again. On the other side, Sangwoo released from the edge of Jaeyoung’s lips and swallowed the other side of the chest, using his mouth to suck forcefully and using his teeth lightly.
“Ah...”
A strange moan escaped from the throat. Sangwoo quickly used his hand to cover his mouth, but Jaeyoung grabbed his arm and pulled it down again. The other side used the tip of his tongue to press against his chest for a long time until he had to lift his hips, his toes tensed. Sangwoo pressed the tip of Jaeyoung’s chin against his body, allowing the other side to bite the top of his earlobe as if given permission. Sangwoo clenched his teeth to suppress the moan.
‘Suffocating.’
While consciousness blurred, he could feel the release. The higher the sexual arousal and the more intense the sensation, the more the suffocation expanded.
‘Hurry... do something.’
Kissing and touching each other’s bodies is something they had done before. The reason he called Jaeyoung today was to make this overwhelming feeling reach its climax.
“That’s enough.”
Chapter 57 <1000> #4.
Jaeyoung’s lips moved down to his abdomen without realizing it. Sangwoo didn’t know when had been left with only underwear. The other side touched and explored everywhere. Only the erect cock that hadn’t been touched yet expanded as if to provoke Jaeyoung until it became obscene, enough to convey and proceed to the next step... The other side didn’t listen at all.
“Stop, please.”
Jaeyoung didn’t respond but bit down on the side of Sangwoo’s body, causing him to unintentionally let out a groan.-Sangwoo was about to get angry, so he sat up, which surprised Jaeyoung.
“Take it off.”
Sang pulled up Jaeyoung’s shirt roughly. He didn’t even unbutton it. When the well-sculpted body was revealed, his breathing became more rapid.
Jaeyoung struggled to remove the shirt completely. Then he looked at Sangwoo. Even though he hadn’t done anything yet, Sangwoo felt breathless, and Jaeyoung’s flat chest also moved violently.
They were both men, but the shoulders of the person in front of him still looked broader. didn’t know why he had such feelings towards this body. If he had this preference, why didn’t anything happen during high school or even during military service? While Sangwoo was filled with countless questions, Jaeyoung stood up abruptly.
Jaeyoung took a step towards the wall to turn off the lights and then returned. As the light from the bulb went out, everything was enveloped in darkness. Only a faint light seeped through the window, providing some brightness for them. Sangwoo swallowed nervously, while Jaeyoung walked back and stooped to pick up a discarded condom and lubricant on the floor before tossing his pants aside. Then he climbed back onto the bed wearing only underwear.
The young man stood in the midst of darkness, blinking slowly. As he parted his lips, the gentlest kiss landed them, causing him to close his eyes automatically. In that moment, Jaeyoung embraced Sangwoo from behind and pressed him down again before caressing his body gently in preparation for a tender sexual encounter. The other party chuckled mischievously before whispering softly with a slightly hoarse voice.
“Why does it have to be like this?”
“The flesh...”
“It’s my fault for asking. No need to speak anymore.”
Jaeyoung took off his own underwear and tore open a condom wrapper. Sangwoo intentionally avoided looking at the sight of the other party putting on protection because he already knew where it would go. He thought if he didn’t look directly it would probably be better for his mental state.
“Make sure it’s on correctly. Don’t put it inside out, right?”
“Oh.”
“Did you squeeze the air out at the tip?”
“If you want to be satisfied, why don’t you come and put it on yourself?”
Jaeyoung unwrapped another latex condom before sliding it onto his finger. Seeing the other party apply gel to the tip, Sangwoo felt his throat dry up, but all he could do was bite his lip and bring his legs closer together.
With one hand, Jaeyoung pulled down Sangwoo’s underwear without caring about the position. Then he pressed their bodies together before kissing softly, intending to divert Sangwoo’s attention from the lower part. While kissing until the consciousness blurred, Jaeyoung’s finger slipped inside unnoticed. After that, Sangwoo didn’t notice anything except for the intense unfamiliar sensation.
Jaeyoung continued to explore every corner of Sangwoo’s mouth with his agile tongue. At the same time, he squeezed more gel and moved his finger in a sweeping motion. Sangwoo took a deep breath and held Jaeyoung’s arm around his neck. When the other party mentioned having done this before, he thought of trying to trust this person. If it wasn’t someone experienced, he wouldn’t allow them to engage in such risky behavior.
“Sangwoo-ya...”
Jaeyoung whispered in a hoarse voice, his finger still moving. Sangwoo felt speechless, overwhelmed by the sensation.
“Until when will you continue to act calm?”
“You’ll know soon enough.”
They exchanged responses like fools, feeling the increasing intensity of the strange squeezing that entered his body. It’s not just a finger anymore... Jaeyoung slowly moved his fingers in and out, while Sangwoo leaned forward, firmly gripping the other’s arm.
“Does it hurt?”
“Keep going. I have good endurance.”
He felt like something inside was being pushed out, but as the muscles contracted, he felt even more uncomfortable. Jaeyoung spoke calmly as if he wasn’t inserting his finger into someone else’s back passage.
“I am not doing it to cause pain.”
If you mean the theory that one can feel good through stimulation of the prostate, I already know. It’s a method used to treat urinary tract-related diseases.”
After letting out an annoyed groaning sound for a while, Jaeyoung’s fingers rotated and pressed against certain points. A strange sensation spread throughout Sangwoo’s body and then the other side withdrew his finger.
Sangwoo knew that there was something large touching the entrance.
Although he had anticipated it, he couldn’t suppress the anticipation. Sangwoo tried to push Jaeyoung’s chest out, but he was crushed even closer than before.
“Wait a moment, hyung. Let me measure the diameter first.”
“...Don’t say things like that in this situation, okay?”
“If the rectum is not flexible. Something will go wrong...”
“I don’t mean to hurt you.”
Jaeyoung didn’t smile at all. Sangwoo could feel that the other side was just as tense as him. Sangwoo’s hand was moist with sweat from anxiety. He genuinely thought that he might give in right now, but because this was something he had never experienced before, it was definitely not easy.
Sangwoo bit his lip tightly to prevent any sound from escaping. He endured the pain very well, but because this was something he had never encountered before, it was certainly not easy.
Jaeyoung held Sangwoo’s hand and intertwined their fingers, bending his body slowly forward. The other side touched Sangwoo’s ear with his hand and pressed harder on the edge of his lips than usual. Sangwoo lay still, mouth agape, breathless. His brain was blank, but his heart beat faster, as if all the nerves were concentrated in his lower body. It felt like something was being pushed deeper and deeper, but there was no way to know where it would end.
Jaeyoung nibbled Sangwoo’s lip.
“Are you serious?”
“What... is it?”
Jaeyoung took a deep breath and then slowly replied, word by word. “Please... please... relax a bit, I’m about to lose it.”
“...”
“Alright, calm down... try thinking about something you enjoy watching to relax, like a backhoe or something.”
What nonsense are you talking about?”
Sangwoo responded with a heavy sigh, his voice filled with anxiety. Jang Jaeyoung might still be playful, but Sangwoo was not. Although this whole situation started because he consented to it, now he felt like it was just a crazy thing.
Jaeyoung raised an eyebrow slightly and glanced at Sangwoo, his face showing surprise.
“Why are you making that face?”
“It hurts a lot, but it’ll pass.”
“Hyung, what’s wrong? You know who should be hurting more than the other.”
“I don’t know, damn it, it just hurts.”
“Oh...”
Sangwoo felt like crying out.
“Hurry up and finish it.”
“Damn it... look away, it’s not even halfway in yet, what else do you want me to do?”
Sangwoo turned his face away. He didn’t want to see that kind of image even for a moment. According to the theory he had heard, the receiving party should feel more pain, but he didn’t understand why it was reversed like this. It seemed like something was wrong. He leaned his shoulder against Jaeyoung.
“I don’t think I’ll feel good about it, so take it out.”
Jaeyoung turned his face away, stubbornly holding onto Sangwoo’s neck and refusing to let go.
“No. I won’t.”
“Take it out when I’m still speaking nicely.”
“If that’s the case, try memorizing the value of pi. If you can memorize up to a hundred digits, then I’ll take it out.”
“...Do you really think I can’t?”
“Hurry up.”
‘Is this person crazy?’
Although Sangwoo only laughed, Jaeyoung’s face looked serious. He couldn’t understand why we had to go through all this trouble with a cock inserted in our rear passage, but if he didn’t, Jang Jaeyoung would never back down. So he opened his mouth.
Okay, 3.1415926...”
If it’s just hundreds of digits, it shouldn’t take more than two minutes. Just when he thought this crazy story might come to an end, he felt a little relieved. Sangwoo closed his eyes and immersed himself in the numbers that appeared in his mind.
“535897... ah, mmmhpf!”
But Jaeyoung, who had been silent, suddenly inserted another inch further. As Sangwoo stopped talking, the other side also stopped moving. When they both looked, Jaeyoung pretended to act innocently.
“No, nothing, continue.”
“932...38... Oh, mmhpf...”
“Continue, please.”
“46...ahhh... Wait a minute. Stop...”
“Sangwoo-ya, did you forget? Wasn’t you the one who said you could go on for thousands of digits.”
“1,024, digits... Ahh!”
He held back his voice and, at some point, Jaeyoung pushed his way in. Not only did he enter a little bit at a time, but it felt like Jaeyoung’s cock grew so big that it exceeded the acceptable value and squeezed into the body, causing the passage to expand and tighten. Sangwoo tightly closed his eyes, tears welling up.
“It hurts, it hurts.”
Despite being hit on the shoulder, Jaeyoung didn’t care and only moved his hips to insert the hot rod.
“It’s okay. It’s okay.”
“It hurts! Check if there’s any bleeding, please hurry.”
Sangwoo didn’t dare to look for himself, so he urged the other side to help him check. Jaeyoung took a breath and looked down before forcefully rubbing his forehead against Sangwoo’s neck.
“I don’t think this will work anymore... Let’s do something else.”
“Hey, don’t rush.”
Jaeyoung raised his eyes and squeezed the gel onto the connecting point, then pulled the middle part of his body out slightly, applied the slippery gel, and pushed it back in again, but this time the insertion was so intense that shook Sangwoo’s body.
Sangwoo held onto Jaeyoung’s shoulders tightly. He must have gone crazy to allow the other side to do something like this. Something that couldn’t fit tightly was inside Sangwoo’s passage, and he clenched his teeth to avoid making strange sounds.
Jaeyoung used his free hand to support his upper body. Then he leaned down to look at Sangwoo and slowly moved his hips, biting his lower lip with an uncomfortable expression. was clear that he didn’t feel good at all, well, that’s how it is, two men together just can’t happen.
‘I want it to end quickly already.’
Right now, Sangwoo only wants one thing. If he can make the other party more aroused, sometimes the process might be faster. Sangwoo held both sides of Jaeyoung’s face and pulled him closer. When he kissed the corner of his mouth, Jaeyoung stopped moving and collapsed onto Sangwoo’s chest before taking deep, heavy breaths, his chest rising and falling rapidly.
“Why don’t you continue, hyung? Does it hurt?”
Jaeyoung doesn’t answer but instead raises his head slightly and looks at
Sangwoo with a drifting gaze. Sangwoo momentarily forgot how to breathe. Although the sex doesn’t feel as good as expected, the closeness of their bodies without any barriers makes his heart race.
Sangwoo adjusted his breathing and reached down to touch Jaeyoung’s damp thigh, sliding his fingers up until they reached the small of his back, causing Jaeyoung’s body to tremble. Sangwoo wraps his arm around the other’s neck and whispers against his ear before gently nibbling.
“Hyuuuung, who said he wanted to have sex with me? Hurry up and do it.”
Jaeyoung furrows his brow and suddenly his sweat drops onto Sangwoo’s body. While Sangwoo blinks, unaware of what’s happening, Jaeyoung withdraws his body abruptly.
“What the hell, why are you acting strange all of a sudden?”
“...”
Jaeyoung removes the condom, ties it up, and throws it away.
First time went down.