After a few days of stressful waiting and a bit of banter with payoneer (they also had issues with me staying inactive for so long because i only used it for payments from here) i managed to grab that payout before they ultimately disconnected accounts, I don't even mind the additional 29$ they took on top of this site's fee, it's a success!
I managed to pay the ENTIRETY of current bills (there was a total of 6000uah or ~145$ still left from when we did a bit of a split pay with mom for which she used a part of her rain day stash, and yet they were constantly calling us to demand paying it ASAP, at least once every every week, i think? It's been so fucking stressful, like you're living on a thread and trying to push that Sisyphean boulder as far as you could every month, i think lots of you can agree). At least i hope my new job keeps paying me as it is now, and there's also a chance i would get a raise, too. It feels better to know that you can afford important stuff like proper health checks and such and even save up for something nice in a long run.
Knowing that the holidays and the cold season approaching soon, i will stash the rest for whatever urgent needs and small bills that may come up, and most importantly, i will re-stock on my medication this week and will try to schedule my next therapy session that i abandoned for a while because of the same financial troubles. All that will happen now thanks to your support, and i cannot be more grateful or find the right words to properly thank you. I do struggle with that.
