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So I died my hair. yeah. I know this may seem like a manic episode but I feel like it’s just a signifier of the changes that I’m making internally. I’m sick and tired of feeling sick and tired. I’m tired of not feeling confident enough to express myself how I want. I want to feel at home in my body. But currently, it still feels like a haunted house, full of all my past loves and heartbrea...
Red hair, don’t care❤️
Aug 25, 2024
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Today I’m working through the fact that I need to rest. I’m very sore and I know I need to be pushing the water. For those who don’t know, I’m currently on a health journey. My goal is to have more stamina and feel better. Currently though, I’m very sore and I’m feeling unmotivated which means I’m on the cusp of burnout. It’s rough because in the past I would push myself so hard to...
Comforting my inner twenty year old💚
Aug 20, 2024
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Today I’m feeling depressed. I got up and got dressed. I had my herbal tea and my vitamins. And I’m going through all the motions but the depression is strong today. To be fair, life is just generally being a bit of a bitch and I’m getting tired of it. The day started with me being in pain. I didn’t sleep super well. I kept waking up because my knee was hurting. And I couldn’t get ...
Monday blues🌞
Aug 19, 2024
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Im having a bit of an off day today. Anne and I had to have a come to Jesus moment the other night. I need to get a job. As much as I would like to get on disability, we simply don’t have the funds to to get us through while we wait for them to make a decision on whether or not I’m approved. It’s unfair. But as we all know, life really isn’t fair. And I’m trying to find some peace with t...
✨Sunday Rambles✨
Aug 18, 2024
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Trigger Warning: Self Harm/Suicidal Ideation I’m back again. Back here on the Internet, crying out like a fool for likes and metaphorical thumbs up. I fear I may disappear completely if I don’t start writing things down. I don’t even know what I feel. Other than sad. And empty. I want life to grow inside of me again. (Not like a pregnancy…more like a fire…I guess?) I’ve been plotting m...
Head empty, chest ablaze.
Jan 06, 2023
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