Glue Together Again
Written by Tammy Brown aka ‘PurpleHatGirl’ and ‘PurpleHatTammy’ on YouTube, and @tammysstory or @Tammy B on Substack.
Glue Together Again
Disappointed and heartbroken by the whole situation;
Not so sure hate would fit as the right word, but deviation.
The disappointment and heartbreak turned into anger;
Then anger became sadness, and protection from danger.
The anger feelings faded into self preservation,
Let go the feelings and emotions with desecration.
Strengthen the mind, body, and spirit the same;
Let go emotions, feelings, of hurt, disappointment, and pain.
It may be years since the body has felt free of these;
Years of hurting, heartbreaks, and not liking the enemy.
Understanding where the beginning of such came from;
The comprehension is something that has to be done.
Moods take a rollercoaster ride- up, down, spin around;
Searching the soul for something that can’t be found.
Horrible feelings within, knowing all of it’s true;
Searching for the self, a human life and spirit in truth.
Most of what began with uncontrollable circumstances;
Left a constant battle of the mind’s own harassments.
Heartbreaks, didn’t know how to begin to feel again;
Assaults done wouldn’t make room to heal within.
Inside one’s own mind, a feeling of being split in half;
Split into two, trying to glue to one, two halves back.
Instead, shed the shell and grow with the wisdom;
After the emotions, begin to feel, ‘it is done’, move on.
No anger anymore just disappointment to the core;
Then pains still inside, heal, and don’t hide anymore.
Don’t allow aggressors to take over the mind,
Don’t give satisfaction to the blind leading the blind.
The feelings may still be there at times, just not like before;
The weight is lighter yet, doesn’t allow hurt anymore.
Positive works on a heart and mind is power to heal;
To bring the two together without the battle to feel.
Now the body, heart, and mind can work together,
The feelings more complete, better now more than ever.
Keep the lessons learned over time for defense of ‘next time’;
Don’t hate, be angry, or allow any satisfaction of your life.
Keep your history safe inside or it may repeat,
Remembering, learning from it, is despising defeat.
Heal with life, truth, time, and stay in the light.
Be wise and pray for those who love the night, take your might.
Your strength belongs to you in your own sacred space;
Your sword and staff are already there in your place.
