HELLO IT IS TIME FOR A RAMBLE
ive been working on stuff sence october and for one reason or another each project has been a failure or needed more work than i could put in, in most cases a video will take a week to write and record and another to edit, this was written in 2 and edited in 2 (yesterday i worked for 12 hours straight) it did NOT turn out well as you most likely know and with almost all of my videos it need more time. i had forgotten how to use filmora almost entirely and that was the biggest problem. now however i have a lot more time to make the next one, if its made in under 2 months i can have it made how i want at decent quality. for why the 50 sub special wasnt made, the vtuber model i made for special parts of the script had its tracking method change and vbridger no longer wanted to work properly. drawing the model took a month, and rigging it took a month as well. (i suck at art and had to learn how to rig) and then it still broke :p im learning how to use it while its broke but that may be a bit. i like my cat png but a lot of the time i have very few visuals i can use and it takes a lot of time to animate the cat to the audio, if the model works then making those sections and video production as a whole can be much, much faster.
BUT FOR FUN STUFF LETS START WITH THE MODEL ITSELF
i have a big ol google doc with things that are sadly broke, and one with reasons for its design. (like how those symbols on the jacket can be translated) IF the model refuses to work then my backup is the pixel model, it the same model with a low rez filter that makes me look like im from an old pokemon game, it actualy looks kinda nice and the next video will likely use it. i am highly embarassed by how it works and just the fact i made it or the reaction to it there might be, but im willing to go past that. (not to mention i made its gender mostly ambiguis for no reason at all (egg))
in other fun news i was able to build a sound booth and use the good mic (was used for most of the zombie video actualy) and im finaly not sick! it may have been from me stressing myself out (i was stressing myself out so bad my hair started falling out) that i was getting month long colds.
in the meantime a my doctor officaly decided i have the tism along with my ADHD so now i am collecting acroynims quicker than the us army. also BPWPB (colors, you dont have to understand), my doctor does NOT know that :3
oh and also i whent to an airmuseum recently, i saw some cool stuff (like a concord, an airforce one, a remade spaceshuttle, a blackbird, and i got to tell a valve developer about space station 14 (i signed an nda but valve is cool that is all ill say)
i know there is more i wanted to talk about, but for now this is my update on where i am and why it took so long to post again when it shouldnt have