The last week or two I have been going to the gym. I like it too, it feels good going back. Not sure if I'm going to go for the "best shape of my life" thing like I did before. I think I am because I want my self esteem to be better, l want my confidence to be better. And right now, I don't think I have that. But I don't want to feel discouraged and then quit. We all know how that goes.
Anyway, I'm using my old workout routine, eating better and trying not to snack as much anymore. And simply by doing that, that attempt at change is still satisfying. I already am feeling better and I feel stronger than before. I'm sore but happy about it. Cuz it's a good type of sore.
I want to one day just do YouTube, buy me a coffee and go to the gym. I think l've got a long way to go though
