Endless thoughts in my head

What do you do? You just sit here and let them all fall out through your fingertips and onto the computer screen. Keep on typing and let the words slip from your mind. Shameful. Hurtful. Some times funny. What? Funny? In the middle of feeling like the World is falling apart at your fingertips. I left several voicemails today and no one called me back. Not anyone. No one seems to think that what I thought was important, is important! I guess I have to make that decision. The decision of a lifetime. Maybe I shouldn't be spending all of my energy typing away on here and instead, I should be typing elsewhere. Yup. That is what I will be doing. I will be headed to the professional side of things.