for anyone who wants context

hi there! i'm pretty convinced on this opinion i have. i think that, because i never asked for help, i let the myself believe that no one cares about me. no one loves me, or wants me to succeed because i don't deserve to. my childhood was extremely abusive and very difficult, and i grew up feeling misunderstood, misinterpreted, failed by the world and failed by the society i grew up in. if you ever want to talk, i am here. i have personally never experienced a close death in my life regarding suicide, but it's my worst nightmare to think someone could take their life away at any moment. thank you!