Asking for help is scary. Yet it is something we all need from time to time. We need help with many things in life yet we are sp afraid to ask for it. Many people seem to think that asking for help shows a vulnerability, exposing a weakness.
I'd say that's okay. We all know we aren't perfect, something frustrated people grumble when they mess up on a project they should have asked for help with in the first place. But we need to let go of this toxic idea that we have to do everything ourselves. That causes burn out and resentment.
So let go of the fear. You have probably noticed my on going theme of community. That's what a good community is for, to have people to help you when you need it. If you are so afraid to ask the people who you've choosen as your community for help you might want to step back and ask why. Is it really you or is there a problem with who you are surrounding yourself with.
Stay hydrated, keep dreaming.