There’s an energetic part of me blocking the road. I feel it in the headache. I feel it in the subconscious tensing I know is happening in my body.
I describe the weary process of falling down and getting back up again. But this is because a part of me wants to control, meaning a part of me identifies that there is an up and a down.
But what if there is no up or down?
Only moments of experience.
Isn’t it better to live directly the experience rather than do all the things we do to fight it?
Maybe enlightenment is just being in the ordinary, able to live the ordinary directly without a filter, allowing it to mould and shape you, giving you endless chances to count the synchronicities.
There is no right or wrong way of doing life, but the most peace is to be found through letting it all move through you. To pause, to rest, to move, to respond, when you feel the harmony of your life force singing from the depths of your soul.
Life is a continuous creative process to be accepted and felt, to love and receive love.
Peace, compassion and light reveal the purity of my being.
I think we touch our deepest gifts every day when we let go into experiencing life as a child.
I don’t have to worry about money, but my mind tells me that’s irresponsible. But worry is merely a flavour of self-obsession, and I don’t wish for my life to be so small, contained by a box of shoulds and shouldn’ts.
Last night I dreamed and I felt peace from the nagging feeling that something was missing.
If my purpose is to live the purity of my experience, then I communicate that experience from my soul. It illuminates my being, and perhaps my words may illuminate the suffering in others so that they can see the truth of who they are.
The more I go within, the more comfortable my words become, even in the extremes of discomfort.
I stay open in my ordinary life, and I stay open to my ordinary life.
There is extreme uncertainty in it, but I’m not going to tarnish this gem by seeking solutions from a place where there are none.
Better to sit with, allow and accept the uncertainty; because that emptiness is where the purity of life is created.
Uncertainty
In the emptiness of uncertainty
lies a great light,
shrouded in darkness.
The still, unmet life
we have yet to create
lives in this uncertain place.
We can dress it in our desires,
we can give it a name,
but if we persist to control it in this way,
it will tear us apart
within its infinity loop
we can’t escape through control.
It only ever answers
the call of total surrender.
Something is coming
that will ask for this surrender.
Are you ready to be transformed?