date of entry: december 27, 2022
dear journal,
today i am letting go of perfectionism, waiting for things to be "just right". i have had this habit for yearssssss now & it has also led to PROCRASTINATION! there is so much that i can just let go of & create or even just BE if i just stop trying to make everything "look" right ALLLL the fucking time!
if there is anything this year has taught me it's that everything doesn't have to be perfect or completely match the vision in my head for it to be ready! I CAN START NOW! starting is more important than sitting here thinking endless thoughts on something!
with that i am happily closing out 2022 acknowledging that i effortlessly flowed into my childhood dream of being a model ๐๐ฟ๐๐ฟ๐๐ฟ
tears of joy & gratitude as i started putting this portfolio together the other day realizing that i did 6 photoshoots without even breaking a sweat, many of them happened by โchanceโ(but nothing is really by chance is it!) - being in right-aligned places, meeting the right-aligned people & having right-aligned conversations. honestly, the first 2 shoots weren't even planned, i was just being ME & the photographers took these beautiful shots - many of them candid & i'm just so happy that i could be their muse! I LOVE THIS FOR ME!
many goddess energies came alive in me this year & now iโm just wondering how shall i celebrate ๐ค
my deepest gratitude to all the photographers that i had the pleasure of working with! we created some magikkkkk ๐ง๐ฟโโ๏ธ๐ง๐ฟโโ๏ธ๐ง๐ฟโโ๏ธ
CHECK OUT MY 2022 MODEL PORTFOLIO here!
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lovรฉ & prayers,
santana chevel