Watching and Waiting

Watching and Waiting

Jul 09, 2025

Hello everyone, writing this week's post was a respite for me while I battled with systemic racism in the process of accessing healthcare which is still ongoing.

I have decided to use a dialogue heavy style going forward to make the story easier to write for later conversion into a comic. My current goal for the Terracotta stories is to attract more eyes to the blogposts. I hope my readers get to enjoy the story so much that they form a community around Terracotta and collaborate with me on taking the story as far as it can go.

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CW: sexual content 

Narrator

At sunset in the city of Nemain, a lizard is perched on the ceiling of the Earl’s study watching the Ptolemies discuss. Once the lords disperse, the lizard scurries out into the hallway where it meets and greets another lizard. The creature closes its eyes and Diedre opens theirs. The Lord rises off the floor in a room full of Gael witches. Diedre sighs with frustration as they tiptoe their way out of the room and into a courtyard where Anton, Finn and Ivanna are waiting.

Anton

Anything ?

Diedre

Nothing

Finn

Nothing?

Diedre

Nothing! It’s as if they are going out of their way to not address it. I’m going crazy, this is the seventh day of watching those weirdos debauch themselves with the wealth of the province.

Diedre grabs their head

I regret my decisions

Finn

Come here mother. This work is taking a toll on you.

Diedre

I hate them, those thieves, they stole so much. They stole everything

Finn takes hold of Diedre, encasing them in a hug and taking slow, deep breaths. Much tears are shed, grief and remembrance of the family lost.

Diedre

War is coming, Ulster is about to fall, again.

Anton

We barely survived the last uprising

Diedre

They killed my wife, my Medb.

You know I hoped that if I didn’t encourage you to participate in the struggle, you would simply ignore it. But that's not who you are is it? I’m scared for you Finn.

I’m scared for you and I wish you never came into the Tavern that night. I can’t lose you.

Finn

I know that what we’re doing is dangerous, that’s why we’re doing it together. Besides, it’s better to die on your feet than to live on your knees, no?

Diedre bursts into a sob that transforms into laughter, shaking Finn in excitement.

Diedre

Medb is alive and well in you my son.

Finn

And so are you

Diedre

Yes, you carry all your people within you; your mother, me, old man Cormac, Alero…

Finn

Alright! You need to rest. No more magic today!

Ivanna

Perhaps Alero was mistaken

Anton

No, something is afoot. Diedre, you’re sure you didn’t see anything

Diedre

I’m sure Anton. The only thing of note is Richter’s drawn out daily meditation circles.

Ivanna makes a quaking noise.

Diedre

They just sit there for hours, doing nothing, making me itchy.

Anton

Well, until they make a move we can’t do anything. Let’s hope Alero is having better luck.

Alero is having worse luck with their part of the mission.

The Earl’s Court reconvenes in six nights. The GuildMasters Coalition has learned nothing of value at the cost of their sanity. Morale is low and the watchers are overcome with utter disgust for humanity. Tonight, It is Alero’s turn to watch Richter once more.

While their physical body weaves a tapestry on the loom, they watch Richter of the Ptolemies through the eyes of the lizards they had lured into the manor. Over the course of the nights spent spying on the Ptolemies, Alero discovered many secrets including Richter’s peculiarities. Their skillful use of magic and their charisma. So irresistible is the viscount’s charm that all women and men break their oaths of espousal and celibacy in pursuit of their favor. Even the viscount-monk, Falkes of the Ptolemies and Lord Flora, who were formerly wedded.

A cloaked girl wanders sheepishly into Richter’s chamber. They stand still as they are uncloaked and undressed, revealing their scarred face and the residuum of their left arm. Afraid and eager to please, the girl shivers as Richter possesses them in a sexual ritual.

Alero watches with guilt and horror as Richter’s body renews itself with youth, seemingly deepening the girl’s scars and draining the fat of their body. Alero disconnects from the lizard's eyes. Trembling and hyperventilating, they tumble and grope, fleeing from their tapestry. Memories of the past flood their mind as Alero bursts out of the cabin’s back door, collapsing onto the grass of the knoll. They curl into a fetal position and conjure a protective cocoon around themself; fixed in place. For each day they spend in the cocoon, Finn, Sybille and Bellamy visit them. The friends offer libations, tell stories and shower Alero with affection softening the cocoon shell time passes.

Two days before the Earl’s Court reconvenes; Faiza and Fausta embrace with intense passionate kisses in a lonely alleyway. 

Fausta 

They’re coming 

Faiza tuts 

Saved by the stomping butcher 

Fausta 

Disappointing I know

Faiza groans 

Fausta 

Later, I promise 

The young lovers make their way to the entrance of the Gael amphitheater. Ivanna is pacing and muttering to themself. 

Fausta 

Vanya! 

Ivanna 

There you are! I came as soon as I got your message. 

Faiza 

Oh honey, you could have washed first 

Fausta 

Play nice my love 

Ivanna 

Right! There’s an incense shop not far away, you can tell me what the issue is while we walk. 

Fausta 

It’s about your friend, Nadia. 

Ivanna 

Very funny, what have they done?

Faiza

They are gathering signatures for a petition to the Earl demanding that all girls must serve those who were disabled in the line of duty or trade in order to earn the right to work.

Ivanna 

That’s stupid! No one would support that, right?

Fausta

Oh Cherie! I have bad news for you 

Ivanna 

Fuck me!

Fausta 

No thank you

I’m happily married 

A brief silence followed by an eruption of laughter. Ivanna takes a smoke bath and the trio returns to Gael amphitheater where they initiate a debate with Nadia and their posse. 

Nadia 

Ivanka Reznikova, I thought I smelled cheap incense 

Ivanna 

Let it be noted that I just got here and that is not my name

Antoinette 

Tough luck, you’re not welcome here

Ivanna 

Well met Antoinette! Where’s Edith? 

Antoinette 

Not here 

Ivanna

That makes sense, Edith would never approve of this nonsense

Antoinette 

I don’t take orders from Edith

Ivanna

Of course not, you take orders from Nadia the grifter

Antoinette 

I take orders from no one

Ivanna

Am I to believe that you are supporting slave labour of your own freewill?

Nadia

It’s not slavery, our petition is designed to offer girls the chance to acquire skills through service in an environment safe from men

Faiza 

How many times have you had to tell people that rubbish?

Antoinette 

Is it rubbish to ask our city to serve us like we’ve served it?

Ivanna

So you admit that you want servitude?

Antoinette! You are a leader in your community, would your sisters approve of this alliance? 

Antoinette 

Nadia is my sister. We share the same journey. You don’t know what it’s like to be suddenly rendered useless with disability because of a man’s insecurity. This petition will help us protect girls, educate them and meet our needs

Faiza

Wow! I suppose all those benefits justify the use of SLAVE LABOR

Ivanna

Are you really going to let one person hijack your cause for their own twisted benefit? 

Nadia

Typical able woman! Intruding on the matters of their disabled sisters, dictating to us where we belong and what we can or cannot do

Ivanna

Nadia please, the sane people are speaking 

Nadia 

Oh? 

Antoinette 

You people don’t get to come here and interfere in our business, no! Not after turning your back on us. We relied on the Daughters of Nemain for survival. And you took it away. You and Ser Al-Quais daughter. But Nadia stayed, they kept the oaths you forsook. Nadia is our sister, you are not. 

Faiza 

If only you knew what it cost…

Ivanna 

It doesn’t matter what the circumstances were; the truth remains, we have not kept our oaths. But that changes today. 

Please, give us a chance to earn your trust. Let us give you a better demand for your petition 

Nadia 

We don’t want to rejoin your coven

Antoinette 

Hold on. We can give them a chance

Fausta

Thank you

Antoinette 

If you can bring us an alternative by the next twilight 

Ivanna

What? 

Faiza and Fausta

We’ll take it 

Fausta and Faiza grab hold of Ivanna, pulling them and they quickly walking away. 

Ivanna 

What in the saints’ names are you doing? I don’t know how to solve their problems, certainly not by sundown 

Fausta 

You need to relax

Ivanna

I quite literally cannot do that right now. I am absolutely sure they will invite the entire coven so they can make a spectacle of us. This is a disaster 

Faiza

We have been waiting for this day for years. We are well prepared for the next 20 meetings. 

Ivanna 

So you tricked me. You knew I’d never say yes if you suggested it. You put me on the spot.

Faiza 

And what if we did? 

Ivanna

I don’t appreciate being manipulated 

Fausta

Stop it! You are our friend, we know you. You could never leave the coven behind. We knew if we showed you the need for our work, you would take the helm again. Is it manipulation? Perhaps

Ivanna

Well congratulations! You succeeded and now the whole of Nemain gets another chance to hate me. I don’t know anything about disability. 

Ivanna sighs

But I know someone who does. 

Faiza

Don’t keep us anticipating girl, tell us

Ivanna hails a taxi carriage 

We’re going to the Earl’s manor

Faiza 

Not dressed like this. My father would kill me

Ivanna sighs

Faiza 

We’re going to the knight’s guild

As the trio boards the cab, Fausta’s gaze is fixed on Nadia who is also boarding a carriage. it’s black out curtains are drawn.

Nadia

My Lord

Richter

My love, how is the mission fairing?

Nadia 

Very well, 15 more signatures and we will hit our goal. Also, an opportunity has presented itself in the form of opposition 

Richter

Go on

Nadia

As I predicted, Ivanna brought their followers to harass us. They have asked daughters of Nemain to gather at the next twilight. They want to give us a superior petition. 

Richter

No

Nadia

You don't understand, they are not part of my coven, they will ultimately be rejected. And when they are, I want to be there to capitalize on their inadequacies. There are 60 girls in the Daughters of Nemain coven, think of all the talent we could attract. 

Richter 

No 

Nadia

Why do you keep saying that? Are you afraid that I will fail? 

Richter

Nadia, beautiful Nadia

Richter removes Nadia’s mask and begins to caress the scars on their face

Richter

I would never underestimate you, I know better. I’m only being protective. The daughters of Nemain practice a type of witchcraft that is unique to the Ulster region. They draw their power from the twilight and the inbetween. 

Nadia

I know, I used to be one of them

Richter 

That coven outnumbers me, and in the twilight they can overwhelm me easily. I cannot protect you if you are go to that meeting. So, no! I forbid it. It’s for your own safety.

Nadia sighs

It’s too bad I don’t take orders from you

Nadia halts the carriage and alights, leaving their mask behind

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