Lost

Jul 03, 2024

Have you ever wondered how does it feel like losing literally EVERYTHING, included yourself?

Me too. So many times. I always thought, I could carry on with that, and then it happened...

First, losing your job and money due to scam, then your rent, and at the same time, the people around you.

That makes you question your relationships, and yourself as well.

Are you really a piece of 💩, or why are the ones you loved and helped/financially supported all the times turning theirs backs on you?

That leads you to the final stage, when you will start to realize, that you have lost yourself ..

You no longer know, who you are. It feels like a different person living inside your brain.

The only thing that helps is a joint, to calm down and connect to the universe. And that is the problem, because the majority of people judge you. If you are a stoner, you have to be a junkie, a human waste...

I never cared about what random people say behind me back, but when the ones I called me friends are humiliating and ignoring me, that is a different story.

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