To the end

Jun 03, 2025

It felt like betrayal.

All the hours—no, the eternity—of fighting, bleeding, dragging their bodies through fire and stone, and for what? For the sky to split open and swallow them into silence? For the earth to bury them before victory could find them? His body trembled with every breath, every pulse a raw reminder that he hadn't died—but maybe he was supposed to. And if his body chose now to give out, Giyuu wouldn’t blame it. Not after everything.

What welcomed him after hardship and pain was not dawn, not triumph, but darkness. An endless sprawl of sky stretched above the ruins, stars scattered like indifferent eyes watching from far away. There was no warmth. No light. No promise of morning. Just a vast, unmoving night that looked down and offered no comfort. It was quiet. Too quiet. No wind. No crickets. No rustling trees or whispering grass. No sound of breath or steel. Just stillness—wide, unnatural. A stillness so complete he wasn’t sure if it was real or if he was still lost in some fever-dream.

He stirred beneath the rubble, and the pain came instantly—sharp and blooming, blooming like fire beneath his skin, like knives in the joints. Splintered beams pressed against his ribs, stone pinned one leg. Something inside his shoulder shifted wrong. He choked on the dust, on the blood pooling in his mouth. It tasted bitter—metallic and stale—and he swallowed it out of habit, not strength.

The edges of his vision shimmered. Not with light—but with static, like the world was unraveling by threadbare degrees. A high-pitched ringing overtook the quiet, shrill and steady, as if something inside his head had broken loose. He blinked, but his surroundings didn’t settle. The stars above seemed to breathe, to pulse. They shifted—too slow, too deliberate—as if watching him back.

Was this still the castle? Was he buried in it? Or was this some half-world between life and death, suspended in the silence that follows failure?

The sky had cracked. Fractured moonlight filtered through the debris like reluctant mercy, pale and cold. It glinted on broken tiles and snapped rafters. He could see the stars, and something about that felt deeply, offensively wrong. After everything—after hours of battle, after the collapse of the Infinity Castle—morning still hadn’t come.

A groan echoed across the rubble. He froze.

But nothing moved.

The castle had fallen. The others had screamed. The world had come down around them. And still, he was here. Alive as he never should have.

The silence carved holes in him. Not just from pain, but from absence.

He didn’t hear Tanjiro. Mitsuri. Not the scrape of Obanai’s blade. Not even the wind bringing him news of Sanemi. No breathing. No voices. No heartbeats, except his own—shaky, traitorous, alone.

And the guilt... it pressed harder than the rubble ever could.

What if he was the only one left?

He’d survived too many times when others hadn’t. Sabito. Urokodaki’s other disciples. The Hashira beside him. He knew the way grief could hollow a man out. But this wasn’t grief yet—it was worse. It was the waiting. The cruel, bitter hope that someone else might still be breathing under this mountain of silence.

And if they weren’t—

He had no right to keep breathing. Not unless it was to finish what they’d all started.

He couldn’t even hear himself breathe.

The quiet was too much. Not peaceful. Not sacred. Just... empty. The kind of emptiness that came after ruin, the heavy quiet of devastation, thick as ash, heavy as grief. The kind that settled on battlefields after the dying stopped screaming.

His ears rang from the pressure. Or maybe from the blood loss. His limbs trembled when he tried to rise. His sword was gone. His shoulder hung limp, wrong. His vision doubled when he blinked.

But the thought that cut through the murk like a blade was simple, searing, and absolute:

Muzan was still alive.

That thought landed hard—like stone in his chest, it cut through the haze like a blade. Muzan. The one who started it all. The one who killed Oyakata-sama, who turned Nezuko, who brought down the entire mountain of flesh and grief and pain onto all of them. The one who had decided not to kill him yet just to see him suffer.

Somewhere in this stillness, that monster still breathed. Still stood.

Giyuu gritted his teeth as a wave of nausea rolled through him, bile rising up with the taste of blood and dust. He forced himself onto his side, then up—inch by inch, through splinters of agony. His good arm shook violently beneath him. His lungs clawed for breath. The world tilted. The pain was grounding. Honest. Real. And it brought him back. It was the only thing he could trust.

Giyuu didn’t feel rage often. He had always let grief do the talking. But now—

Now, it burned.

Not wild. Not loud. But cold. Focused. Hatred like a needle through his veins, steady and surgical.

He rose, breath by ragged breath. His body screamed at him to lie down, to stop. But he didn’t. Couldn’t. Not now. Not after everything. Not when so many had already died. Not when someone might still be fighting.

The glinting of his broken sword caught his eye, he clenched his good hand around it, blood slicking the skin where his nails bit into it. He would tear the rest of his body apart if it meant one more second of standing. Of moving. Of driving his blade through the monster’s throat and ending this, once and for all.

For Shinobu. For Muichiro. For the ones whose names he could still hear in his bones.

The sky above stretched black and cold, an unbroken void freckled with stars that looked too far away to matter. It should’ve been beautiful—this silence, this stillness. It should’ve felt like peace.

But it didn’t.

It felt like a grave. A final exhale from a world that had given up.

The stars looked down like indifferent gods, distant and silver-eyed. They offered no warmth. No answer. Just observation. Witness to whatever came next.

And Giyuu... Giyuu stared back.

He had always been calm. Stoic. But this quiet twisted something in him. Because it wasn’t peace. It wasn’t the silence that follows salvation.

It was the breath between two strikes, the stillness before the storm breaks.

And Giyuu knew—with the cold, exhausted certainty of someone who had nothing left to give except his life—that it wasn’t over yet.

“Tomioka-san.”

The voice cracked through the silence, thin and trembling. A Demon Slayer stumbled toward him, blood dripping from a gash beneath his eye. His legs trembled beneath him, but someone had wrapped them in clean bandages—tight, practiced, and recent.

Giyuu blinked through the haze. Golden eyes. A familiar tsuba.

Of course. It was both a blessing and a curse that the same kid had found him first—again.

Beside him stood Senjuro—his red-and-gold hair tangled and streaked with soot, his haori torn, but his eyes were bright, and his body mostly unharmed. Just as Giyuu had left him.

“You need to sit down. Haha… what’s wrong with your arm?” Senjuro asked. His voice was too light for the moment, almost scolding, breathless with relief. He abandoned the other Slayer without hesitation and rushed toward Giyuu.

There was no time to answer. Senjuro’s hands were already on him—pressing along his shoulder, checking the dislocation, probing too close to shattered nerves. His touch was urgent, unthinking, known by his body in a way that made Giyuu flinch.

It was kindness. It was care. It was a child’s instinct to help.

And Giyuu panicked.

The contact sent a spike of raw pain up his spine, sharp and immediate—but it wasn’t just the pain. It was the sudden closeness, the assumption of safety, the way Senjuro touched him like he was still whole. Still human. Still someone who could be held without shattering.

Giyuu flinched, breath catching in his throat. The world narrowed. Memory surged up, hot and suffocating. Muzan’s hands. Muzan’s laughter. Muzan’s voice—

He wasn’t ready.

He wasn’t done bracing.

“Stop.” The word tore out of him, too sharp, too loud.

Senjuro froze. His hands hovered in the air, uncertain. Wide-eyed. Hurt, yes, but mostly worried.

Silence closed in again, thick as ash. All Giyuu could hear was his own breath, ragged and wet in his chest. The sky above was cracked open—cold light sliding across broken beams and shattered stone.

“I’m sorry,” Giyuu muttered, barely more than a whisper. He didn’t know what he was apologizing for—startling the boy, pushing him away, or for not being someone who knew how to be touched without recoiling.

There was no time to explain.

The air had begun to shift again.

The ground beneath them felt wrong—as if something massive was still breathing just below the surface.

A crow circled overhead, its caw cutting through the dark like a blade.

“An hour and a half!” it cried.

Giyuu barely had time to process that before Senjuro moved again.

“Take a deep breath!” he ordered.

Giyuu didn’t. Couldn’t. But Senjuro didn’t pause to check.

He grabbed Giyuu’s arm, bracing it with one hand and using his weight to steady him.

In a practiced, brutal twist, he set the shoulder.

Something cracked. Giyuu’s vision went white at the edges.

But the arm was back in place.

Senjuro didn’t smile. Didn’t boast. He just let go and stepped back, jaw set, eyes scanning the shifting night.

The silence pressed in again, heavier now.

Because the night wasn’t done with them yet.

The earth split open before them.

There was no thought—only instinct.

Giyuu moved before he knew he had moved, body screaming in protest as he cut through the explosion, placing himself between the blast and the two figures behind him. His blade carved the air in a wide arc, deflecting debris, shielding Senjuro and the Slayer who had already saved him twice.

Heat seared past his cheek. The impact rattled his bones.

Amid the ruin and devastation, Muzan stood tall, untouched by the collapse, the blood, the hours of battle. As if none of it had mattered. As if he had been waiting.

His pale form was unmarred. Not a tear in his skin, not a crack in his composure.

The whip-like tendrils unfurled behind him—dozens of them, writhing like serpents, tasting the air for blood.

Searching for victims.

Ready to kill again.

Behind Giyuu, Senjuro gasped, the sound sharp and young and terrified. The other Slayer dropped to one knee, coughing blood into his palm. Neither of them were ready. Neither of them should still be standing.

But there was no time for that.

Giyuu didn’t look back. He couldn’t. Not now. One breath. One second. That’s all Muzan needed.

So he planted his feet in the rubble, blade raised, breath shallow, broken body between death and the two people behind him.

If Muzan wanted them, he would have to go through Giyuu first.

And so, he planted one foot in front of the other—unsteady, burning, relentless.

He didn’t know how his legs kept moving at such speed. Every step was defiance, retribution of a life full of horrors, a daily meal of pain and suffering and doubt. Forward, that was the only direction left.

Then—steel met steel.

His blade joined two others mid-charge, and for a moment, they moved not as individuals, but as a single breath held by the world. Iguro struck first, his movements sharp and exact, like calligraphy carved in blood. Despite the tremble in his limbs, despite the labored drag of his breath, he was unwavering. His sword sliced toward Muzan’s neck, fast as a flash of lightning in the dark.

Beside him, Mitsuri danced into position, her blade bending gracefully as it intercepted the snapping whips of flesh that cracked from Muzan’s back. The impact sent tremors through her arms, split the skin on her palms—but she smiled through it. There was nothing soft in her anymore. Only fire, love, and the will to protect.

Giyuu’s broken blade followed in their rhythm—an imperfect third note in their dying song. The jagged edge bit into Muzan’s left arm just as it lunged toward Iguro’s chest. The flesh fought the blade like stone resisting steel. But the strike landed. It tore muscle. Blood hissed as it hit the rubble, black and steaming, eating through it like acid.

Muzan didn’t even flinch—not really—but his eyes narrowed slightly. His perfect composure cracked for half a second. Not because of pain. But because they still dared to resist him.

Giyuu felt it. That flicker of emotion. And it gave him something to cling to. Not hope—hope was too fragile for a night like this—but something harder. Spite. Will. Rage.

In the distance, wounded Slayers lay scattered in blood and dust, eyes wide, clutching weapons they could no longer lift.

Everything hung in the balance—three blades, three shattered bodies, and a clock that had long since stopped counting down. They were living on borrowed time, and every breath was stolen.

Giyuu’s lungs burned. His vision swam, edged in black. The weight of the world pressed behind his eyes with each hammering heartbeat, relentless and deep. Sweat stung the cuts on his face, blood mixed with grit in his mouth, and the air reeked of iron and ash.

And then—

Muzan smiled.

A small thing. Barely a twitch of the lips. But it cut deeper than any blade.

It was the same smile he'd seen in the dark, when his arms had been pinned, when he couldn’t scream, when pain had pulled him apart until he didn’t recognize his own body anymore. That smile had watched him break. It had lingered when Muzan whispered false promises into his ear, as his ribs cracked, as burning iron was pushed into his skin.

The world tilted. Giyuu’s body knew it before his mind caught up. His breath snagged—sharp and raw—and for a heartbeat, he was there again. In the dark. Powerless. Held down and carved open. Muzan’s face above him, his voice in his bones.

No—

The peace didn’t last a second.

Muzan moved faster than thought.

His arm regenerated before Giyuu’s feet even hit the ground. His neck knit itself together with a wet, sliding noise before Iguro’s sword could complete its arc. The tendrils at his back flared, lashing out in a cyclone of destruction, aiming to crush them like fireflies underfoot.

Giyuu flinched—not from the attack, but from the memory. A flash of helplessness surged in his chest, hot and humiliating.

But then—
He breathed.

The weight of a body collapsed into his arms. Giyuu barely had time to catch him before they hit the ground, knees buckling under the sudden, lifeless mass.

The boy had been torn nearly in two. His Demon Slayer uniform clung to him in tatters, soaked with sweat, dirt, and blood so dark it looked black in the ruinous light. His limbs were still warm. His head lolled against Giyuu’s chest, heavy with the finality of death.

Giyuu didn’t know his name. Didn’t recognize his face. But there was no pain frozen in his expression. No fear.

Only peace.

A soft, almost grateful quiet had settled over his features—as if, somehow, he'd done what he came here to do. As if dying for them was enough.

Giyuu’s breath caught in his throat. His hands were slick. The warmth of blood clung to his skin, soaked through cloth and flesh, seeping into every part of him. The scent of iron thickened at the back of his throat, too familiar. Too close to the night his own world had first come undone.

He clenched his jaw and lowered the body gently to the earth, hands shaking. He swallowed the raw heat rising behind his eyes. There was no room for it. Not now.

All around him, the battlefield had become an altar of sacrifice.

To his left, another slayer—little more than a boy—had wrapped himself around Iguro’s waist. His legs had been severed by Muzan’s tendrils, but he held on, lips drawn back in a bloodied grimace, still shielding the Hashira with everything he had left. Blood spilled from him in a widening pool, soaking through the folds of Iguro’s robes.

Farther off, a young man had thrown himself in front of Mitsuri. His body had taken the brunt of the strike meant for her, arms flung wide, back torn open. He lay slumped across her now, fingers still curled mid-motion—as if reaching for something he never quite reached. Mitsuri was still breathing. He was not.

And for a moment, the world slowed.

Giyuu looked at their faces. Held them in his memory.

He didn’t know their names. Didn’t remember fighting beside them. But they had died for him. For all of them.

One still lay in his arms, heavy and still, head resting in his lap, blood seeping down over the burning mark on his thigh, a wound from a different kind of battle.

Giyuu stared down at it. At the sick irony.

The boy, nameless and gone, lay draped across the very place where Muzan’s cruelty had been etched into his skin, into a brand that served no purpose other than degrading him into property—where suffering had been seared into him like ownership.

And yet now…

Now it was not Muzan’s power that claimed that space.
It was a life given in defense of others.
Muzan's brand was buried beneath something stronger: sacrifice, choice, will.

The mark had once meant survival by cruelty.
Now, it bore the weight of someone who had chosen to die for others.
Giyuu’s thigh throbbed beneath the still body, as if echoing the heart that had only just stopped beating.

He was young—too young—and yet, his face was calm.

It should have been me.

That thought—cold, relentless—cut deeper than any sword. Why had he survived when so many hadn’t? Why was he still standing when better men had fallen all around him?

He remembered the slayer who’d saved him twice. The one who had wrapped clean bandages with shaking hands. The one who had smiled at Senjuro through a face swollen with bruises and pain. Giyuu hadn’t even asked his name.

And now… he might never have the chance.

That peace he saw in the fallen—it wasn’t just stillness. It was trust. A kind of quiet faith Giyuu had never dared to claim for himself. They had trusted him to stay upright. To fight. Even as his body screamed. Even as his shoulder burned, and blood thundered behind his ribs like a drumbeat counting down the seconds he had left.

Even as Muzan’s smile flared in his vision like the memory of a wound that would never heal.

They had died believing he would finish this.

The ground was red with grief.

And still, he stood.

From somewhere beyond the haze, voices cracked like thunder:

“GO FORWARD! KEEP WALKING FORWARD! BE HUMAN SHIELDS FOR THE HASHIRA! BE ALERT TO GIVE MUZAN AT LEAST SOME FIGHT! THE HASHIRA SAVED US COUNTLESS TIMES! IF IT WEREN’T FOR THEM, WE WOULD NOT BE ALIVE!”

“DON’T BE AFRAID TO FIGHT!”

“NO!”

Mitsuri’s scream ripped through the chaos, raw and breaking. She was still on her knees, her socks torn, blood blooming red at her knees as she pulled the fallen boy into her lap. She held him the way one might hold a younger brother—gently, fiercely, as if some part of him could still be saved.

Her hands trembled as she brushed hair from his cooling forehead. Her cheeks were streaked with soot and salt. Her voice cracked around the plea:

“Stop... please—stop! Don’t do this. Don’t throw yourselves away!”

She wasn’t pleading with any one person. She was pleading with all of them. With the living, the dying, the dead. With the slayers sprinting past her. With the red-soaked ground. With fate.

“No more,” she whispered. “Not like this.”

But no one stopped.
They ran forward. Ran toward Muzan. Ran toward death.

And Giyuu said nothing.

He never had.

Long before the Final Battle, before the Castle collapsed and the world narrowed to blood and moonlight, Giyuu had carried his grief in silence. Words had never been his gift. But still—somehow—he had become something others leaned on. Something solid. Steady.

The younger slayers had drawn strength from that silence. From the way he never wavered no matter the horror before him. The way he never broke, even when the world did.

He had become a constant in a collapsing world. A leader not through speeches or fire. But through stillness.

And now, when his mouth opened and no sound came, when his heart beat like a drum of mourning in his chest, that silence still held.

It said: This ends here. This ends with us.

And with that thought, Giyuu moved.

Not with a shout. Not with a command.
But with quiet purpose—like a tide returning to shore.

He shifted the boy’s weight with care and lowered him to the blood-stained ground, hands steady even as grief clawed up his throat. The silence around him seemed to breathe.

Then he rose.

He didn’t look at the other Slayers.
He didn’t need to.

Some saw him.

In the blur of smoke and screaming and charging feet, a few glanced back—and in that single, upright figure, they saw something resolute. Giyuu’s silence had never been empty. It had been steadying. A fixed point. A gravity that held others upright.

He bore no speech, no final words. Just a quiet truth, carried in the way his shoulders squared again. In the way he drew his broken sword back up and moved forward.

He met the night with unspoken resolve, and the slayers answered. Even if it broke them. Even if it broke him.

He passed Mitsuri without a word. Her sobs pierced through the din, arms still wrapped around the fallen boy in her lap. Her shoulders trembled. But when her tear-blurred eyes caught a glimpse of Giyuu’s back, something shifted. She gripped the boy tighter. She kept breathing.

He passed other Slayers running toward Muzan. Their weapons shuddered in their hands. Their limbs were torn and stained. But they saw him—silent, steady, drenched in blood—and their feet kept moving.

Because Giyuu had survived when he shouldn’t have. And if there was a reason—if there was even a single ounce of meaning to be carved from it—then he would see this fight through. To the very end.

He stepped across the altar of the fallen. Stepped into the storm of Muzan’s fury and met that smile that haunted him every waking moment with something colder. Older.

The unyielding stillness of a man who had nothing left to give—except the promise that he would finish this.

He planted his feet. Squared his shoulders. And kept his silence close—like an old friend, or an older wound.

Because it wasn’t over.

The dead had given him their trust.

And Giyuu would carry it, quietly, all the way to the end.

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