𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐌𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐈 𝐋𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐧 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐋𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐈 𝐊𝐧𝐨𝐰...
I've been thinking about how deeply programmed we are as a whole.
Not "programmed" in the creepy conspiracy sense necessarily 😂 although I know that rabbit hole exists too... I'm talking about the much simpler, much more obvious reality that is somehow much harder to perceive.
We are born into a template that our parents were given. They were programmed by their parents, who were programmed by theirs, who were programmed by theirs... and most of them never stopped to question the programming itself. They simply passed down what they were taught, what they experienced, what they believed, what they feared, what they were told was true, what their culture told them was true, what their religion told them was true, what their teachers told them was true, what society told them was true...
And then we grow up and start meeting other people.
We get introduced to new programs.
We adopt some.
We reject some.
We lose some pieces of the original.
We replace some of it with something that feels better... Upgraded programs.
Lather. Rinse. Repeat.
Then eventually, One begins to awaken to something deeper and starts looking outside of the main frame for something else. We start questioning the things we were told were simply "the way things are." We started searching for something that feels more Real, something that resonates with that strange little place inside us that seems to KNOW something our logical/rational, thinking-conscious mind can't quite explain.
That's where a lot of us found Spirituality.
Tarot. Astrology. Mediumship. Mysticism. Gnosticism. Ancient texts. Energy work. Sacred Geometry. All of these things feel incredibly different from the programming we were handed because something about them seems to speak directly to that Inner Knowing.
So we dive in.
We start reading the Ancient texts.
We start studying the Old Teachings.
We start looking for the people who came before us because surely THEY knew something we've forgotten.
I'm sure they did.
Here's where my brain keeps getting stuck...
How many times has the message been passed around the room?
That's basically what we've been doing for thousands of years.
Playing Telephone.
I played Telephone as a kid. I played it as a tween, a teenager... and even as a full-grown adult in therapeutic community in prison 😂 and every single time, the message got distorted.
Sometimes just a little.
Sometimes hilariously... So much so that the original message didn't even remotely resemble what came out at the end.
Yet, there was one thing that happened once that I still think about.
Someone misunderstood the message somewhere in the middle of the circle... but somehow, by the time it made it all the way around the room, the message had corrected itself.
Nobody intentionally corrected it.
Nobody went, "Wait, guys, that's not what she said."
It just happened. And, there's something about that that gives me Hope!
I feel like that's what HUman Consciousness is doing right now.
We've been passing pieces of Truth around the room for centuries... translating them from one language to another, interpreting them through different cultures, filtering them through different minds, attaching our own assumptions to them, building systems around them, turning those systems into belief structures, turning those belief structures into identities... and eventually forgetting that somewhere underneath all of it was simply a MESSAGE.
Now, millions of people are beginning to question the transmission.
Not only because everything we've been taught is wrong... It is... But also because something inside of us is beginning to recognize that there may be more to the picture.
This is where I think we get ourselves into a preverbial pickle.
A Soul recognizes a piece of Truth.
The ego grabs ahold of it.
The mind gives it a name.
A system gets built around it.
The system gets passed down.
Eventually people start defending the system as though the system itself IS the Truth.
So now the very thing that was supposed to help us see more has become the thing limiting what we're "allowed" to see.
We escape one matrix and accidentally build another one.
It's just a prettier matrix... With crystals. 😂 Ancient Symbols and Sacred Geometry and beautiful language about Consciousness and Frequency and Ascension.
But it is a limiting program if we're no longer willing to question it... Or "allowed" to question it.
So that's why I've been thinking about with astrology.
I'm not interested in arguing that one system is "right" and another is "wrong." I'm interested in the fact that we have inherited systems that were created from particular observations, within particular cultural and historical contexts, and then those systems continued evolving as human beings interpreted and reinterpreted them.
The tropical zodiac is twelve perfectly even 30° sections.
A beautiful, organized framework.
But when I actually look at the sky, I can see that the physical constellations don't line up with those symbolic divisions in the way the names might lead someone to assume.
So that made me ask a very simple question:
What if the actual sky matters too?
Because if we're talking about planetary geometry, energetic influence, incarnation, frequency, consciousness and the relationship between the physical universe and the Soul...
then I think it's reasonable to ask whether the ACTUAL physical location of those bodies might contain information that a symbolic framework doesn't capture.
Then, my brain wanders into my own little hypothesis about neutrinos. 😂
I want to be extremely clear about this because I am NOT presenting this as established science.
It's something I THINK.
I have no substantiating evidence that neutrinos are some kind of Universal Data Transmission System.
I DO have some data points I've learned that led me to that conclusion as a possibility.
That's it.. a hypothesis... question... thread I'm pulling on.
Maybe I'm wrong.
I'm perfectly comfortable with that.
Because THAT is the part I think we've forgotten how to do.
Think.
Not just repeat.. defend.. believe because someone before us believed it.
Also, not just reject something because it challenges the system we currently identify with.
Actually LOOK... QUESTION.
Actually compare what we're being told with what we can observe.
And then be humble enough to say, "I don't know."
I am genuinely searching for Truth so have to be willing to discover that something I believed yesterday was incomplete.
Even if I loved it... If it helped me. If it answered huge questions...
Even if thousands of people before me believed it... And still do.
I don't think the answer is that one person finally found the Whole Truth.
I think we've all been finding pieces.
Slivers. Perspectives.
Fragments of the Original message.
I feel the Field of Consciousness has been correcting the Transmission this entire time.
NOT through one Chosen messenger.
But through MILLIONS of people waking up, questioning, remembering, observing, comparing, studying, feeling, testing, challenging and searching...
until eventually what was distorted along the way gets corrected somewhere else down the line.
Maybe that's what Awakening actually is.
It's not moving from one belief system to another or finding a new program and calling it Liberation.
It's becoming capable of recognizing Truth without needing to immediately turn it into a prison system.
So when something challenges what I've been taught, I don't ask:
"Am I allowed to believe this?"
Or:
"Does this fit into the system I a̠l̠r̠e̠a̠d̠y̠ believe?"
I ask:
"How would I know?"
And then...
"What if I'm wrong? 𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐝?"
Objectivity isn't about being willing to question everybody else.
It's being willing to question yourself, too.
THAT is where the real search for Truth begins.
Maybe the message has been distorted.
Maybe it hasn't.
Maybe we've been looking at the wrong constellation.
Maybe we haven't.
Maybe the map is incredibly useful.
Maybe there's an entire continent(constellation) missing from it.
I don't know.
But I'm going to keep looking up at the sky and apply what I know about astrology, aspects, placements and returns while I keep learning more!
I'm not interested in trading one set of programmed beliefs for another.
I'm interested in finding out what happens when we finally stop being afraid to look outside the "generally accepted" frame.
