I guess I'm another one of those people that will go to my grave saying “we are all loved, loved like the children of God”, and actually mean it with every breath of my being. And the reason being is due to an experience that I'm taking as an encounter that I had back in 2008. This was at Christmas during a Native American church ceremony in celebration of someone's 13-year-old son’s birthday.
Now the Native American church, if you're not familiar, is a setting where the teepee is set up and the ceremony takes place from sunset to sunrise within the teepee. And the participants all partake in the peyote cactus. Peyote is a cactus very high in alkaloids which could have a significant healing effect on the body. It’s said that one session with Peyote is the equivalent of 4-5 years of psychological therapy. And so at this time I had already partaken in mushrooms, LSD, mescaline, even the dreaded salvia. So I was not new to entheogens, but I was very new to this particular plant and this particular set and setting.
For this was a lot more mature and controlled and respectful. It was much more ancient, being that these medicines have been partaking for thousands of years. I myself being an indigenous American and part of a family line who were later misclassified as African American, had a deep interest in these things. And my channel 64-47 is definitely about the ancient stories of the past and making sense of them, finding the continuance of the evidence from the past to the now. Making sure the stories are accurate and if need be, correcting them.
I was invited by a young man, a blue-eyed, blonde-haired descendant of the Blackfoot tribe. He and his mother invited me. He and I became acquainted as I worked next door to his job. He worked at the most popular hippie health food store on the island of Maui. I was across the parking lot at a place called reggae store named Island Roots. And we sold fruit juices and smoothies that we made fresh. And everything reggae, crystals, smoking pipes, Maui wowie, and so on.
He and I would talk about everything metaphysical, occult, spiritual and whatnot. And he knew that I was Choctaw and Cherokee, as well as Creek. And so he invited me. And we were sitting in two rows in this teepee. There were a lot of people. And if you're familiar with medicines, entheogens, plant medicines, you will know that sometimes they cause one to detox or purge, which is vomiting either the medicine or something else that was within that the medicine is causing us to release. And so when you're double-rowed in a teepee, it's extremely difficult to purge. And so keep that in mind as we move forward in the story.
So, as I was saying, peyote is healthy and it's not toxic when administered or eaten in the correct amounts. However, it is extremely bitter. And so, they passed around the extremely bitter paste and tea at different times throughout the night while drumming and singing. And when we weren't doing that, different people in the family, in the community, which many of them I ended up knowing through my job at the reggae store, and many that I didn't, they would get up and talk and speak in very spiritually powerful ways. It was as if their minds had taken a back seat and allowed their spirit and soul to speak through them. Even the children impressed me greatly with what they would get up and say.
Now, mind you, the youngest child was probably 11 or 13 even, but they would get up and speak with the wisdom and the confidence of adults. It was very impressive and inspiring for me. I noticed the diversity of people, the interconnectedness of families, blended families, so on and so forth, and how harmonious it was. I just yearned for that kind of setting to be in the mainland United States as well. It was a totally different culture. It was another level of compassion and support that I hadn't experienced.
And so at some point, I felt like I had to purge, but my friend and his mother was in front of me, remember? And so I battled against purging for a while, and I was able to hold it in. And so at some moment after that, everything faded away, the people, the sounds, and everything just faded to black. And I noticed a spiraling golden kind of light come up out of nowhere and appear in front of my face. And it was like a humanoid kind of silhouette, but not like, oh, that's a man. It was just like a humanoid kind of form. And it's gaseous and energetic or etheric, not solid at all. And so at some point when that happened, I felt like I locked eyes with it. And my whole life, you can say it flashed before my eyes, like everything I ever experienced, ever said, done, thought, everything. And it was like it knew all of that about me. And at the same time, it looked at me with a level of love that I've never experienced before. It wasn't even like it was unconditional. It was transcendental. That's the best word I can come up with. It was alien. It was an unworldly type of love. Not even a mother's love for her child. But that is the closest expression, or closest example, of the most loving mother or father looking at their child, the most innocent, compassionate, loving, forgiving, you know, like looking at somebody like they could do no wrong.
And so I just began to weep tears of just joy, just this love. And I had the thought of, “how can I have this in my life?” And the memory of a 6/3 Profile lecture that I had just got through listening to when Ra was saying to just “be us” and like “we don't have to call for things or we don't have to wait to be called” we just have to “simply be” and it was like just being me can lead to this kind of experience is what I got from that question and that response. I knew I was about to leave the island, for my daughter was getting ready to be born in August. So I was thankful to even be at the event before I was leaving.
Eventually I came back to the ceremony to the present moment like nothing had happened and I was just crying. I wasn't whaling loudly but I was non-stop crying and when the ceremony was over everybody I would tell would make me just cry. I could not tell the story without crying for a couple months. I felt just so lucky to have experienced that kind of love and what I know now from my studies in human design and its cosmology is that the Great Spirit or the Prime magnetic monopole and its magnetic monopole aspects within everything in creation emits the frequency of love and it is what holds everything together in life and moves everything. Holding verything together in an illusion that we're separate. The love of the magnetic monopole I know is deeply connected to our crystals of consciousness.
Ra specifically talks about it being connected to the design crystal because the magnetic monopole or the microcosmic-spirits of the great spirit are embedded within the design crystals and not in the personality crystals but the personality crystals are cut from the same divine cloth as the design crystals. We’re same souls just with a different function and so it just doesn't make sense that there would be love for the design crystal and not the personality crystals. I feel like I witnessed the love that is there between spirit and soul.
According to my design, the type of encounters I resonate with are along the lines of Alien forces. My trigger experience would be ghosts and I experienced that early in my life to let me realize that it's more beyond the veil. But the encounter, which brings the education, the value. This is not little green men or anything of the sort, it's literally just something that is alien to our normal awareness. And I was lucky enough to witness love. There are six different types of encounters or frequencies of consciousnesses, and they start with angels, demons, and ghosts, and those three are supposed to be encounters that people have that they keep to themselves, their personal encounters, like their personal destiny.
The other colors, 4, 5, and 6, their encounters should be shared, and if we don't share them, it can cause us internal damage and additional resistance. But for the first three, if they do share the details of the encounters that they have with angels, demons, and ghosts, those kinds of entities are conjured back up into their aura, and those people have to deal with that filtering of the neutrino stream in those beings consistently. And that just means, like, consistent influences and encounters that can come in the form of thoughts and sounds and images that nobody else can see except that person, which can greatly distort somebody's life through distorting the decisions that they make based on what they're experiencing and their beliefs behind what they're experiencing.
And so this is me putting my encounter out into the world to share for people to know that or to hear that you are loved well beyond what you're aware of. The consciousness I encountered is always with me, and that's something that I'm finally beginning to keep in the forefront of my awareness. It is always listening, it is always moving me, it is always navigating and driving. And I just have to let go and witness the unfolding of the masterpiece. Let go and let God drive, ultimately, and be thankful to be living.