In the silence
where screams are made
I stand
With knife in my hand...
In the next moment
I stab...
And it's weird,
because I don't feel any joy
It's not satisfying
I cannot enjoy
What I'm doing
My thoughts slowly
overcome my whole body
I can't control them anymore
I don't even want to
Honestly...
I surrender
Let my inner devil win
I'm waiting for the sin
With an evil smile on my face
I lost the battle
Against the sinner
Inside me
Written by Anna,
22th April 2024