His hand slipped slowly up between my legs.
“Jungkook,” I warned, but he held my gaze, his lips pulling wider.
“Have you let anyone touch what’s mine?”
I glared, but my body screamed for more. For Jungkook’s touch, for his lips.
He knew the answer, could see it on my face. “No,” he said quietly. “All of you is only mine.”
“You set me free, remember? I belong to myself.”
We both knew it was a lie. I’d never been free of his hold on me, but he, too, had lost his freedom. His hand slipped higher until finally he brushed over the fabric of my panties. They were drenched, just from being in his presence.
Jungkook groaned, low and dark, and my resolve crumpled. His thumb drew small circles on my crotch, and I could feel myself growing even more aroused. Jungkook’s dark eyes held mine, and as usual I couldn’t look away. His thumb pushed under my panties and between my folds, spreading my wetness. I whimpered from the contact, skin on skin. So good, so desperately needed. He drew small circles on my clit, round and round and round. I parted my legs a bit more and gripped the sheets, needing something to hold on to as I stared at Jungkook. His gaze possessed me like it always did.
“Are you going to come, Queen?”
I gave a small nod. It had been too long. I was falling apart so quickly. He didn’t speed up the pace as his other hand pushed up my dress so he could see his finger working me. Round and round. “Part your legs more,” he growled, and I did.
He slipped between my folds again, spreading my wetness some more. “I want to fuck you so badly.”
“You’re still healing,” I rasped. His broken bones needed to mend. One of us needed to be the voice of reason, even if my body hated me for it.
He sat up stiffly. “Straddle me with your ass facing me.” “What?”
“Do it,” he ordered.
I didn’t question him, could barely think straight from the throbbing between my legs. I pushed up and climbed over Jungkook, careful not to ram my knees into his ribs. My palms rested beside his knees as I knelt over him, my ass pushing out. Jungkook lifted up my dress until I was exposed and my core tightened in anticipation. “Fuck,” Jungkook murmured, causing me to shiver again.
I gasped when he pushed two fingers into me, my back arching at the delicious sensation of my walls gripping him. Jungkook let out a low groan, and I almost came hearing it. I could see the proof of his own need straining against his sweatpants.
“The sight of your pussy taking my fingers is the fucking best.”
I whimpered in response and began to meet his thrusts, needing his fingers deeper, faster, harder.
“Yes, Queen, take them,” he rasped.
More wetness pooled between my legs. I threw a glance over my shoulder. Jungkook was focused on his fingers as they fucked me, his dark eyes burning with so much desire it stole my breath. I shuddered with pleasure. He glanced up, his lips curling in a pleased smile.
“Come on, Queen. Fuck my fingers.” Jungkook added a third finger and my eyes rolled back in my head at the sensation.
I ground myself against Jungkook’s hand, driving his fingers deeper into me. He watched me intently and his other hand began massaging my butt. I wanted to grasp his erection, but I could hardly support myself with two arms, already spinning out of control. He gathered my wetness with the fingers of his other hand, and then I felt one finger against my back entrance. I tensed but didn’t stop riding Jungkook’s fingers.
“Relax,” Jungkook ordered, his eyes compelling. “It’ll be good.”
Anxious and excited, I gave a small nod. Slowly he pushed a finger into me. “Oh God,” I gasped as I felt his fingers in both my openings. There was a slight discomfort, but it didn’t stand a chance against the pleasure Jungkook’s fingers in my center caused.
Jungkook established a gentle rhythm with his finger while I kept grinding myself against his other hand. He didn’t take his eyes off me as he worked my body, and I could feel the first traitorous spasm of my orgasm. My pussy clenched around his fingers. I moaned, the sensations overwhelming. I felt a second finger at my back entrance and tensed again. Jungkook stroked my butt cheek, and as I drove his fingers deep into me he curled them and hit my g-spot. I came hard, crying out desperately, and he pushed the second finger into my back entrance. I gasped from the pain and my orgasm heightened in force. I shuddered, caught between intense pleasure and dull pain. My arms gave way, and I braced myself on my forearms. Jungkook kept thrusting.
“Yes, Queen, I told you I’d show you pain and pleasure.”
Half lowered onto him, I could feel his erection digging into my belly. He groaned again, almost in agony. I was completely overwhelmed, stunned, and a little embarrassed. I’d never considered allowing someone to go anywhere near my ass. Of course Jungkook wanted that part of me as well.
Jungkook pulled out of me slowly, and I gasped. His hands came down on my ass cheeks, and he massaged me gently. “If I died now, it would be worth it.”
I huffed. “You won’t die today. I won’t explain that to Jin. No thank you.”
Jungkook chuckled and the sound sent a different kind of shiver through my body. I loved the sound of Jungkook laughing, especially if it was earnest.
I pushed myself up then knelt beside Jungkook. He curled his hand over my neck and pulled me toward him for a slow kiss. When he drew back, his eyes searched my face. I knew my cheeks were flushed, not just from my orgasm but also from embarrassment.
“There’s so much pleasure I still want to show you,” Jungkook murmured, tracing his lips over my jaw and cheek.
He dropped his head back against the headboard, sighing as he reached for a glass filled with dark liquid on his nightstand.
I recognized the scent immediately. “Scotch, really?”
“It’ll help with the healing, trust me. I’ve done a lot of research in the past.”
I shook my head.
“And,” he added, with a challenging smile, “it seems to be the only pleasure I’m allowed today.” He took a sip.
My eyes darted down to the impressive bulge in his pants. I knew what I wanted to do. I wanted to render him into a helpless mess of desire as he did with me.
“Trying to decide if you’re brave enough?”
I glowered. “I’ve given you a blowjob before.”
His mouth twitched. “You tried, but you didn’t finish, so it doesn’t count.”
I knew he was trying to goad me. Unfortunately, it was working.
I moved down until I knelt beside his groin. Jungkook reached for his pants and pulled them down, wincing as he did so.
“Quite eager, aren’t you?” I teased.
He smiled but it was dark and hungry, and his body was tense. I lowered my head and took his tip into my mouth. Jungkook moaned, his fingers tangling in my hair. I swirled my tongue around him, and my own core tightened with renewed need. Jungkook’s breathing deepened, his muscles tensing as he watched me.
“Take more of me,” Jungkook ordered quietly, and I did. I let him claim my mouth until he hit the back of my throat. He thrust into me slowly, his hand in my hair keeping me in place. He held my gaze as I let him claim my mouth. His other hand cupped my cheek. Jungkook. Brutality and tenderness. I still didn’t understand him or us.
Jungkook’s body coiled tighter, his hips jerking up with less control, lips parting in a low moan.
“I’m going to come,” he rasped. I saw the question in his expression, and my heart swelled with affection ... and God help me ... love.
I gave a small nod around his head before he drove deeper into my mouth again, and his grip on my neck became firmer. His face twisted with passion, his eyes almost harsh with lust as he tensed and came with a sharp exhale. I had trouble swallowing around his length, and Jungkook loosened his hold on my neck so I could pull back slightly. He kept rocking his hips, his breathing harsh.
Jungkook’s gaze laid claim to another part of me, possessive and warm, as he stroked my cheek. I slowly released his cock from my lips and swallowed, frowning at the taste. Jungkook drew me toward him, brushed my lips with his, and handed me his glass with scotch. I took a sip and coughed. That tasted even worse.
“You’ll get used to the taste,” he said with a small laugh. “The scotch or your ...?”
He gripped my arms and wrenched me against him so I was cradled against his chest. I caught the wince but then it was gone. “My cum,” he murmured as he licked my lips then dove into my mouth. Our kiss was slow, almost teasing, until it wasn’t. It became needy and eager.
He positioned me so one of my legs was thrown over his groin, my head against his shoulder. His hand parted me then his fingers slid over my drenched panties. He pushed the fabric aside and slowly pushed two fingers into me. His other hand began pinching and twirling my nipple. He played me masterfully with his fingers as I lay draped over him. We kissed softly, our eyes locked the entire time, until a new wave of pleasure shot through me.
I’d barely caught my breath when Ji-eun’s cry rang out. I sighed with a small smile.