This is a shoegaze and DnB song i made, about a very rough and emotional time in my life, first written as a poem, and then i sung it, and changed some lyrics to flow better while still keeping the meaning. it would mean a lot to me if you could listen to it and comment your thoughts under the music video.
Original poem:
How long since my heart still beats
Numbers fading on my phone screen
Gloves on my hands still freeze
I say I’m good, I barely eat
Is it comfort? Is this what I’m seeking?
Knock knock, you stand in the doorway
You smile like I could stay
Name unknown… just in-ti-ma-cccccyyyyy
You wave me close… “Don’t leave yet,” I want you to say…”
Fingers trace… slowly…
Heat lingers… on my skin today…
Learning how… to breathe again…
“Not there,” you whisper
Soft