[T/N] I apologize for grammar mistakes and incoherencies
Chapter 43: Veronica (The End).
-Tay-.
"Tay, darling... Eat your food."
"Yes, mother."
I lay facing down, feeding the fish, and suddenly my head pops up. I look around me, feeling familiar, comfortable, and accustomed. In the end... I come back to lying aimlessly by the carp fish pond as usual. Nothing has changed like the saying goes, Pete used to say to me often, that is....
We seem to have options. But in the end, we end up doing the same old things, trying to challenge destiny, stubbornly, persistently, like a fool. Pete continues to walk back and forth in the square room with Vegas as before!!! Nothing changed, and damn it! I am no different! Ultimately, I thought I would have to spend time healing the wounds in my heart and may not open up to anyone for a long, long time.
But for me, it's been 2 months. Because in the end, the love that I tried to run away from chased me until it conquered me in the end, and I still choose to spend the remaining life with the person I think I may never meet again, that is "Arm."
"Tay… have you seen the chocolate factory documents?” And just thinking about Arm. This nerd bodyguard just came and sat next to me, snatched the fish food in my hand to sprinkle it in the water instead. Is this my karma right here? When trying to escape something, I never escape alive. Just thinking about it, it's frustrating!!!
"I put it on the black file cabinet.” I casually said as I entered and exited Arm's workspace, as only I and he knew the password. He promised not to keep secrets from me again, and the work is one of them. My father proposed that Arm become a member of my family company board and sell some shares to Arm, with me making decisions together to prevent the feelings that may arise in the future. My father quite liked and easily accepted Arm and even almost offered a hundred bags of rice to him when we told them we decided to get back together.
Maybe he’s a bit easy to please but Arm is firm, specifies many things and tells me to understand that no matter what the difference are in our social status, he loves me, and the time when we are weakest or the time when we fall, struggle, and suffer most, it seems there is no way out. Everything is dark, but we will see something very clear, that is the person who has been by our side all along, and that person deserves to be in our lives forever, I believe that.
Everything has been proven, I did not decide to forgive Arm because he took away property, shares, or profits from me and my family but it's because... the look in Arm's eyes on that rainy day still remains in my heart, how many people do we look at and feel the same way they feel. As if the whole world has stopped spinning, how many people are willing to give up everything just for me, how many people try without giving up, even though I have cut ties. How many people whenever I look, they are always standing by my side, the feelings I have for Arm seem to be growing. I used to think that distance, indifference, and time may help me forget the various emotions related to him, but I was wrong, because... Arm appeared at my house that day, making all the feelings I had come back together easily, even if me and Arm had good times in the short term it was the most bitter time in my life. It made it hard for me to forget. Both the pain and the happiness buried deep in my heart.
Oh...life is so difficult. Therefore, let's not complicate things. I've decided to let go of many things in life.
After we finished eating, Arm laid down on the floor next to the fish pond, basking in the cool breeze from the air conditioner. He closed his eyes and seemed to be enjoying the Pon song and the peaceful atmosphere at the moment.
"What are you listening to?" I pulled out one of the earbuds to listen to the song that Arm was playing, causing him to momentarily forget and transition from lying down to propping himself up with a pillow to rest his chin on instead.
"You are the only one, only you... I will pray to the distant sky... that I will love you whenever, wherever." Arm sang, turning his face towards me, placing his hand around my waist, "In any country I am, I have you, only you."
"You must only love me." I said with a trembling voice, tears of joy escaping my eyes.
"You will be my lifelong companion." Arm smiled, reaching out his hand to wipe away my tears.
"Say it...promise me."
"I promise to take care of you for the rest of our lives. If you are happy, I will smile in front of you. If you are in pain, I will comfort you from behind. If you feel empty, I will stand beside you..."
"I want you to be in front of me always, we will see each other's smiles, take care of yourself well from now on."
I leaned down to kiss his lips gently, letting the overflowing happiness and love flow out uncontrollably, hoping that this love would be sincere and lasting, and I prayed that this love would be enduring and steadfast.
"Um...can I see your phone?" I pulled away from Arm and gestured for the phone, the screen still showing the image, unchanged from before, of the koi carp in the pond.
"The old phone case that I have you, right?" And our pronouns changed at some point, things have to change, and I want to be a bit romantic, so I chose to represent myself in a way that I think is suitable for the couple, mostly the way we used to call each other, and now all that Khun and Bodyguard are not word we use, they are all gone from our mouths.
"Yes." Arm replied.
"And what's in the photo album you didn't let me see at that time?" I said with a hint of jealousy, this is another thing that stuck in my mind.
"Um... Try opening and take a look." Arm said playfully, so I held my breath and opened the album that he no longer locked away with a code.
Then... I bit my lip tightly to hold back my smile along with my pounding heart as if falling in love with something old and repeated. The pictures in the album are all pictures of me sleeping beside the fish pond, even in moments when I got annoyed with Arm, he recorded it. Even though it looked annoying, the gallery had almost every moment that I accidentally missed. Not just at bedtime, but during meal time, when I sat down to eat with my mother, when I was sulking or smiling at the fish, those little fish. Arm kept pictures of me from the first day I entered his house until today.
"I look awful." I said and blushed.
"So cute, whenever I am tired, I always open it up to look at it."
"Cheesy, like a stalker."
"Madly in love, madly in love." Arm said, smiling and still not daring to look at me with eyes closed, "I've loved you for a long time then."
"Hmm."
"Of course, because you're cute."
"Just different... Oh my!" I playfully elbowed Arm with force.
"When did you start loving me?" I asked Arm, lowering my face and eyes to look at it mistakenly.
"I don't know!" Arm hurriedly turned around and lay down on his back, avoiding eye contact with me immediately.
"What! You're not allowed to keep secrets with me!!!" I exclaimed.
"Well, from the first day I saw tears in your eyes, I felt bad. But I didn't know it was love. Once I realized it again, it was too late." Arm turned his face towards me and answered, which made me somewhat satisfied and reluctantly accepted it because Phii Arm, the smart one, had started to blush and look embarrassed.
"Then you liked me first."
"No! I think that you liked me first."
"Not true!!! You've been in love with me for a long time, for sure.
"That's just you seducing me.
"No way!!! You kissed me first."
"Well, you were going to kiss someone else.
"Oh god... then we're both sinners.” At that time, I was still with Time.
"But you never went further..." Oh fuck! Until now, we haven't done any of the grown up stuff! ---
"Umm, okay okay I believe you now that you liked me first.
"It was you who liked him first."
And then Arm and I argued about this until his mother had to intervene by bringing out some fruit and stuffing it into both of our mouths to keep us quiet, whether we liked first or last, I don't know, but we have already fallen in love so deeply.
So nerdy!!!
And because of that, the golden rule of our relationship is... we don't keep secrets from each other, the safe in Arm's room, he even told me the password but to actually enter it, I can't remember it because it is so long with all kinds of signs. Arm’s brain is really super intelligent, if he can build space missiles, I wouldn't be surprised at all.
I made offerings in the mornings to the passing monks, ate meals with Arm's family as usual, and my physical and mental health are improving steadily. Arm switched back and forth between my house and his own, and of course, during this time when everything is right and good, there will be no confusion in my mind any longer.
For the rest of my life, I will entrust Arm to take care of me, our status will change without us having to say it. There is no need for grand ceremonies, just an understanding and agreement that no matter how difficult the path ahead may be, we will hold hands and overcome everything, going together without any conditions. I can introduce Arm to family and friends not in the status of a bodyguard of the Main Family but my lover. From now on he will come to be my heart bodyguard throughout my life.
"He is my bodyguard, mine. Not a lazy mango kid, the world keeps wanting to steal my bodyguards like crazy!!!" Teekhun said while hugging Arm, with his arms draped over his shoulders and his legs wrapped around his waist, like a baby monkey that now had a face that looked like a child who had lost his toy and tears were about to flow.
"Young Master! I'm not going anywhere for a while, let go, sir. Shame on you!" Arm said softly, making Teekhun turn to look at him with a hopeless expression, cutting off the protest and breathing out loudly.
"You changed!!!!! You changed! Just like when Pete did! Feelings are ambiguous like the day Pete chased after Vegas, you're going to leave me for another person!!!!" Teekhun shouted in Arm's ear, causing him to turn his face and breathe heavily.
"I told you that I'm not leaving, I will take care of Young Master from now on." Teekhun gritted his teeth and patted Arm's shoulder with anger.
"I don't believe it! Tay is staring at me with green eyes! Just like Vegas who stole Pete from me! Tay also wants to take you like everyone else, right!!!!" Teekhun kept shouting until I couldn't stand the image anymore. The loud and echoing sound made me have to pull Teekhun out.
"Stop teasing my lover! I will ask him to leave for real." I said, standing to hug before walking to sit in between Teekhun and my lover.
"Lover? Lover? Call each other with confidence in your words!!!! Even wrong again. Have you ever thought of asking for guardianship like me!?" Teekhun used a pillow to hit me until Arm had to use his hand to hold me and put me in his arms to absorb all the impact from Teekhun.
"Don't hit my lover!" Arm said firmly.
"You are even protecting each other! Even protecting each other. These bastards, I don't believe it!!!!" Teekhun kept hitting until Porsche, who was sitting quietly watching the situation, had to speak up loudly.
"Oh my goodness!!!! Can you stop pretending to be crazy for a day! Gosh!!" Teekhun stopped his actions before bursting out laughing and looked at Kinn.
"No one loves me, Kinn. Even your boyfriend is scolding me, that's right!! Everyboyfriend is scolding me!”
"May you be blessed! May Phii Top not love you." This person raised his hand to bow and smiled teasingly until Teekhun changed his target, glaring at Kinn... but! This time it was Porsche who really messed up, as the pillow hit him in the face and he had to apologize as Teekhun sat up straight with irritation.
"Are you okay with that, Tay, for Arm to continue working here?" It was Porsche who started to get serious, causing Arm to back away a little and look up.
"It’s okay, Arm, even if you want to go help with Tay family company, it is okay." Kinn added firmly.
"But!!" Teekhun quickly interjected, but Porsche interrupted with a loud voice.
"Quiet!!" And Teekhun suppressed his tears, and his dramatic face reached a scene from a play at the Rachadalai Theater level..
"Are you sure about it, Khun Kinn... might I ask for an additional day off?"
"Maybe we'll have to get more bodyguards." Kinn sat and analyzed before handing over a contract to Arm, "Starting Thursday, Friday, daytime Saturday, Sunday, nighttime Saturday, and adjusting the salary to be 80,000 baht from the previous 155,000, ok?" Arm solemnly signed the documents without checking anything, showing his trust and understanding. We had already covered everything.
"But on the days with special training, you must come in, Arm. And in that case, I'll make you a partial bodyguard like Porsche." Arm nodded to Porsche.
"But seriously, Arm, why are you coming to work? You have plenty of money. Just lying at home and trading stocks can make you rich." Teekhun, in his usual stubbornness, chimed in with curiosity. As everything was handed down to Teekhun, even Arm's company under the guise of his mother's name was profitable enough the money flowed endlessly, but I knew the answer well, but I wanted to see how my boyfriend would respond.
"Even if I resign and leave, the Young Master will call and follow me. And even if I find a way to intimidate and threaten, he will still follow along like he did with Porsche, right? But I'm smarter than Porsche in that... I still have a salary, but Porsche came to work without any salary at all, ...that's all, Young Master."
"Oh... in the end, you have to follow me around and stay with me until I get revenge. Hey! You bastard who lied and slandered me!" Then Teekhun, who just found out that his top bodyguard lied and slandered him, quickly grabbed a pillow and threw it at Arm again until he had to use his hand to catch it.
"I understand the situation, sir. Even if I resign, I will still be harassed and followed. I will continue to fight for my salary until the end and there is no need to waste time. I do it because of duty. Don't get dramatic like you did with that idiot Pete!" Arm spoke aggressively.
"Very clever! Truly worthy of being the brain of the Main Family." Tonight, I praised Teekhun and smiled at Arm who was still lying and slandering, never stopping, haha, my boyfriend is really spicy!
"Okay then. I don't want you to leave, I know you have money to pay the termination fee, but if the Main Family doesn't have you, it would be terrible! Thank you so much for staying, and thank you Tay for understanding the reasons." Porsche looked at me with admiration. Actually, we had discussed this before about Arm’s status and duties in the future. Porsche and Kinn worried that Pete’s history would repeat itself, but Arm never intended to leave from the start.. Arm assured me from the very beginning when we decided to live together that I could ask for anything in this world. Whether it's a star or a moon, but the only thing he couldn't give was his true self, that is the duty of a beloved bodyguard who has always been honest and loyal.
"Young Master will have still remain your bodyguard... I love and respect you, Young Master, very much. Without Young Master, there would be no me today. I will repay by not leaving you. I only ask for one thing... to take care of Young Master in the future and not ask to leave Tay."
I understand everything about Arm, because he follows what he said, the bodyguard is his true identity, he was born to protect the ones he loves, not only as a lover, but also as a mother, friend, boss, sibling, and lover because, "Ashawin" means, loyalty, which must be maintained forever....
"Is there anyone else who loves me? Pon, Jin!" Teekhun called for the bodyguard who had been sent away to come inside.
"Y...yes. Young Master." Jin came out bravely but hesitantly.
"Who are you going to be dating, huh?" Teekhun asked angrily as he sat cross-legged in the mall.
"No one."
"What's your spec, huh?"
"Um... a dog." Jin pointed to himself.
This sentence made Teekhun smile dryly.
"Smart, huh?"
"Uh... get out of my way, Pon! Don't worry, I'll take care of myself, the people around me are all idiots. Go prepare hot water for me, I'm going to go down and soak in the onsen." Teekhun shooed Jin away, but Pon just sighed and looked up wearily before turning to raise an eyebrow and wink at Arm, who was sitting there smiling.
"There's nothing else today. Let's go, guys."
"Thank you, Porsche, thank you, Khun Kinn, and thank you so much, Young Master." Arm stood up from the sofa and went to hug his Young Master softly.
"I'm so happy for you. Congratulations." This person came over, patted my head, and whispered softly, "Arm is a very good person, isn't he?"
"Yes… Thank you for everything... including... the matter with Time." I said softly.
"Well... I'm off. Let's go, my love!! We better finish work quickly and go to Japan." Then Kinn pushed me out before going to hug his Porsche and then walking out of the room.
"Evil person, you didn't invite me!"
"Give me a break. You bastard!" Porsche shouted angrily, and Teekhun who was about to get upset again had to quickly calm himself down.
"I'll go down to send you to the onsen room, Young Master, and I'll come early tomorrow morning to pick you up."
Teekhun smiled like a child and quickly hooked arms with Arm to the onsen room below before sending me to wait at the car. If I didn't know Teekhun beforehand, he must have been annoyed and scolded by now. But Teekhun is Teekhun. He has molded his bodyguards so well that they are genuine good to him, he is fond of the bodyguards, he loves them, he is sincere that they dare not to leave, so much so that Arm is still afraid, a bodyguard who has a family ready with a burden must come back to serve Teekhun. Indeed, if the confusing love story is removed. The person who deserves the word love the most and should be loved the most is him.
After settling the matter with Teekhun, Arm took me to park in the downtown area in an alley with rows of old two-story townhomes. I swallowed hard with difficulty, as everything had come to an end since the day I met Time for the last time. It was the day his house caught on fire. After that, I never heard any news about him again, only that his father was arrested on charges of embezzlement and fraud by several companies, leading to a sentence of not less than 20 years. Grandma fell ill, Time himself resigned from the university. Apart from that, I didn't know anything else about him.
"By court order, Time cannot come within 200 meters of you." Arm reached out and grabbed my shoulder tightly, patting it lightly. "Even though you won't press charges against Time, the evidence that day clearly shows that Time tried to harm you."
Yes, I didn't want anything to do with Time, but he was charged with assault because he tried to harm me. I let it go, although initially it was attempted murder, but because... Time might not be able to handle anything anymore. Kinn volunteered to take responsibility for his friend, along with five million baht in bail money, even though I had forgiven him, the friendship or acquaintance that was left behind could not make me push him until the end of everything... Even though Time's life is almost gone now.
"So... how is he doing? I mean, is he okay?" I asked Arm hesitantly before he pointed to a Benz parked in front of Time's rented house. "As one of the high society people, you should know." Arm turned to ask me.
"Phii Uea…” I used to see him at the auctions, he is a department store owner.
"Well, he is the one who takes care of Time, he always has something with every time he comes to see Time."
"But Phii Uea, he... has a wife and a child." I turned to Arm with confusion, then went silent, because not only did he have a wife and a child, but he also... "He is over forty... How is he with Time?" I asked with hesitation.
"From what you said about checking up on Time's situation, I had people investigate a bit and found out that these two have a deep relationship." Arm sighed as if it was a difficult topic to discuss.
"So, is he divorced from his wife and children now?"
"Not really." I was even more shocked than before, my heart did not beat wildly, not because of any particular feeling but rather a lack of understanding of what caused Time...to have to be in such a situation.
"Tay...some things are a matter of fate. Grandpa himself had mental health issues, he was stressed about his home possibly being seized, police finding evidence of planning a massacre. Honestly, that day if it weren't for you causing a stir, what would Grandpa do? He would have killed everyone in the house, including himself. He ordered gas masks, bought guns, bullets, and we even found rat poison mixed in with the food. All of this is the wheel of karma that is currently turning." I closed my eyes before exhaling with a sense of despair, then grabbed Arm's hand and placed it on my face to feel comforted, as I was still fearful, with a lost heart, about everything that was happening to the lineage of Time.
“I don't have any regret for Time at all. I have lost all feelings. That day when I first did it, I was doing it for you, so that you wouldn't have to suffer or owe anything in return anymore. I was the person who was angry but still loved you, but with Time… Do you understand?" I looked at Arm with tears welling up, as human do I feel nothing? Indeed, I acknowledge that it is pitiful that Time captured my heart, but I cannot forgive and go back to loving him anymore. However, with the fact that we have many stories that have grown together, it is difficult for me to see him fall to this extent.
"I understand...you've both been through a lot together. Khun Kinn is also deeply affected. Everyone is in pain with this event, no one has not suffered from it. It's not wrong...for you to still have feelings." Arm said with a deep understanding in his voice.
"But I don't love Time anymore..." I looked back at the gate and saw Phii Uae holding shopping bags and a bag coming out of the car, along with Time walking towards us with a gaunt appearance, looking more ashamed than I had ever seen...Pitiful, pitiful, there is only this one word.
"Let go, Tay...everyone has to face the consequences of their actions." Arm pulled me into a hug, and I couldn't help but shed tears, as if it were forbidden, but I felt safe. Arm has always been my protective arm, and this moment is truly my sanctuary.
-Time-.
The dog in the alley is cornered...how is he doing? Today I feel deep in thought, sadness, sorrow, and despair not much different from what I've done. A mystery number arranged a meeting at a deserted warehouse with thick security and the rule was that I had to blindfold myself and be brought there. As a person who has been shattered in front of everyone, I have caused Tay so much pain in the past, today it is multiplied exponentially, I am held close by the close pack of underling.
"Five million. Should be enough for everything." The voice that I am unfamiliar with echoes resoundingly, shaking the surrounding area, pushing me down to the ground. I turn left and right, trying to find the roots of the person who sends me messages every day out of curiosity.
SMS: You need help?
TIME: Who?
SMS: A big scene in a drama, maybe because my house is a bit too extravagant, so it ends like this.
Time: Who are you?
SMS: If your father had this much sense. Your Grandpa wouldn't have to take the blame like this.
Time: What do you want...
SMS: Let's meet at send location.
I decided to go to the meeting place with my life because there is nothing more to lose now.
"Is my life, my family only worth this much?" I am still tied with a black cloth over my eyes in the darkness.
"Not everything went according to the deal. You have been the talk of town since forever. You encompass stupidity at its finest."
"What deal?" I ask with suspicion, not feeling happy myself at the moment.
"The plan went completely wrong, and in the end, someone had to be sacrificed. That Grandpa of yours wanted to kill everyone in the house. If we didn't intervene, there will be no trace of the Rattanapakorn family left on this earth."
"Don't say that! So you mean Grandpa decided to take all the blame and the evidence pointing to my Grandpa was set up completely? That's not true!
"Your father's mistake is that he messed up his dealings with the company shares, he still couldn't handle it and had to lose everything…but that was how it was planned."
"Is this person? Mew? Tay? Arm?"
"Let's just say, your Grandpa was meant to receive a payment of 10 million, 5 million was used to silence the families of those who passed away because of the accident caused by him. The other five million is the remaining amount that needs to be paid, consider it... settled."
"Wait!!! Who are you...."
"I didn't ask you to meet me just for me to come and tell you the whole truth about what happened. But if you have a desire to have Tay back in your life, the love of your heart, then... do as I command, wait for the day I set. Follow what I say, and you may get everything back the way your heart desires...."
After finishing that sentence, I was hit on the back of the head and when I came to, I realized I was back at home lost in thought.
"Follow what I command, wait for the day I set. Follow what I say, and you may get everything back the way your heart desires..." And here, the last words that remained in my memory, who was that voice owner. Why did they do that? What really happened? My brain reflected on various events, going back to the day of the room burning incident involving Tem, I remembered that the first person I asked for help was....
"Kinn...you must help me." Kinn showed a worried expression.
"Me..."
"It's not just about my relationship with Tay, I need help with my family's shares."
"Time, you and Tay are both my friends, don't make things difficult for me." At that time, I knew well that the person involved knew that Kinn refused to help me completely, but it was still good that this mysterious person decided to assist me and give me money to stand on my own, another five million, the stability of friendship with love and business seems difficult to maintain, also...
"Mew... you know I can't live without Tay." After failing to convince Kinn, I asked Mew, who turned his back on me.
"I don't care about you getting burned in the fire or not, you bastard!!!" After that sentence, Mew cut off all contact with me, blocked me on social media, blocked my friends from contacting me, and loudly declared that he didn't want to be involved with me anymore. I heard that he had to travel abroad often, so it was unlikely that he would be involved in any more chaotic situations.
Or maybe Porsche... but Porsche seemed angry and unable to control himself, so I doubt he would want to get involved in this mess.
And in the end, the person who made a mistake in planning and then hired Grandpa as a scapegoat, who is it? And the evidence is still left behind, pointing fingers at Grandpa as if he is guilty without any evidence. Did my father know about this? But I can't talk to my father because he was still restless and involved in cross-border trading. And currently father is still being specially detained and not allowed relatives to visit.
I don't know, I don't know anything anymore. My life right now is so unbearable that I feel like dying and surviving at the same time. Why did the fire at the house not choose me to go with it, leaving me in so much pain, standing on this earth with torment? How can I bear this injustice? It's too much... It's so unfair!
"I won't be able to make it tomorrow, Time." I looked at my current helper, the owner of a medium-sized store who now seems to have the role of a sugar daddy in my life. "Tomorrow is my daughter's birthday... I'll come back on Monday." Phii Uae put on his clothes and then walked over, pulling my head towards him for a hug.
"Okay."
I looked at the back of the person walking out of the bedroom with cash placed next to the bed, totaling twenty thousand baht, causing me to feel disgusted with myself, the pain almost suffocating me. The events are familiar but unreal, the grief eating away at my heart like Tay, who knew about me cheating but pretends as if nothing is happening all the time. Now, I have felt the bitterness more than just in words, fate has responded and broken apart.
I hate myself for being myself right now, fallen from high places, in pain, nauseous, almost dead, and yet I have to deal with crazy things, including being in a relationship that I do not feel happy about, but I must endure to help Grandma recover from the shock and the heart disease she is currently suffering from. I have to grit my teeth, do everything to make money to heal myself, even if it means becoming a man who sells himself for money, I will accept it...
-Arm-
"Oh! Hello Khun Kinn." I bowed to my boss who had just returned home nearly midnight with a bodyguard, who was Pha.
"Are you going back late today?" Khun Kinn greeted me.
"Young Master had a bad dream, so I had to stay and keep him company." I spoke out straightforwardly. Young Master had bad dreams for a while before things happened. Tay, on the other hand, seemed to be more intense than usual lately. I don't know why it's all happening at once.
"Whatever it is, don't let it upset Tay."
"Tay is waiting in front of the house." Khun Kinn greeted me, so I asked, "Where did come from?" I asked without thinking much, which made Khun Kinn pause for a moment.
"Talking with a customer from Italy. I have been gone for a long time, Porsche will definitely complain about it, so I'm off!" And then Khun Kinn walked up to his room. Seeing that there was nothing else to do, I quickly went straight to Tay, who had been waiting for about ten minutes to pick me up.
I squeezed myself into the car and immediately received a kiss from my boyfriend as overtime pay for today.
"Tired?" Tay asked me as he took on the role of driving so I could relax and lean back comfortably, and today we were going to stay at Tay's house because Taa is returning from England tomorrow, so Tay wanted us to have meals together.
"Not really, Young Master is not feeling well."
"Is it about a bad dream?"
"Yes, I think it's starting to go away."
"Teekhun wants to get sick, so you can stay longer with him."
"Phii Top comes in the morning, noon, and evening."
"That is Teekhun's plan, don't get caught up in it." My boyfriend sneered sarcastically, even though I knew this situation was not funny at all. Young Master was becoming more and more unlike himself every day, but it was difficult to talk about it because me, Pete and Pon are still confused by his behavior. I think it's science or witchcraft, sometimes it's like a ghost entering his body, sometimes it's like a ghost leaving, for better or for worse. But I think it's just normal for Young Master, it's tiring for all of us, so when we talk about Young Master, I pick up my phone and search for some random, nonsensical words that I think my life shouldn't be like this now.
'What symptoms do people who are affected by sorcery usually have?', and I read the symptoms continuously before realizing that it was the same symptoms that Young Master was experiencing. Whether it's nightmares, bad memory, mood swings, or sometimes, floating, frequent headaches, feeling dizzy all the time, feeling suffocated... I took a deep breath, feeling heavy-hearted, and still. Not really believing much, I thought I was overthinking and left the Google app, entering the X app, to see how things were in my hometown.
"Are you hungry or not?" When the X app was loading and Tay asked me, I didn't pay much attention to Tay's question before the app appeared, and on the feed timeline most recently post played a video automatically.
>>Continuing