[T/N] I apologize for grammar mistakes and incoherencies
Chapter 1: The more engineering you study, the more dull you become.
[Vee Vivis].
Who says the more engineering you study, the more dull you become? I disagree, I strongly disagree. Because what I have come to know is that the more engineering I study, the more attractive I become.
I have to admit that even though I have graduated from my prestigious institution, I still have my setbacks. I may lose to doctors, to lawyers, but it doesn't mean I am dull or losing my attractiveness. Because if I really were dull, I wouldn't have to chase after third-year students like this. Yes he is still in his third year. I may be someone else's senior, but he is still my babe.
A babe named Mark Masa.
"Don't you have work? Why do you sit here every day watching him?" Fuse asked me. So I turned to find my junior, the smart one with the doctor boyfriend. Yes, another doctor. Well, he's called a dentist.
"Whether I have or don't have, what is your point? You have a boyfriend, yet you still have time to look after someone else's boyfriend." I said as I turned back to face him.
"Well, my boyfriend is beautiful. A lot of people are interested, I feel possessive."
"Oh, well. My boyfriend is also handsome. A lot of people look at him. I am possessive too." I said, echoing what he said, and then turned to look at Mark again.
Mark is standing at the front of the row of first-year students gathered in the courtyard. This year, the activity of welcoming new students is very creative. My faculty is no longer silent and the hazing is back to the old ways, but now done openly and shared on social media. Dealing with the older generation and the old system is tough for the kids. Mark consulted me about these systems. As someone who is a bridge between the old and new ways, I can only advise them to make their own decisions. It's tiring, really. Just spending time watching over the senior hazers is already a whole day gone. Should I come up with games to help or would that not even make a difference.
Yes, my boyfriend is a hazer.
My hazer is handsome, but let me tell you that that hazer already has a partner…me.
"Mark is incredibly innocent." Kampan said, zooming in on his own friend's picture in the hashtag.
"Well, he is very radiant. Almost as bright as a Moon, like me." Fuse said.
"You used to be." Kampan replied.
"Well, but wasn't Mark not this handsome in the past?"
That's why I am confident that the more engineering one studies, the more attractive one becomes. Before, when I was newly pursuing it... I pursued Mark. Let's just say that back then, two years ago, he wasn't this handsome. Even last year, he wasn't this desirable. When did my boyfriend start looking this good? When did I allow him to swim without a shirt?
"First Years’ eyes are almost falling."
“Take off your shirt and see what your boyfriend will do?"
I was irritated. When he first entered the First Year, I thought he was handsome wearing the school uniform. In the second and third year, he got to wear garage clothes. Hey, my boyfriend is extremely handsome. It's not surprising that people approach him, and it's not surprising that I obsess over him like this. I'm so obsessed that my dad and brother are going to remove my name from the household register because I refuse to work at the garage.
But the truth is, I just graduated a few months ago and haven't received my degree yet. I told my mom that I wanted to take a long break before anything else. Actually, I told my mom straight up that I wanted to stay with Mark for a long time. If I start working after graduation, I'm afraid I won't be able to do things close to him. I'm afraid we'll be separated and be far away. There won't be time to see each other anymore.
"Oh my. So you are the only person allowed to see what is beneath that jacket he is wearing, Phii Vee?"
"I want to go and pull him back to the room for real. Who said anyone is allowed to approach him? He looks so cute with that face, smiling and with those eyes. I let him do whatever he wants." I complained as I looked at my own sweet eyes.
"You're going to need to bark at Phii Yihwa and Phii Nuea then." I turned around to look at Fuse when he said that.
"Yihwa and Nuea? How about Barr? He hasn't done anything damn yet." I complained back.
"Well, I have. When he was a Moon he served the public a lot."
"Now, every day you are all about Phii Ana." I winked to reconcile my two friends. Right now, that handsome face of his is smiling happily with my friend's sentence.
"Same with me." I replied.
"Not the same, I have to work, make money, and support my wife. But you, you just have to take care of your wife. That's not fair, my friend won't have anything to eat."
"Me."
"What?"
"Eat me."
"Oh no. If my friend eats you, he'll become a pig. Not a sexy body like this."
"What are you talking about?" I cursed at Fuse and then turned to look at Mark again.
Before, he didn't have a lot of muscles, but now it's clear that he has. Both arms. Chest. Stomach. Not to the extent of having such big muscles, just lean muscles like Fuse said, and then there's...how did it happen to him? When he secretly started working out, I didn't care what it was. Because I liked his good physique. But now that I look again, I want him to go back to being the first-year kid with a lean body because that's enough for sports. Or maybe I want him to grow older and fatter, to be my bear, the only one for me.
“The longer his hair gets, the cuter he looks, right?” Well, it's not clear at all. His bangs keep growing, and now it's long enough to tickle the neck a bit. Instead of going to see a hairdresser and getting it trimmed, he told me that he had no time. So, he let it grow for a long time because the school term had not started yet. He is with me, and... that's pretty nice. I really like his longer hair, but now that he is outside like this, isn't it too much? He is handsome alright, cute from one angle, and beautiful from another. Is he even human? The more his hair gets like this, how can I resist him? It's just hair, and I have to choose between finding a job and taking care of Mark. I have to take care of Mark.
"What is it?"
"I'm looking at you, Mark." I replied softly, after turning to look at him. Mark looked at me before sitting down next to me.
First Year kids were coming out. I don't know when the activities ended, all I know is that Mark is already by my side. Maybe I looked at him too much. I just looked. I didn't call him my boyfriend.
"That's enough. I'll go to the meeting first." He said, then searched for something in his bag.
"What's that?"
"The phone." I took out his beautiful bag and looked for his famous brand phone, then handed it to him.
"When will you be finished?"
"Around three or four p.m."
"Three or four?" I pressed with a lower tone when I didn't get a clear answer.
"Well, why does it matter? Whether it's three or four, it depends on how the meeting goes." He replied back.
"Um, it's like you've never had to wake up early and cheer for me." I measured my words as I looked at Fuse. He's been a cheerleader and the staff have attended meetings, but he's never had to control a boyfriend who had to attend a cheerleading meeting like this. It's annoying, I want it to finish quickly.
"You guys should come in too, don't talk nicely." Mark turned to Fuse, and the two other graduates who started to pack up.
"Phii Vee, are you going to stay outside alone?" Kampan asked.
"Are you going in too? It's just us." The word "us" refers to the people I already know. Or maybe they already know me.
"No, if I go in, you guys will be nervous."
"So you will be waiting?"
"Um, go quickly."
"What if I am late?" Mark asked.
"You told me four o'clock." I replied, the tone in my voice becoming a little tense. It clearly indicated four o'clock, so how could he say it was later than that?
"Right."
"Yeah, let's hurry."
"You can wait in the car." Mark suggested again.
"What's the matter with you? Can't I wait wherever?" I asked back.
"Well, if it's what you want." Mark said and led his friend out, leaving me staring puzzled at the person waiting with me, as if it's not a big deal. I've never had to wait, even though I've waited late into the night, so why worry?
"That one over there is looking at you, he wants you to wait in the car." Kampan said, nudging me to look the other way. I stopped squinting at it, wondering if it was true. That weird named kid paused.
"Huh~." He looks less handsome, yet his wife still cares.
"Where are you going?" Kampan asked.
"I'm going to wait for Mark in the car."
Mark and I have been dating for more than a year... if you count seriously dating. I'm not sure if it's a year or two, but what I know is that I've known Mark since year one, and it made me fall in love without knowing how to love back then.
In the past, I was unclear, which caused us a lot of heartbreak and made our parents worry. We argue every day now because Mark is an attractive person, and I have many acquaintances, but why argue? We don't even have any third party reasons. Having a crush and being infatuated are the only things we have, but even that, I can barely endure. I've never had to worry about anyone like this, but I can't trust myself with Mark. Not that I don't trust him, I mean, I can't trust anyone like that. Even though I know he loves me, those vultures out there would still dare. He's good-looking and loves Mark so much that I don't know who else to fight with. Therefore, I have to do everything to maintain what we have as best as possible.
I want to watch over him 24 hours, I want to possess him 24 hours.
…
"Why didn't you wait in the car?" A familiar voice walked in and greeted me.
"You are late." I have been waiting here and now it's past four o'clock and by the time I saw his face, it was already half past four.
"Won’t mosquitoes bite you as you are sitting here?" I tilted my head, looking at the person saying that, and made a confused face. There's no one here except Mark and me, and no one can see this expression on me except Mark.
"Worried about me?"
"Very worried, but that's my job." He said and reached out his hand to me. So, I reached out my hand to hold his hand and let Mark slowly pull me up from the green patch on the football field.
"That day I should have said no to you." No one should be blamed for this except myself. Mark asked me to help him make the decision. He asked me if it would be okay for him to do activities in the third year, and I answered that it was okay. The reason I said it was okay is because the activities are really good, they offer many interactions. It's easy, if I had no activities in the third year, I would go drink. If not for the third year activities, would I have Mark? Activities make me have friends and a new social circle, but I forgot how charming my own person is. Whoever meets whom will be infatuated with him. He has been doing activities for half a month, it's unbearable. DOnt these flirt sleazes know that Mark already has a boyfriend. It hasn't been long since we shared our anniversary on social media.
"No more complaining." He told me, so I paused.
"Are you hungry or not?"
"I want to eat congee."
"Then let's go to the U."
I followed Mark's lead, just like Mark himself, he never annoys me. U is a centre that gathers food and products for students, so that's where we went. It is located next to the university, behind the university zone. It's not far from the university and not far from the dormitory.
"What do you want to eat?" He turned to ask me before getting out of the car.
"I can eat anything." I replied.
"I mean, what do you want to eat?" He turned to look at me from the other side. There is a beautiful car separating us. Seeing him like this, I wanted to tease him, knowing that he is concerned and wants to take care of me, but I still wanted to tease him.
'I want to eat Mark.' I mutter without making a sound and he stares at me.
"Let's go eat congee."
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I am standing at the congee shop, waiting for the pork congee that he likes. There are slightly more people now because they finished their sports practice. The athletes will gather here, just like before when I used to come here after finishing my sports practice, I would eat and then go take a shower. If I felt like it, I would go somewhere else, but these days things are not like that. Wherever I go... I have to go with Mark.
"Pork Congee and Chicken Feet Soup."
"Thank you." I ordered the bowl of congee from Mark, just like the smoothie he brought for me. My handsome lover wrinkles his forehead when he sees it, and I know it will complain for sure.
"Why did you bring it? I can get it myself. I told you not to bother with something so small." He said angrily and went to get my bowl. As for me, I just watched and sat waiting here.
I don't want to make him feel like he's a woman in this relationship. I never thought of treating him like a woman, but everything I did was because I know he is my boyfriend. I felt like I wanted to do things for my boyfriend, is that normal? It's not about male or females. It's not about treating him like a woman. It's not about driving him like a woman, but everything I did was because he is my boyfriend.
Like any other couple.
"I just want to make you happy." I said when he put my soup in front of me, he looked at me. He didn't say anything and the person standing next to me sat down opposite me.
I sighed as Mark remained silent, and then I started scooping the soup quietly. I didn't want to feel upset or think too much about this, but I couldn't help but feel it. No one said anything else between us. Because I didn't know what to say, I just scooped the soup and then picked up the watermelon smoothie to rinse my mouth. As for Mark, he drank plain water. He was still trying to take care of his appearance, and I couldn't help but feel angry. Why did I want him to be more handsome than this?
After finishing the meal, I put the dishes away as usual. As I walked past the engineering table, a student raised their hand to greet Mark, and then greeted me as well. But no one said anything other than "hello", probably because they saw the tension between us. So, we greeted the student and walked out quietly.
"Sorry." I stopped beside the car when I heard Mark say that, turned around to look at him, and couldn't help but not ask.
"What's wrong?"
"About earlier,” he replied.
"About earlier? Why sorry?" I asked back.
"Well... I thought you….” he said.
"It's okay. I just did it and you didn't like it." I replied. I admit that I was upset about this, but if my actions made Mark feel bad, I should just not do it. It's just me showing my care for him like this, if he doesn't want it, I can take care of other things for him too.
"No..." Mark said, his steps coming closer to me than before, and his beautiful hand reached out to grab my shirt, like every time he wanted me to stop and really listen to him or like many times he would tease me.
"Why are you pulling?"
"I don't dislike it.” he said.
"Then why don't you let me do it?"
"Because I'm afraid.”
"Afraid of what?"
"It will make me look like a woman." The pretty eyes glanced at me, and I had to take a deep breath to understand its feelings.
"Listen, Mark, I do it because you're my boyfriend. I don't want to treat you like a woman, but I want to treat you like a boyfriend. My boyfriend deserves the best from me. Do you understand?" I said it and stared at him, and he looked away. The handsome face leaned down and looked at the ground a few times.
"Oh."
"I'll see how I can treat you like a woman. You're so handsome." I said, putting my hand on its head.
"That's enough, people are looking."
"Are you scared?"
"No..."
"Are you embarrassed?" I asked, trying to hold back my smile. His current state could be seen like a house of cards.
"...Let's go back." Mark said, moving the hand that once held my shirt and instead grabbed the door.
"Go back to that side. I'll drive." I said, handing it the car keys.
"Uh, okay, unlock the door then." He said, walking to the other side. I unlocked the door.
"Should I come and open it for you?"
"Are you kidding? Go quickly. I'm tired, I want to sleep."
"Do you think I am going to let you sleep?"
"I'm going to sleep!" His voice sounded louder than before, along with that pale figure entering the car. I nodded and opened the car door, following him.
Mark wasn't embarrassed like other people. He wasn't embarrassed and then anxious like Barr of Tossakan. He wasn't embarrassed and then cute like Nuea's Rama. He wasn't embarrassed and then smiled sweetly like Fuse's Phii Ana. Mark was embarrassed and then silent. Embarrassed and then quiet. Embarrassed and then changed the subject. I think it is incredibly adorable. Because it is incredibly cute to my eyes, and that sweet smile of Phra Rama that Nuea likes to boast about, I say that my boyfriend’s smile is sweeter than that.
It's not just the smile that's sweet.
He is sweet all over.
"What time do you have to wake up tomorrow?" I asked when we entered the room.
It's still the same, the same dormitory, the same door that I used to lean on him and cry, the same sofa that I used to sit on and kiss him, the same bed that I used to sleep and hold him close to. Now I hold him every night, kiss him every day, and give him a sweet smile every morning before he goes to class. How it used to be compared to now, is much better than before.
"Nine o'clock."
"Not going to sports?"
"No, not even going swimming in the evening." I sighed when I heard that sports name.
"You should play football like me." I said.
"Take off the shirt like you?"
"Football only takes off the shirt, only a few days, but you swim..." I said and then I looked down at his lower parts.
"Why is that?"
"Am I jealous? I'm really jealous." I said and walked over, embracing his waist and resting my forehead on his shoulder.
Others might think it's meaningless or that my condition has worsened, only one person would do something like this. I act jealous because I'm truly jealous. If I don't be jealous of this person, who will I be jealous of? This person is mine. His clothed or nude body belongs to me, and his heart belongs to me. How jealous am I?
People who have never truly loved anyone wouldn't understand.
"I know... there's nothing to worry about." He said and gently patted my back, then slid his hand to the back of my neck and massaged it lightly, while I slowly pulled it closer and embraced him.
"I am jealous of mine." I said and then kissed Mark's shoulder through his shirt.
"So what should I do?" He asked, slowly pushed me away, and I looked straight into his face, not knowing how to answer this question.
"Don't do anything. Just let me be jealous."
"Funny." He said and smiled a little.
"What?"
"What can I do to make you less worried?" He asked again, and I shrugged.
"Nothing, I trust you and you haven't done anything to make me jealous." I replied.
Mark is still Mark like before. People say he's a playboy, his friends say he has a lot of fucktoys but that's just the past. Now, Mark is Mark, he is my Mark. If you ask if he does anything to make me jealous, the answer is no. Because I am constantly jealous like this every day, almost every minute. What could make me jealous?
"What are you thinking about? You have been following me more closely recently.” He said.
"It's not like that. I just... want to be with you longer than this." It's not that I don't think about our future. I'm old enough to think about earning money to support my wife and mother. I'm just waiting for a little more time. If I go to work, I won't have time to be with Mark like this. I won't get to see Mark doing activities. I won't get to see Mark with his friends, juniors. I just want to see Mark longer, before having to go to work hard.
"We can see each other even when you go to work, right?"
"Yes, but I'm not free to come to you. Right now, I want to follow." I replied.
"Poor thing.” He said and lightly slapped my cheek.
"Watch it, you might feel more pain than that slap.” I said and held his wrist.
"I am not afraid." As he said that, he teased me a little, isn't he cute? I want to strip him right here.
"Are you teasing me?”
"I am not."
"Then, are you serious?" I said as I grabbed his waist.
"Enough for a shower." Mark pushed me away and turned towards the bathroom, not caring about my face at all.
Throughout.
He likes to do this and then disappear. I shook my head and went to get some cold water to drink, to cool down my head and body. I tend to get hotter when Mark takes off his shirt and smiles at me, the more he knows that I like it, and the slower he undresses, the more he looks at me.
"Are you going to hurry, undress and shower, or should I take those off and bathe you?" I asked quietly, leaning against the bedroom door and looking at him.
"Bathe me…Phii."
"Lazy boy." I cursed at his mouth, but my legs had already walked towards him. The cold water flowing down my throat didn't help at all.
I grabbed Mark's waist and kissed him, and he lifted his face to receive my kiss. We kissed in the way we used to, but each time the feeling was different. Sometimes it was more, sometimes less, depending on what happened each day. I clung to his lips and kissed passionately. There was no gap left, but we still exchanged breaths without haste.
Not in a hurry, but it was very intense.
"Can't you not leave any marks, Phii. T..tomorrow I am going swimming." he whispered softly, his lips brushing against my cheek, tempting me to kiss him back as I nodded.
"I promise to be gentle.” I replied, planting a soft kiss on Mark's cheek. He paused for a moment, mirroring my actions.
"My Phii Vee, the gentle one.” He whispered.
"Don't tease me.” I blurted out before Mark chuckled playfully and hooked his arm on my neck, pulling me in for another kiss. We kissed in front of the wardrobe, beside the bed, and I knew that even he knew tonight he would stay up late.
Smack. Smooch.
I couldn't tell which was louder, the sound of our kisses or the air conditioner. All I could hear at that moment was the pounding of my own heart every time Mark kissed me. His wet tongue slid against mine, intertwining with the warmth of my own tongue. Our soft lips locked in and I made sure not to let it be one-sided. We kissed for a while before I slowly pulled away.
Smooch!
Mark's beautiful mouth pressed on the corner of my lips again, and once again, I felt floaty. Floaty because of Mark's actions, floaty because of his teasing. And he dragged his beautiful mouth along my cheek, sliding down to my earlobe.
"I've never teased you..." he whispered in my ear. "I want you."
I guess Mark won't be getting much sleep tonight.
But I probably won't be sleeping either...all night.
TBC
Chapter 2: Can I indulge myself?
[Mark Masa]
"Ah..."
"Hmm.” Phii Vee and I were still kissing in the same spot, even though several minutes had passed, he still wouldn't let me into the bathroom. One of his muscular arms held onto my waist, while the other wrapped around my neck, and I still held onto Phii Vee's shirt with trembling hands and legs that were once stable but now felt weak.
With kisses like these, how could I not melt?
"Ah~"
"More.” not enough. I requested a moment to catch my breath, but his beautiful lips pressed against mine again. He made sure I knew how he felt and just how much he felt. The reason he wouldn't let go, the reason his eyes never left me. The one thing Phii Vee disliked the most was being apart from me. Not just Phii Vee, I felt the same way. I didn't want to be apart from him either. I wanted to be together all day, to sleep and cuddle every night. We're no different at all. I didn't want to be apart. Didn't want to be far away. It's all because I'm afraid to miss him. Because we've been apart before. Because I've missed him before. I know just how scary those feelings and moments can be.
"Ph… Phii Vee." I pushed Phii Vee away, and he retreated slightly. His handsome face leaned towards my neck again, his sweet mouth kissing it gently. It was tender and affectionate, like I had never experienced before.
"I want to kiss for a long time." Phii Vee's husky voice sounded near my ear, making my whole body shiver. The impact was so strong, causing damage to every part of me, especially my heart, which was beating so forcefully that I could feel it clearly like this.
"Wait." I held Phii Vee's hand before it could enter my pants. The handsome man moved his face away and looked at me with curiosity before asking.
"Why?"
"I need to take a shower first." I whispered softly, and Phii Vee took a deep breath.
"Waste of time." His voice became firm, and with that, his thick hand grabbed my arm and urged me to follow him.
The bathroom door opened as Phii Vee walked in, and I followed unwillingly. It was not that I didn't want him, but my feet were weak. I knew that if I told Phii Vee to stop, he would, and if I told him to leave, he would too, but I refused to say it.
"Bathtub or shower?" The handsome man turned back to ask, and it was a question that made my head spin.
"Um..."
"Shower since I'm too lazy to prepare water in the bathtub." He finished the sentence, and the tall man pulled my arm towards the shower.
His long hand reached up to adjust the temperature of the water before letting it flow down to my body. I closed my eyes as he slowly rinsed my wet hair, pressing it against my face. I shifted slightly to create space for my nose to breathe, and as I took a breath, it became irregular because I had forgotten to open my eyes and saw Phii Vee.
Phii Vee in a completely exposed nudity state.
"Phii..."
"Why?"
"Shower..." My voice disappeared into my throat as I had to swallow my saliva. Phii Vee's tempting smile twitched, and he moved closer until we were touching chest to chest, stomach to stomach…even down there.
"How do you want me to shower with you?"
"Uh!" Before finishing the question, Phii Vee pressed his lips against mine again, and I lifted my face to receive his passionate kiss once more. I didn't care about the flowing water. I didn't care about my wet hair. What I cared about right now was the sweet mouth of Phii Vee and his slender fingers sliding into my pants again.
"Now it's time to undress, because I want to take a shower." My cheeks blushed and I felt just as hot as before. It might be because the oil was too hot or maybe it was because of the loud scratching sound next to my ear.
"Oh, uh..." I tried to resist the urge to make any sound, but it was impossible to suppress the sound that escaped my mouth when Phii Vee's fingers brushed against the area under my pants.
"Is it difficult to undress?"
"Phii... Uh oh~" I was being teased.
My words always seemed to disappear when facing him directly, and now they disappeared because he swallowed me. It was so difficult, more difficult than anything else when Phii Vee did this. I almost fell to the ground along with the pants that Phii Vee removed. They were still piled up around my ankles, still sticking there, but Phii Vee leaned his mouth down.
"Hmm."
"Phii... Wait... Please." My hands tried to push him away, but in vain. My waist moved closer to his mouth, and he seemed reluctant to move away because his strong arms hugged my waist.
"Hmm, ooh..."
"Oh, umm." In the end, I surrendered to Phii Vee just like every time. I wanted to refuse, I wanted to ask for a chance to prepare myself, but when he did this, I just let him do it.
"Hmm... Is it good?" Phii Vee pulled away and looked up at me, asking. I made a face and he replaced his lips with his thick hand.
"Phii... Ugh!"
"Phii, what?."
"Phii Vee... Ugh, Phii Vee." And then I called his name. The name I called most often, the name I wanted to call the most.
"Hmm... Kiss! Hmm." His hand continued its job while his soft lips moved up from my stomach, as if kissing every part that his mouth passed by. And I tensed up every time I was kissed.
"Ah... Ugh! Phii... wait, ugh!" I couldn't resist and Phii Vee didn't stop. His warm mouth moved to the bead on the front of my chest, and his handsome face bent down low, using his tongue to lick there. His thin fingers were still doing their job below. It was different from me, as I didn't know where to put my hands, so I slipped them into Phii Vee's hair. I moaned, releasing all the emotions at this moment, and it seemed like Phii Vee was still not satisfied.
"Speak." His commanding voice spoke and I obediently obeyed, my eyes meeting his beautiful face. His beautiful eyes were at the same level as mine. I couldn't dare to touch them, but his thick hand let go of my head and moved to grab my chin, as if forcing me not to avoid him.
"...What do you want me to say?" I asked softly.
"How do you feel?" Phii Vee asked, pressing his index finger gently against the corner of my lower lip. "How do you feel, Mark?" A handsome voice spoke close to my ear, sending shivers down my spine. The tip of his moist tongue licked my earlobe softly, making me grip his shoulder tighter.
"Uhm...feeling good.” I replied as I touched my lips lightly on Mark's shoulder. "Phii Vee...I feel good."
"Oh, I made you feel good."
"Umm! Ahh.” I moved back as the other person lightly touched my neck. The hand that used to be still was now roaming, pressing against my body and finally resting on my buttock.
"Tight?" Phii Vee asked softly after teasing and rubbing my butt for a while.
It was tight because I wanted it that way. I had to have a lot of muscles because I intended to build them. I knew he liked me, so I made myself like I knew he liked me. Phii Vee likes to touch, like to squeeze. I made myself touchable, squeezable, biteable, kissable. I made myself irresistible. It was all because I didn't want him to do this with someone else. I wanted him to feel that there was only me and I was everything he wanted.
"Ah~" I moaned as his slender finger slowly slid in, but it seemed quite difficult for Phii Vee, so he let go and moved his kissing mouth all over me until I almost melted from his hot tongue.
"Your whole body is tight." Phii Vee said, and then he grabbed me and turned me around. My face turned redder than before when I saw my current state.
I saw myself through the mirror.
My hair, which was much longer than before, was tangled messily. My eyes were watery. At first, I thought it was water that Phii Vee had opened from the overhead shower, but it had stopped flowing, I didn't know since when. There was the handsome face of another person on my shoulder. My arm was tense enough to see green veins. My hands were on the edge of the sink, and Phii Vee slowly moved his face down my back. My mouth tried to stop a moan, but my hips responded to his touch.
"Ah Phii Vee" I called Phii Vee's name slowly and softly, but I believed he knew about my restless desire. Phii Vee squeezed my hips before standing against the back of my head.
"What's wrong, Nong Mark?" a whisper next to my ear, and then a gentle kiss on the back of my neck.
"I...uhh!" I was hit by Phii Vee’s hard appendage. I knew that he intended to do so.
"Ugh what?"
"Uhh~ Do it...just do it.” I asked without forcing Phii Vee. We both understood each other. We knew who wanted what and how to handle and soothe each other. We had been together for a long time and had done many things to each other. It shouldn't feel awkward anymore, but every time we did this, I still felt embarrassed, and every time I asked for it, I still felt ashamed.
"I can't do it."
"Uhh~"
"Can you pump me up?" The voice of Phii Vee was so tempting, so tempting that I wanted to record it and listen to it multiple times, but that's it. Right now, I don't have time to go pick up the phone, I can only turn around and find Phii Vee, then kneel down in front of him.
"Hmm." Slowly, I swallowed the part that pointed at my face into my mouth. The warmth of my mouth was probably less than the heat of Phii Vee’s appendage, but I sucked him with my mouth and exhaled a relieved breath.
"Ahh...warm." Phii Vee said softly and I gradually moved my mouth, using my tongue in a way that he liked, using my mouth in a way that would make him groan like I did.
"Uh...uh, euh." Even though it was a bit difficult because my mouth was full, I felt good every time I did it and Phii Vee called my name, just like now.
"Ahh...Mark, euuh, Mark." I did it until my mouth was swollen and torn.
"Uh...ugh!"
"Ahh...euuh, Mark."
"Is it good?" I leaned back and asked, but the person being asked didn't answer immediately. His handsome face slowly leaned down to look at me, then the hand that used to push my hair away gently pulled my hair up.
"The best."
"Ahh~." We kissed again. No, Phii Vee pulled me in to kiss. We kissed passionately and intensely, expressing our emotions. Just like me, I almost exploded because of our intense heat.
"Do you want me to say that I love you?" he said after our lips separated.
"No.” I said, and hugged his waist tightly.
"Why? Can't I say I love you now?"
"Prove it. Actions speak louder than words."
"Bratty mouth. Let me kiss you!" Phii Vee said and kissed my lips forcefully again. I didn't say anything, just pressed a strong kiss on his shoulders. Not just being good at kissing, but also good at other things.
"Phii Vee...please stop teasing.” I said softly, and my cheeks were getting hotter, just like my heart, which was very hot right now.
"Do you understand me or not?" he whispered in my ear, his sweet mouth still lingering near my neck.
"Yes, I understand."
"Then all night?"
"Ahh~.” I could only release a groaning sound as a response. Because the one who asked didn't wait for me to refuse, after asking, he turned me around to face the sink as before. Gently tapping my cheek with embarrassment, and then he pressed his finger into my mouth.
"If you want to moan, then moan." Phii Vee said and kissed my shoulder, slowly moving down and then back up to kiss my neck as before. As for me, I just held onto the sink tightly and tried to relax as he inserted his finger. I wanted to moan, to call out his name, but all I could manage was to open my mouth wide and try to breathe.
"Um..." Phii Vee gradually moved his hand and I felt a sound escape from me when one of his hands slid down to pleasure me.
"Call my name loudly." His muffled voice said in my ear before his fingers were pulled out.
"Ah..." I bit my lip hard as Phii Vee’s firm hardness slowly entered, trying not to tense up but it was difficult. He tried for a couple of times until it gradually entered me. My hand grabbed onto the sink's edge, making me think that if this wasn't the bathroom, the bedsheet would be missing, and my lips would be sore from all this. I didn't intend to lift my face to look at myself. I just wanted to find air, to breathe, but when I lifted my face, I found a red-faced person looking at me intensely. Behind me was a handsome guy whose expression was indescribable. All I knew was that he was trying just as hard. Phii Vee looked at me in the mirror after entering himself. His slender fingers moved to lightly touch my lips to reaffirm what he had told me.
What should I call you? It's still difficult to breathe.
"Mark..." I gave in. I really resigned myself to all this.
"Um... I'm in pain." I said and tried to move away, but that's all I could manage. I didn't have enough strength. His thick hand slid down to hold onto my waist and I moved.
"Um..."
"Um, Phii Vee! Please..."
"Ah..."
"Um, Mark, um..." I bit my own lip unknowingly as Phii Vee moved faster than before.
"Phii Vee, be gentle..." Who said he was gentle?
"You're teasing me, Nong Mark." I wanted to take a deep breath, but that's all I could do - moan and call his name. Teasing, what are you teasing? Where are you teasing? How did I end up blaming myself like this? It was all because of him. Just by touching me, my whole body melted away. How can I make myself resist?
"Um~ Phii Vee... um..."
"Um..." Phii Vee leaned in to kiss me, and I turned around and kissed him back. We kissed each other to convey what he wanted to say. Phii Vee was trying to say that he loved me through our mouths, without speaking the words. Through actions that were not gentle, but still acknowledged the sweetness. Through a rhythm that wasn't tender, but made my body weak. Through warm breaths that were no different from mine, and it made me melt.
"Ah, um..." Phii Vee let out a breath and allowed me to take a breath. I turned my attention to the mirror again, but I couldn't really see anything. I saw Phii Vee moaning and closed my eyes to look, but it was no use. He couldn't endure, just like me.
"Ah... ummm."
"Hmm, gently...."
"Hmm, gently...and then..." Liar! I wanted to answer back like that, but I couldn't.
"Hmm...Phii Vee."
"Hmm."
The sound of my moan brushing against Phii Vee's lips continued relentlessly. It was no different from the sound of our bodies colliding, which never stopped. I didn't know how long he had been doing this, but my legs were almost giving way... If he didn't hold onto my waist, I would probably have collapsed on the bathroom floor. There would probably be red marks on my back, but I hope he won't leave me marks, but I don't know if he would do it lightly.
"Hmm...ah, um...." I twitched as Phii Vee shifted his thrust. I lifted my face to meet the gaze of the person behind me before finally letting my juices go on Phii Vee’s hand. He moved towards me, slowly guiding me and then slowly moving his waist towards me, as if urging me to understand what he was going to say tonight.
"Hmm...Mark, I love you...."
"Hmm, um...." I groaned again as I felt the warmth that Phii Vee emitted inside me. I lowered my face to the edge of the sink as he continued to move. Both of Phii Vee's hands were on my waist, pressing against him just like he pressed against me. I was going to die right here. I was going to die from the slow but heavy weight of Phii Vee's body.
"I love you, Mark."
"I know..." I replied with a voice that was almost fading away. I shifted my body and turned back to Phii Vee before resting my shoulder against him. I wasn't a fragile person. Everyone knows how strong I am, but Phii Vee is stronger than me. The person in front of me is much more than me, in many ways and many times more. I became weak as soon as I was beside Phii Vee. I became powerless when there was someone to lean on.
"Won't you tell me?" His whisper was right next to my ear, and his strong arm tightened around my waist.
"Hmm~ I love you, love, Phii Vee." I spoke as soon as I felt the pressure at the same spot again. Phii Vee laughed happily before releasing his hands from my waist.
"Come have a shower with your Phii Vee."
"Enough, enough... umm~" My lips were kissed again. I had no right to refuse completely.
Phii Vee led me back to the bathtub. He reached out his long arm to turn on the water, and we kissed in the water. The water was warm, but I felt refreshed. I wasn't wearing any clothes, yet I felt hot. Phii Vee pressed his lips against the edge of my mouth, slowly kissing and then exhaling his breath towards me, just like I was receiving it.
"Do you want more?" Phii Vee pulled back and asked.
"That's enough. I have to wake up early tomorrow." I replied. Just because I have the strength now doesn't mean I will let him possess my soul again.
"Just taking a shower." Phii Vee said and grabbed the shower gel.
"Pee... um~" My whole body shook as Phii Vee's hand slid all over my body, I was continuously calling his name. Despite him saying we were just taking a shower. He said it like that, but his actions were not the same. Where is he sliding his hands over me like that?
"Hmm, sexy and killing." He said when his hand slid onto my buttocks, sliding continuously and then moving up to my neck. I lifted my face up and Phii Vee stopped sliding at my chin.
"Phii...that's enough...." I said, because I sensed what was happening below.
"Is it enough for you?"
"Um~" His fingers slipped down and passed through my hole, which was expanding just like my hardness. I bit my lip and slowly let out a moan.
"Okay, whatever you want." His voice said, then he moved slightly to let me wash myself. After that, he moved forward and washed away the foam of the shower gel. Once his hands were clean, he turned off the water. The sound of water hitting the floor stopped, but the sound of my heartbeat didn't. The more I just showered, the more I felt the coolness of the surrounding air. I felt more and more.
"Phii Vee..." I stepped closer to him, my hand reached out to hold his arm, and my eyes begged when I called his name.
"What?"
"Do you really mean it?" I asked.
"Of course." He said like that, and then I moved closer and whispered in Phii Vee's ear.
"Can we continue on the bed?"
"Whenever you want."
TBC.