Here’s a ton of text about how fucking broken this system is, and how it simultaneously tears itself apart while holding itself together at the same time — so if you don’t want to read this shit, just skip ahead. But if you actually want to get a deeper look inside the machine, welcome to the club.
Well, so there it is… they’ve mobilized me, and it’s not those cute little pink unicorns you probably saw in the mainstream media. This system is literally going to fuck you raw until you’re dead, and then it’ll do it all over again just because you died in a way that doesn’t match the paperwork. The paperwork that was also filled out wrong by the very same people who are going to fuck you for those inconsistencies… And you can’t do a fucking thing about it. Always, behind this system, stand “people” who couldn’t give a shit about you, your condition, your circumstances, or your reasons. These are the scumbags who built the system exactly the way it is and it suits them perfectly. Mostly they’re the kind of “people” who would be completely useless in normal life because of their intellectual abilities. These are opportunists. The rules and norms were written by people who have never tried to live by them and have zero intention of doing so. Forget about rights, especially the clown-show they aggressively push as “equality” — it’s straight-up bullshit. You have ONLY obligations.
You’re indebted to the system for the fact that your parents gave you everything they themselves clawed out of it with their bare hands; you’re indebted to the system for everything you yourself managed to achieve; you’re indebted to the system for the fact that you took nothing from it and have no intention of taking anything. You can say “well, but what about the chance to get an education, medical care and all that shit”?
First of all - globalization: there’s no credit whatsoever to the system for you having a mobile phone. Globalization doesn’t give a fuck about why there are thousands of microcredit organizations in dozens of poor and even completely broke countries. I hope you're not naive enough to actually believe that these organizations exist to help people with their problems. And if you throw in that these organizations are mainly there just to launder money first and foremost, everything falls into place like a fucking puzzle. Google something like “laundered money through microloans” and enjoy the show. Then go look up countries with the highest percentage of these organizations — and, spoiler, it’s China and India for obvious reasons, then the rest of Africa.
Second - education: is this something truly unique to the civilized world today? — No. Is it that elite, exclusive, “only the best of the best” education like at the top-tier institutes — Berkeley, Stanford, Harvard, Oxford and the rest? — No. So in my case there’s nothing unique or high-quality that my system actually gave me.
Third - medicine. Everyone says it’s free… well, if you hear some dipshit say that, go ahead and smash his fucking skull with a brick. Some of the taxes go to “free” medicine, sure, but that’s not even mentioning the fact that you still have to pay out of your own pocket for every fucking pill and treatment you actually need.
And finally - let’s take rozia as an example. You’ve probably heard a million times that putin raised rozia from its knees, at least in the rozian-speaking segment it’s more common than birds singing in spring. So here’s the actual statistics on oil prices starting from 2000, when putin was handed the baton as his successor.
2000 - 2007: $25–69 Growth in Asian demand.
2008: $94 World financial crisis (peak in July - $140+
2011-2013: $107–110 Period of stable high prices.
Well, is he really a genius of a complex resource-based economy? He just sold what the demand was growing for. Clap the fucker.
In the end, the system will always fuck you over. You're just expendable.
How it all went down.
I’m walking down the street, talking on the phone with my buddy (he’s hearing every single fucking second). A van is blocking the road, coming straight from behind. Before you even understand what the hell is happening, they grab you from behind by the hair, slam you to the ground. And the second you shout, "You fucking bastards, faggots, sons of bitches!", they start beating the absolute shit out of you. No matter how hard you fight, against six guys you’re nothing. They drag you into the van by force and there, in the back, they really go to work - fists, boots, knees, the whole fucking package. They try to rip the phone out of your hands. If you don’t let go, they beat harder. They twist your arms, slap cuffs on you and demand the password. In my case I held on for a long fucking time, so I swung at one of those cheap fucking whores in the face - while already in handcuffs - and for that they twisted my arms even harder. The phone is still in my hands, but now they start snapping my fingers, breaking my arms… whether you like it or not, they’re taking the phone. At the same time they’re going through your pockets and taking everything. In my case it was keys and thirty dollars (keys were later found, but the money - obviously not).
The phone needs to be unlocked and there are two options - fingerprint or password. Naturally I’m not giving them the password and they start breaking my arms again, pressing my fingers against the phone to crack it open. At the same time they’re screaming at you that you’re a faggot, a whore (I even answered them back that they grabbed me like whores by the hair) and that they’re gonna fuck you where they’re taking you, and they’re also screaming that they’re gonna fuck you right here… but you’re still a faggot and a whore - you won’t get confused. In short, they squeeze you from all sides to immobilize you as much as possible, and they’re crushing you morally, trying to humiliate you, and all that… honestly it doesn’t give a fuck. And by the way, all this is happening under the supervision of a policeman - well, according to the law, that’s how it’s supposed to be… and it’s exactly this piece of shit who’s trying to smash my phone.
By the way, my phone case has a sticker on the back that says "Cheers to the rozian navy... at the bottom of the sea" in Ukrainian (it's a Ukrainian pun. It starts like a toast "to the rozian navy..." but ends with "...to the bottom," meaning "sink to the bottom of the sea"). The sticker is from 2022, when my acquaintance gave it to me after the Ukrainian Armed Forces sank the flagship cruiser moscow. Everyone who saw it knew what it meant, except for those cheap fucking whores who grabbed me and started screaming "He's fucking pro-rozia!". Later, when my relatives come looking for me, these scumbags are gonna say I was yelling "glory to rozia" and "glory to putin". Well… everyone who knows me personally will say it’s not just bullshit, it’s pure fucking bullshit.
Transit Holding Point
As far as I could tell, they didn't drive me around for long. They took me straight to the military recruitment office in our district. They brought me in like I was some dangerous fucking criminal - face down, hands cuffed behind my back. They handed my phone over to the asshole at the checkpoint, explaining that phones weren't allowed inside a restricted facility. "Then why the fuck have you got one?" I asked. "Keep being a smartass and we'll beat the living fuck out of you," was the answer. They took the cuffs off and marched me up to the fifth floor, where they keep everyone they've dragged in. It was a hallway about ten meters long, with surveillance cameras at both ends. The moment I spotted one, I flipped it the middle finger. The floor was full of small rooms with five beds each. If there was an empty bed, you could settle into whichever room you wanted. I got acquainted with almost everyone right away, found myself a room, some water, something to eat, a few basic meds, and decent company. I also asked who the biggest fucking faggot there was and who wanted to fuck me. Everybody cracked up.
The room was about 5 by 5 meters, with bars on the windows, a couple of chairs, a table with a water cooler, paper cups, and even an air conditioner - which not every room had. Sounds decent enough on paper, but the whole place looked like an absolute fucking dump, from the floor all the way to the ceiling.
I spent about three hours there. Every now and then, this scruffy-looking local loudmouth would come upstairs and call out if someone had visitors or if someone was being taken somewhere. One time he came up and announced that "someone's here for..." but never bothered to say either the visitors' names or the name of the person they had come for. As I found out later, it was my family. They had tracked me down. If that fucking idiot had done his job and announced the names - which he was supposed to do - I probably would've been out of that shithole the very same day. And yes, that shithole is the Kyiv District Territorial Center for Recruitment and Social Support (Kyiv District TCC) in Odesa. They even have a Facebook page, and there's exactly one review for 2025.
And there are thousands of cases like this, probably more. It's just that only a tiny fraction ever makes it onto the internet. A lot of people don't want to talk about it, and plenty are simply too afraid to. We may have more freedom than rozia when it comes to civil liberties, but there's one rule that always seems to apply: the law is equal for everyone - it's just more equal for some than for others. On top of that, they keep pushing through one fucked-up amendment after another that honestly feels like it was copied straight from rozia. Take the pay raises for members of parliament, for example... What the fuck for? Why not raise the salaries of soldiers, doctors, teachers, or farmers instead? Meanwhile, this is how our MPs "go to work." Must be fucking nice. No wonder so many votes on actually important bills end up failing.
The real danger isn't the enemy - it's the parasites on your own side.
This is probably the best place to bring that up, so...
Pro-Ukrainian... or what?
You've probably seen us talk shit about rozia dozens of times, and you've definitely seen us asking people to support Ukraine. That's true - but there's a catch. I absolutely do not support the system. I despise and hate every single person who keeps it running. I wish those "people" nothing but the absolute worst. They're worthless biological waste standing in the way of common sense, reality, and progress.
A few points, just to make things clear:
I absolutely do not want to join the EU (yes, I'm counting the UK in that category too). That's a long and spicy topic. If anyone wants to argue about it, you know where the comments section is.
Nationalism, Nazism, whatever you want to call it... As someone from a post-communist country, I'd suggest you Google how many people the Nazis killed, then compare that to Mao Zedong alone. The fact that communism ended up on the "good guys'" side after WWII and was never crushed is humanity's biggest mistake of the last hundred years. That's why we're all still eating shit by the spoonful.
I'm in favor of Ukrainization - even if it has to be forced, just like rozification was. Anyone who's against it should be shipped off to rozia (and just a reminder: I live in probably the most pro-rozian city in the entire country.)
I disagree with a lot of what Zelensky and his team do. Hell, I thought he was a piece of shit before he became president. Now I see him, first, as a hostage to the situation, and second, as an incompetent piece of shit -which is partly a consequence of the first point. And at this stage, you all know what's been happening with the Minister of Defense and the Commander-in-Chief of the Armed Forces.
I'm not exactly a fan of many things. I wouldn't even call myself pro-Ukrainian. I'm just very anti-rozian.
And finally... Guy Ritchie.
Just to clarify: throughout this entire time - from the moment they dragged me onto the bus until now - I've had pain in my right side.
I got sidetracked. Let's get back to it.
Later that evening, they gathered all of us on the parade ground and took us back to the very TCC that had grabbed us in the first place. Throughout this whole shitshow, about 99% of the TCC staff suffered from a full-blown petty tyrant syndrome. Every chance they got, they made sure to remind you that you were nothing but a disposable asset. "Get over here. Stand there. Do this. Why the fuck are you smiling, huh?"
They took our photos, asked for some personal information, but still refused to give us our belongings back, hiding behind bullshit excuses like, "This is a restricted facility. You're not allowed."
So I asked again, "Then why the fuck are you holding a phone in your hand?"
The answer I got was: "Why the fuck are you mouthing off? Want me to smash your fucking face in? What, you think you're the smartest motherfucker here?"
The law here doesn't just fail to work - it simply doesn't exist. This is just one case, sure. But there are so many "just one cases" that together they become the norm.
Here are a few examples of how the TCC operates (I gathered all the links into a public channel because the original channels are private, and you wouldn't have been able to witness all this fucked-up shit otherwise):
One of the latest examples - a video of people being forced to fucking apologize. It's literally the exact same thing that's happening in rozia. Brotherly nations indeed. https://t.me/uatccua/3
Lviv - a foreigner tried to help a man who was being dragged away by those cowardly little pieces of shit. https://t.me/uatccua/4
And by the way, notice something: every single one of those TCC guys is a fucking huge, healthy bastard. Not the wounded veterans they keep shoving down your throat on TV and in the news. Sure, those probably exist too, but they're the exception, not the rule. I'll tell you something else. Literally every single time, they make sure to remind you that you're the asshole, and that it's because of you that the guys on the front line have nobody to replace them. Not because those healthy bastards chose to hide behind desks, shuffle paperwork, and hunt civilians - no, apparently it's all your fucking fault.
A veteran - who, according to the news and those media whores, is exactly the kind of person who should be working for the TCC - showed up at a TCC office because his disabled son had been beaten and taken away. Of course, nobody knows anything. Of course, it's all "not true." What else would you expect... https://t.me/uatccua/5
They mobilized a mentally disabled man. https://t.me/uatccua/6
They mobilized a man with a disability and mental health issues. https://t.me/uatccua/7
TCC officers beat up a veteran of the 3rd Separate Assault Brigade. https://t.me/uatccua/8
Beaten, threatened, raped - investigation by the State Bureau of Investigation. https://t.me/uatccua/10
TCC fag opened fire on a man who was trying to run away. https://t.me/uatccua/16
A woman from Odesa tried to hide the face of her asshole boyfriend after it turned out that, somehow, he'd become very wealthy while working for the TCC. https://t.me/uatccua/17
They tackled him. https://t.me/uatccua/19
They hit a woman with a vehicle and dragged her to the side of the road. https://t.me/uatccua/20
Beating people in Kharkiv https://t.me/uatccua/22
Notice how every single one of these "heroes" is wearing a balaclava? That's exactly how it works - when you're fighting for the right cause, you're apparently too fucking scared to show your face. And there are thousands of cases like these. Tens of thousands. Maybe even hundreds of thousands. I deliberately didn't include the really brutal videos here - and there are plenty of them. For example, one where a TCC vehicle hit a man and broke his leg. They didn't drive off afterward - they just sat there waiting for the people around to leave so they could grab him.So... what do you think? Feeling motivated to go defend something?
To wrap up this chapter, here's a video from a soldier describing how he's felt ever since 2022. You can switch the audio to English. Long story short, he's saying exactly what I've been talking about - just in much greater detail. A few quotes from the video:"It's worse than the soviet union."
"It's not just lies - it's total fucking bullshit."
"If you lose military equipment, you're held accountable. If you lose people, nobody gives a fuck."
A well-known blogger who was genuinely happy to finally join the Armed Forces of Ukraine died from pneumonia during basic training.
"If you want a Ukrainian Rambo, that person has to actually want to live and to defend this country because it's worth defending."
"If a country is at war, not a single cent should be spent on anything else if there's not enough money to properly equip the military."
Remember when I mentioned my side had been hurting? Allow me to introduce... fractures of my 10th, 11th, and 12th ribs. Any doctors here?
In the next post, I'll continue the story of how nobody gives a fuck, how nobody wants to take responsibility for anything - even when it's literally their job. That one will be about the hospitals where I had my tests done and went through the medical examination, and about the military unit I eventually ended up in.
...to be continued.
...we've honestly lost count of how many times something has gone wrong at every single stage. This time, we made three test prints just to get the colors and shades right. We approved everything, gave the green light for production and... then they changed the paper stock during production. Which, of course, meant all the colors shifted (photo does not convey) FUCK. 
In the end, the booklet turned out... more or less the way it was supposed to. Some of you will get to hold it in your hands very soon. You honestly can't imagine how spectacularly everything has gone wrong at every step. If something could go wrong, it did. Ordered a T-shirt? They printed it crooked. Then they printed it with mistakes. Then they sent the wrong size. Then it arrived later than promised. Then they charged a different price than agreed. And so on. Literally every single part of this project has gone completely to shit. We've experienced the full force of human error. But... it still has to be done. So we're doing it.
Some of you have already received your goodies, while others are still waiting. We simply can't process everything fast enough. As soon as yours is on its way, we'll let you know by email.
Military update:
Right now I'm on medical leave. It'll be over soon - whether I've actually recovered or not, and regardless of how I'm feeling. (You remember how much the system loves you.) They issued me a pile of low-quality, ill-fitting crap - everything from boots to gloves. Even better, there was an even bigger pile of stuff they didn't issue me. Apparently, I'm supposed to buy it myself... Which raises one simple question:
Why the fuck should I? Anyway... we'll see.
Music:
If you've already solved some of the GORE puzzles, you've probably noticed that not everything is filled in yet - there are still placeholders. All we can say for now is that, for the most part, everything is ready. We're finishing the remaining pieces whenever we can. The problem is... we're desperately short on time.
Yes - there is supposed to be a music video. But honestly... we have no idea when that's going to happen. You've already seen the costume and the mask:
...and the set pieces:
But we simply don't have the time to finish it...
One of Ignea's songs is getting a cover from us. No guitars cover. Helle even dropped a hint about which song it is. As I'm writing this, on my day off, I'm racing to finish everything so I can send it over to the mixing engineer but now it’s 11 pm and I don’t have time again because I need to go to bed because I have to get up at 6 am...
Has our songwriting slowed down? Yes. Has it stopped? No.
Not every file here is a fully developed song - some are simply ideas that are already about 50% complete. Most of the working titles don't even remotely reflect what the songs eventually become.