I've been struggling with my mental health for the last months. Since mid November everything was a bit blurry because of the sadness. I do not even know why but i was just sad all the time.
I tried to sleep😴 as much i could, forgot to eat and just stop caring about everything. These where months when i felt so alone and so left behind, even with my cats around me.😭😥
After months with the psi and the psychiatrist, we found it!
It looks like now we know the problem and i know how to deal with it: a kind of ADHD that was disregard during the adolescence became a bipolar disorder.
After months medicated, everything is clear now. Every day is different and im excited to draw and paint through it. I do not feel left behind, now i make my own rules and do whatever i can with whatever i have in hand.
The urge to do, do, do whatever I had in mind ... the urge to paint and draw and cut out returned.
So expect new updates over the next few weeks!
Meow! >^.^<
