Sorry about that! It is now almost two years after I started this page and it still is not finished :(. I guess life kinda got in the way. Since starting this page, I have been led down a path of rediscovery - and it has opened my eyes. I see things different now and priorities have shifted.
Yes, I am still eager to make money to support my family, but gone is the GREED mentality... I no longer feel that life will not be worth living unless I have beaucoup amounts of $$$. I now know that life has always been worth living - family is everything, and joy can be found everywhere!
So, I have decided to come back and take another go at this :) Oh, and no, this is not because of RELIGION... I am an agnostic. TBH - I call myself an Agnostic Christian Shamaness.
Blessed Be!