He was the One! I knew since I've seen him for the first time... A handsome man, delicate and powerful at the same time, sensitive and determined, exactly as I imagined the perfect man I had not met until then... We saw a few times and it was enough to still dreaming on him... But the moment was wrong ... I never understood why everything is so unfair... I have always maintained that I have no regrets, but I think he is the exception ... why I still wonder what it would be like if I was more determined then, why I didn't know what to choose, even at the risk of making mistakes. .. I was wrong anyway ... since I still wonder why... I have always believed in destiny and I do not know if we are allowed to change its course ... Yeah, I know, it's never too late, maybe sometime ... somewhere... I'll meet that look again ... his eyes... his lips ... I looked for them in the books I read, in the movies I saw ... nothing looks like ... even far... I should have looked for him ... Would I have? Would it be fair to give his life up said down just because I missed the moment? It's been so long and I still feel his breath and I still see his smile ... when I close my eyes ... Only he could look at me like this, as if the world had started and ended with me... What a feeling ... unique, unreal ... and yet I ran away ... I didn't have the courage to face his love, to let him take me with him and put me where my place was ... on the right side, near the heart, where the soul is ... I asked him once: "Do you know that feeling of something unfinished?"... He told me that some things can never change, and I did not believe him and contradicted him ... he was right ... things do not change themselves... No, it wasn't just a coincidence ... it was the hand of destiny that brought him to me ... and I didn't understand that everything in this world has a price ... you pay it or you lose it ... and I chose to lose ... or maybe I was not allowed to choose ...