It's just dawned on me that the source of my panic spiral is having to send my son back to school in 2 weeks. I hate that place. He hates that place. They don't have PPE requirements or a virtual option! All I've been seeing on my timeline is parents talking about their kids catching COVID on the first week!
I need to find a way out of this place. At least to be able to put him in online school. I hate capitalism for keeping me from being able to protect my child.