I am not sure if the system here is rigged but no one ever finds my page no matter how much I try network..so I am going to just use this space to write of my heart...
Lately, I have been feeling overwhelmed..by everything and everyone in general, even myself!..
I don't know but I thought 2023 would be a bang for me but yeah, nothing much..And not to sound ungrateful but I know I deserved more but then again feels like life is handing me the bare minimum yet showing out on others...
I am almost 30.. when does the fog clear on my end? Shall I never have a clear view? I don't know
Plus I have been feeling lonely...Yes, I do know that I am lonely but when the lonely feeling strikes then ,its on another level...
I also realized of how alone I am and I gotta admit,it does hurt...I do sometimes question myself, am I the bad one? Or os my energy that off that it keeps people away or is it that people do not want to be associated with me..
Life in itself is not that easy,I think it would have been much fun to get someone worth while to push life with... Always alone and in your thoughts is not a nice place as people make it seem.. They said,No man is an island,for a reason....